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  1. Well after recently watching one of the best TV episodes in all of television, I really feel positive. I feel like expressing that positivity into what I see for 2019. The potential for maybe something good to happen to me for once. Maybe it will be the best year of my entire life. Although I'll be the first to admit, the opposite may once again be true, and if it were bad enough it could be my last year of life (You know what I'm implying here), I'm really looking forward to a year in and of itself for the first time, quite literally ever. I know this is about 3 weeks late, but I'll dive into it here. Why exactly do I feel cautiously optimistic about 2019? Well here are a couple of reasons. ~What's coming out in 2019?~ There are some AMAZING things coming out this year. Among them being Toy Story 4, Borderlands 3, Hazbin Hotel, and Long Gone Gulch. Toy Story 4 seems, so far, to be on its way to being a phenomenal ending place for the series (Here's the summary that says so). I really feel the hype on this one. As for Borderlands 3, I'm REALLY excited. It's another Borderlands game, what do I have to say here? As for Hazbin Hotel, it's been shaping up to be among my favorite adult animated shows of all time (I DOUBT it will beat out Rick and Morty and the older seasons of the Simpsons, but I think it will be up there). But nonetheless, definitely loving the dark creativity. And for Long Gone Gulch, the character concepts and the blending of genres are both QUITE intriguing to me. I see it being perhaps among the best of all time with the potential shown by Rawhide's character. I'm sure there's more to be excited about, but these are the main things. Like yes, the Bowser's Inside STory remake is a thing, and yes so are things like Infinity Train. But these are the things that REALLY make me feel like there's hope. Maybe a Chance at Love? <3 I think it's ACTUALLY possible I'll find him. You now, the one. I know it's been a struggle in that department with you know the fact I as of now have a whopping 3 ex-boyfriends at the age of 21, but I've began to become hopeful in recent times I might find the fourth and maybe they'll revise that saying to "the fourth is the charm." But I have hope for a three reasons. Firstly, I have made my own blog post citing what I want in that department, and I'll link it right here. Secondly, over those 3 failed relationships, I gained a better understanding of how to make them work, or at least I'm led to believe so. And last, but not least, the potential move may help out a LOT here. If I moved in with my brother I'd be moving into the second largest city in the state and the seventh largest city in the country (San Antonio, Texas). By my math (and admittedly a few assumptions), that leaves me in that city alone... Just about 10,000 possibilities. Yes, 10 THOUSAND (for a male looking for a relationship with another of the same sex, that's an awful lot of possibilities). At least 1 ought to be compatible? Of course this is all me trying to be positive. The realism of this is still... a bit shaky at the very best.
  2. Hello! let me ask you something, Have you ever feel that nopony likes you? you feel like trash when you see yourself in the mirror and see that you are not attractive? that a divorce of your parents, unable to find your special somepony, that your "friends" ignore you make you end it with all? if your answer was yes let me tell you something... you are a winner, seriously. Sometimes when you see that your friends have a marefriend and you are lonely and feel pathetic, try to see the benefits, having a girlfriend is really nice, but sometimes this turns into a battlefield to see who is dominant and who is dominated, and i mean sometimes, think in everything you can do by yourself, you can make your own world in the internet and make creative things, you must choose a goal and if you pursuit very hard you are not gonna think in have a girlfriend. whats the point to feel sorry of yourself, just laying in the bed, crying, thinking why others are happy, we are humans and as such, we must fight to earn the happiness, fight very hard and you will see the results, but if you wanna have results at YOUR time, be smart, make a plan, have strategie, think of it as a hunting for the girl of your dreams, some sweet words, caring, supporting, gifts, is all a part of looking for your special somepony. Talking about plan personally i feel like all works well if you have a plan, a well made plan cant fail obviously and for that, everything should work for you. Now lets move to people to think they are ugly, tel me, have you see yourself in a mirror? probably not, to me, see yourself in the mirror is not only watch the person i live in, but also the result of your wonderful lyears, fights, efforts, self steem, personality and style, each person has a unique style and you should be proud of