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Lately I have started feeling happy and hopeful again, if only in spurts, and one night I got inspiration again! Here is an instrumental version of Digital Muffin; I am still in the process of writing vocals for it, so it's still kinda reserved for changes Oh, I also haven't made a picture for it yet either o-o
Since there's already a thread for movies, here's one for animation. What are you looking forward to this year in the realm of animation? Personally I'm looking forward to Long Lost Gulch, Hazbin Hotel, Infinity Train and Toy Story 4, though I'm holding out hope for JG Quintel's Close Enough to maybe start airing this year, but I don't think that's going to happen...
So I only really collect the Guardians of Harmony range in terms of merch, and I had a few questions regarding them! I'd love to have the mane six, and of course they've done everyone but Rarity as far as I know! Do you think a Rarity will be made?? And also what do you think are the chances of us getting a general release Fluttershy? I know she came in the SDCC set, but I want one I can debox, I wouldn't feel right deboxing her from that gorgeous packaging! Also; who would you like to see made into these kinds of figures?? I'd personally love to see articulated figure versions of Celestia, Luna, Nightmare moon etc (and maybe a discord but he'd need to be immensely articulated haha) Aside from them I'd love to see; - A cutie mark crusader three pack - Big Mac (either in a two pack with Granny Smith or with a vehicle playset? Like a wagon?) - Cadance (and flurryheart?? hehe) - Zecora! - Gilda! -Palace guards (Luna's and Celestia's...army building maybe?)
As the summer comes to an end, I began to realize just how much things will change for me beginning in less than 2 weeks. On September 1st, I'm heading off to graduate school to begin what will become my life. All around me, I can hear people so excited for me as I go off into a world where I can learn something new. I personally am excited to be able to work with water contamination and finding newer and faster ways to detect dangerous bacteria and viruses in our waters. I won't go too much into that since it can get quite complicated, but it's certainly exciting. At the same time... My heart is filled with fear... with sadness... and with hopelessness.. Socially, I won't really have much time for anyone else other than my research. I've been laid with a huge task by my supervisor as well, since he basically wants me to lead the lab by teaching all these techniques to his undergraduate and new graduate students next year. I feel a heavy burden with this... even though I am deeply honoured by his gesture... I am also sad, not just because I feel I won't have much free time, but because I feel that I won't be able to maintain the friendships that I've held dear to me... Look, I know what you're thinking. These feelings of sadness and hopelessness shouldn't be there... and I know they shouldn't... but they just keep coming back to me... They come spontaneously, and the fears that stem from graduate school, my piano performances, and my relationships... they haunt me. The thought of graduate school taking up the vast majority of my time is frightful... I have so many responsibilities from my supervisor as a future research leader, my grant as I need to complete my project for my degree, from the department because I'm going to become a teaching assistant, from my closest friends because I want to be there for them, from my piano teacher because I want to do well on my piano exam this Saturday, my conductor since I need to perform Rach2 as well as possible as a finale, and from people I don't want to specify here because they're so close to me... I feel so hung dry where I am... Everyone's expecting so much from me... and yet I'm not allowed to expect anything from anyone else... I feel so weak... so powerless... I used to be in a world where I was in a bubble during my undergraduate education. Everyone was kind, and it was like an oasis for me... Now, I see a much more cruel world filled with little hope... And here I am... just someone so tiny... being herded with so much expectation... and to compete for scholarships and for places... I can even see my friends from that bubble leave me... and the friends here... they leave me too... I'm all alone... and here I am, having to shoulder all this weight... I haven't felt this much pressure... and I haven't felt this fearful in my life... What am I going to do...