You can now spread your wings and be free of the shackles this place, this staff and everyone around has wrought to you. You can go wherever and do whatever you please. You answer to no one and no one should be your master.
This was only a volunteer position, and even if you poured your heart and soul into it. The act is not enough, we must all be selfish sometimes, especially to please ourselves.
Poniverse will have lost another valuable member of staff due to it's own bureaucracy. But it's their loss not yours.