it, because thats what it makes you special, if you make a mistake like kill yourself that style is gonna lost forever and nopony will be able to replace it, if you expose your stlye, and be extrovert, theres gonna be people who appreciate it and love it. ungliness doesnt matter, you can have a really beautiful girl with nice feelings if you know how to treat her, girls dont care if you are ugly if you are really sweet to them. a common error of all of you is being shy, now i wana tell you something, i understand if you are shy, you have a past with mocks, laughs, humillation so is really hard to trust in a person, yup, i know how it feels, but you must make a promise to yourself: Promise you are never gonna fear again another person, that theres nothing a person can do to destroy what make you who you are, that you will stand up and face bullies with a big smile saying I AM *insert name here* AND YOU COULDNT DEFEAT ME! I STILL AM POWERFUL BECAUSE AM A PERSON LIKE YOU!!! defeat shyness, is not a protector, it is your true enemy, the bullies defeat their shyness cowardly by insulting others and make them feel popular and cool, there a lot of ways to overcome your shyness, you are good on something? make it real! show it to the world what you can do and nopony can defeat it, you just need a little confidence and with confidence and bravery you are gonna forget you are ugly, say YES i may be full of pimples or using glasses, or brackets, or my hair is a mess but I AM *insert name here* AND LIKE ME THERE SHALL BE NO OTHER!! Being ugly has certain benefit: you wouldnt care to keep an image and you will focus more on your purposes and projects so is an advantage (sorry for my bad english) showing how good you are with what you do, is enough to have confidence Now lets move to the persons who wants to finish with your life.. guys and girls, i know that life may seem like it sucks but come on! you are not finish any pain, you are just giving it to other, is like a sickness you provocke, it is best when YOU are the solution, arent you brave enough to conquer your fears? people choose the easy way and the laziest to solve things out, cutting myself or killing myself, everyone hates me, well... have you meet the Entire planet? somalia, egypt, china, iraq, Mexico, America, Canada, Germany are you saying that all the person of all continents hate you when they dont even know you? you probably say yes just to fullfill that need to get attention, yes, you are desperately looking a way to have attention, let me ask to all the persons who wanna commit suicide and cut themselfs, are you do the same if all your family and friends are 24/7 watching what you do, what you eat, your hobbies and try to like them just to keep you happy? let me tell you a story: there was a girl on my countrty México named Gabriela, she had a long distance relationship with another guy, thing is that everything was heaven but one day, they broke, and Gabriela decided to kill herself, she took a blancket and tie it to her neck and took a selfie with her smiling leaving a suicide note on facebook with the picture and proceed to the suicide, after that, all her friends, the people aroundr her mock of her death, they make memes with the corpse photo taken by the police, make things on twitter like #posmemato (#illkillmyself) why? because her death was announced like a circus and people believed that was only to get attention and get that last grain of relevance and she even didnt get it. Feel like ending your life? well Game Over and start New Game!! if everithing was lost for you, find something else to care, this world is huge, you lost your treasure, find another! would you like to see buried with worms in your body with a eternal expression of depression in your face? NO! you get up, break the wall and raise your hands, you feel that you dont have anything to lose? FINE then there shouldnt be a problem to face your enemies, starting with your inner enemies, since you dont have anything to lose, you have all to win, just remember the war is still out there, and you must be a soldier and not a victim! finally i wanna add... comment! i really wanna see feedback, if you are agree or disagree i would not know until you say it to me, greeting MLP fourms
  3. So I don't know if anyone saw this, but a 19 year old named Adam Smith from the UK killed himself due to bullying because he watches MLP and has a learning disability. I don't know about you all, but I for one am disgusted by people that bully others and push them to the point of depression and suicide. May Adam RIP and I pray for his family and friends. Pass along that bullying needs to stop!! http://www.equestriadaily.com/2014/12/brony-takes-his-own-life-due-to-online.html http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2877190/Teenage-Little-Pony-fan-posted-heartbreaking-YouTube-video-APOLOGISING-internet-trolls-tormented-days-threw-train.html
  4. lelouch.

    dont suicide guys

    i kinda copy/pasted this from facebook, its not written by me but i still thought i should post this. Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time. A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don’t answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you’re asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She’s screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go tell Dad that “Mommy is crying and brother won’t wake up.” Your dad runs to your room. He looks at your mom, crying, holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to your lifeless body. It hits him, what’s going on, and he screams. He screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry. Your mom crawls over to him, and they sit there, holding each other, crying. The next day at school, there’s an announcement. The principal tells everyone about your suicide. It takes a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone blames themselves. Your teachers think they were too hard on you. Those mean popular girls, they think of all the things they’ve said to you. That boy that used to tease you and call you names, he can’t help but hate himself for never telling you how beautiful you really are. Your friends? They’re sobbing too, wondering how they they could never see that anything was wrong, wishing they could have helped you before it was too late. And your best friend? He’s in shock. He can’t believe it. He knew what you were going through, but he never thought it would get that bad… Bad enough for you to end it. He can’t cry, she can’t feel anything. She stands up, walks out of the classroom, and just sinks to the floor. Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming out. It’s a few days later, at your funeral. The whole town came. Everyone knew you, that girl with the bright smile and bubbly personality. The one that was always there for them, the shoulder to cry on. Lots of people talk about all the good memories they had with you, there were a lot. Everyone’s crying, your little brother still doesn’t know you killed yourself, he’s too young. Your parents just said you died. It hurts him, a lot. You were his big brother, you were supposed to always be there for him. Your best friend, he stays strong through the entire service, but as soon as they start lowering your casket into the ground, he just loses it. He cries and cries and doesn’t stop for days. It’s two years later. The whole school talks to a counselor/therapist at least once a week. Your teachers all quit their job. Those mean girls have eating disorders now. That boy that used to tease you cuts himself. Your friends all go into depression. Your best friend? He tried to kill herself. He didn’t succeed like you did, but she tried…your brother? He finally found out the truth about your death. He self harms, he cries at night, he does exactly what you did for years leading up to your suicide. Your parents? Their marriage fell apart. Your dad became a workaholic to distract himself from your death. Your mom got diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day. People care. You may not think so, but they do. Your choices don’t just effect you. They effect everyone. I found this online and thought it had an extremely beautiful message.
  5. I'd had this idea for weeks now and had only just recently decided to write it. I want to know if it's a good premise for a story or not What do you think? Does it need more work? Is it even worth the time?
  6. Here's the link to the fanfiction: http://www.fimfiction.net/story/203865/murdering-a-caterpillar
  7. I remember being mad at one of the Spongebob writers tweeting about how Plankton's suicide attempt in One Course Meal was "not immoral because it was in a comedic light." I thought about how suicide jokes are not funny period. But then I thought: "Wait I must be hypocritical then because I remember laughing a suicide joke before." So I thought: "Are there exceptions to this?" Lets take a look at two examples that I thought were funny In Deadpool the Game Deadpool is listening to Cable who is giving exposition. Deadpool is getting so bored by this that he pulls out a gun and shoots himself. (Deadpool is of course insane and also has a healing factor so he won't die from suicide) Cable angrily responding with "Damn it Wade!" This was funny because Deadpool would rather die than listen to anything that bores him for a long time. (This of course lacks the consequence of him actually dying. Example 2 is Game Grumps joking about how Sonic '06 is so bad that the developers approached the president of Sega who thought it was a tech demo and not the full game (which is was). They joke that the devs feel they've made a grave mistake for making a horrible game and killed themselves realizing what they've done. It's hard to defend why this one was funny though some of you might remember how notoriously bad that game is for this joke to be remotely funny. Now if you're not familiar with the Spongebob episode One Course Meal the event that happened here was that Mr. Krabs continuously used Plankton's newfound fear of Whales to scare him away from the Krusty Krab as well as simply tormenting him when he can. When Plankton's constant fear of Whales became realized after Mr. Krabs' slew of scare tactics continued, Plankton decided that he couldn't take living in fear so he decided to wait by the street so he could get himself run over by a bus. Spongebob tells Mr. Krabs and Krabs responds by saying to let him do it and laughed. I honestly don't know how this episode slipped past censors. It depicted a bully who drove a person to suicide and encouraged it once it was about to happen. All of which is a horrible thing to encourage and in no sense funny. I guess what makes this not funny is that it's just too real. Bullies driving people to suicide has been a staple trend in today's world and needs to stop. The other jokes I've referenced were very surreal and are way less likely to happen. In no way a justification but the episode was undeniably worse. But I wanna know what you guys think. Are there exceptions? Can suicide jokes be funny in a certain context? Or are they not funny no matter what? -Captain Brony, out!
  8. A fan fic that charts what happens before and after Pinkie Pie takes her own life due to struggling with depression. Most of it focuses on Rainbow Dash and how she copes with the death of her friend. It's quite brutal and not for the faint hearted. http://www.fimfiction.net/story/182076/pinkie-pies-448-psychosis
  9. All right so today I saw this status. Apparently, a forum member by the name of Natasha recently committed suicide. This is truly tragic that we lose a fellow member of these forums. I never thought I'd actually see that happen until today that is. Even though I never knew her, I still feel sad about it because these forums are like a big happy family, and losing a family member is super tragic. So RIP Natasha.
  10. EDIT It has been resolved for quite some time so no need to inquire anymore about it. A big thanks to those who did help.
  11. I can't tell whether it is a problem or not, But I know it brings trouble a lot. Pain it does not bring for anyone, It feeds from me until I'm gone. Eaten alive I will probably get, By this monster of my mind. If it continues, you can bet, I can no longer be this kind. Nothing but darkness can be seen, With methods to light up this place You won't believe, I am keen, However I still end up in disgrace. This monster inside of me, It just will not let me be, There is no time for me to waste, I must really consider to haste. A friend to talk to is what I require, Get rid of this loneliness is what I desire. But this sweet pain won't let go of me, A misarable fool is what you see. Thus ends my life, hesitation I have none, The one you knew, forever gone, Bear with this burden, bear with this grief, My pain is yours, I received relief.
  12. I'm not suicidal, and I've never had to deal with a loved one committing suicide. And I pray I never will. They say that people with depression don't want to burden others with their problems. They often feel like they're hurting others enough already and they don't feel like they're worth it for anyone to waste their time with them. They just want to slip away so their suffering will end and other people can move on with their lives. I'm afraid it doesn't work like that. Love goes both ways. If you have a loved one, then that means they love you as much as you love them. When someone loses a loved one, they will grieve heavily. The loss of a loved one is one of the most horrible kinds of pain a person will have to endure: doubly so if the loved one becomes more and more miserable and ruined, refusing to seek help or to accept help because they don't want to burden anyone. Ironically, it just magnifies the burden placed on loved ones. My best friend has severe depression. He's attempted suicide at least once, and had serious suicidal fantasies at least twice. He is also very dear to me. He brings me love, hope, happiness, and companionship. He's there for me when I'm lonely and I desperately need a friend. We've been best friends for as long as I can remember, and I am a better person for having him around. Without him, I'd be devastated. I'd grieve for him harder than I would most other people. His death would kill me: a part of me will die with him. It'll be a horrible experience I don't even want to think about. I will grieve for him for years. And I will always be haunted by everything: what could I have done to save him? Why couldn't have I been strong enough to do something when he desperately needed help? Why didn't I try harder? Why did this have to happen? And even if he dies a more natural way: illness, fire, car accident, the horror will always be there at the back of my mind: did he commit suicide? Did I miss the signs? Was there something I could've done to find out if he was in serious trouble? Why didn't I pay closer attention? This self-blame and grief will be a crippling burden that will haunt me for the rest of my life. My point is, depression gives you the erroneous delusion that it's better not to burden your loved ones with your problems. As someone who has loved ones with suicidal tendencies (my grandmother also struggles with depression), I can assure you with absolute sincerity that your death will be a far more crippling burden than anything you could possibly do to them while you're alive. You do not have to fear that you're bothering anyone. And I speak from personal experience when I say that their greatest wish is to help you, and that the thought of you suffering and dying is the most burdening thing. Seeking their help, seeking anyone's help, letting them in and getting help dealing with your problems will go miles towards easing their burdens. You are worth it. If your loved ones want to help you, let them in.
  13. For the past few days I have seen a particular member on here talk about committing suicide and it has really got me thinking. I have been complaining on here an awful lot about my job and my life in general, sure I haven't talked about scheduling an early meeting with the grim reaper but as I have said before to him and on other occasions here I have considered it in the past so I do know what it is like to have that kind of hopelessness and despair. To clarify I don't plan on doing that myself, so you don't have to send me messages telling me not to do it. I just thought I would take a few minutes to come up with a few things that are actually going right with my life because I have noticed that are a lot of people on here dealing with depression and hopefully what I say can give at least one of them some hope and I could use a bit of reminding myself. 1. I am financially secure: I am no millionaire but I am doing okay for myself, I have perfect credit am in virtually no debt and am able to provide myself the basics and the occasional extras such as video games. 2. I have people that care about me and are looking out for me: I have had a lot of deaths in my family these last 16 years and with that comes changes but I at least have some people left in my life. As I have pointed out there are people at work I want to punch in the face but I have also met a lot of great people there too one of them being the friend that introduced me to ponies. And I have also met some pretty cool people on here too. 3. I have a good chance of turning my life around: I have a plan which I know if it succeeds will end my rut and allow me to live up to my true potential, it is pretty detailed though I went over some of it my blogpost Operation Exodus. 4. I have survived far worse: I have been through family tragedies, two times in my life where I considered suicide, extreme anger issues and have been through many of the challenges that come with being an individual with Autism and have conquered it all.
  14. I've never been one to write extended stories, so I hope this may inspire others. This note was found on the person of Babs Seed. She had apparently chosen to hang herself with her message around her neck. Suacide Note.docx
  15. Guy in the other room is singing so loudly and horribly. Wut do. Wut do dat be legal? Sanity: - 20 Patience: -20 Fire Resist: -10 HP: -30
  16. ----------------------------- The Voices By Vanilla Twilight ----------------------------- Fluttershy trotted slowly along the path that led to Ponyville. The sun was beggining to fall, and she hoped to make it back home soon. She was in the Everfree Forest, looking for a lost bunny that wandered off. She concluded that it must have gotten out when she was napping. Sadly, she could not find it, even after she used the best tracking methods she knew. The sun was now down, and it was dark. Worst of all, she wasn't even close to the edge of the forest. She began to panic. "Its okay Fluttershy, just calm yourself, and stay alert." She quietly thought to herself. That thought brought her nerves down. She slowed down a little, hoping to find some animals that would stay with her. That thought quickly lost its effect when she heard leaves rustling behind her, followed with the sound of voices. She slowly turned around. "W-wh-who's there?" She meeped. No awnser. She turned back down the path and began to run, for fear that she was being followed. The rustling was replaced with the faint sound of hooves hitting dirt. She was running fast now, fearful for her life. The edge of the forest was in sight, she could almost make out the distant shapes of the ponies houses. The sound was louder now, about 10 feet from behind her. She began to scream for help. The screams were cut short when she tripped over a fallen branch. Fluttershy tripped, and hit her head, which was followed with nothing but darkness. She woke up. She had fallen out of bed and had been laying on the cold, unforgiving floor. She touched her forehead with a hoof, and winced in pain. She got up, and looked out the window. "Huh, still dark. I guess i'll go back to bed then." She though to herself. She closed the window, and looked at the Everfree Forest. Suddenly, fragmented memories from the dream she just had, flowed back into her mind. "That was an odd dream", she thought. She then got back into bed, and fell into a deep sleep. A couple hours passed, and she woke up again, this time, to a shining sun. She got up, And rubbed her eyes. Forgeting about the knot on her head from falling off the bed, she winced. "Well, I guess I should go count all of the animals to make sure they're still there." She preformed a census, making sure every animal was accounted for. She got to the bunnies last. "11..12...13...What? There are supposed to be 14 bunnies!" She then noticed a pair of tracks belonging to a rabbit. She also noticed a set of hooves that followed them. "Hmmmm... Who do these hooves belong to?" She began to follow them, hoping to find the pony that was responsible for letting one of the bunnies out. The tracks eventully led to A path into the Everfree forest. She was hesitant to go on, but she cared for all the animals and this one is not an exception. She followed the tracks into a deserted part of the forest. The forest scared her, and worst of all, she had lost the tracks. She decided to wait and see of the bunny would come back. She slowly turned around to head down a faster, alternative route back to Ponyville. Unlike the path she followed, this one led to the marketplace, where she needed to buy some things. She followed the path, and about halfway down it, she began to notice hoof tracks again. These were much bigger then hers, and seemed to be heavier too. It was still in the afternoon, and bright, so she did not worry. She then noticed that the hooves stopped, and that a bush, on one side of the path was crushed. "Hmmmm....Huh?" She gasped. Sudden memories flowed back to her. She remembered running. Running away from something. But what? This unnerved her, to the point where she started to jog. She then came to a point where the tracks came back, but was followed by many more tracks. She began to Worry, that something may have happened, but then she thought that she was just being paranoid. She continued jogging. She jogged until she came upon a fallen branch. The area right in-front of the branch was clear. It was surrounded by a circle of hoof prints. "Oh my....." She said outloud. She then remembered the entire dream. The chasing, the sounds, the voices. She started running. She was terrified that something was chasing her. She did not stop until she hit Ponyville. She raced into Ponyville and went to see Twilight. She asked her if she could sleep there for awhile. She didn't want to be alone after what happened. Fluttershy, content with what had happened being part of some sort of dream, walked back to her house. She walked to her front door, and found a note. "Dear Fluttershy, its me, Zecora. I was out in the Forest when I noticed you laying in the middle of the path. I feared for the worst, and ran over to you. You were unconscious it seems, but you were alive. I didn't want to bother you, so i managed to carry you back to your house and laid you in bed. I watched over you, looking for any signs of damage. There were none, except for a knot on your head, from when you fell. I left in the middle of the night, hoping not to bother you--" Fluttershy dropped the letter. She had focused on the forest. In the darker areas of the forest, Eyes could be seen. The dream, had happened. She had been followed. Fluttershy approached the edge of the Everfree forest. She hadn't been in there for over 4 months, as the ordeal had affected her mentaly and physically. She was underweight, and almost always sick. She was scared to enter the forest, as she had been hearing voices to do so, but felt that all her problems would be solved if she did. She slowly entered the forest, disappering into the harsh, cold, darkness. She was not seen again for almost a week. Twilight, distraught from losing a close friend, walked into the forest one more time, to search. She wandered into the forest, pointlessly. She knew her friend was gone, but she just couldn't accept it. She walked for hours, hoping to find just a trace of her friend. As the sun fell, Twilight lost control. She couldn't accept that her friend had died in this damned forest. She fell to the ground, sobbing. Suddenly, she heard the sound of hooves hitting dirt. She looked up to see a crying and very famished Fluttershy. Twilight jumped up, hugging Fluttershy in the process. "Fluttershy!! We thought you had died out here! Where were you!" She Asked as Fluttershy returned the hug. "I was hoping to find awnsers, to what had happened." Fluttershy returned. "I have to make the voices stop." Twilight looked at Fluttershy quizingly. "What do you--" She never finished her sentence, as a foreign object clubbed her head. Twilight lost consciousness. Twilight woke up, and tried to figure out where she was. Her vision was temporailiy blinded from the haze surrounding her eyes. She tried to use her hooves to clear them, but they were restrained. She began to panic, but realized she still has her magic. She cast a blade spell, which cut through her hoof restraints. She rubbed her eyes, and what she saw horrified her. She was in the Everfree forest, but she was lying on a lost medical table. This wasn't the thing that horrified her. Surrounding her, were several pairs of eyes, watching her every move. She was instantly petrafied, as the eyes seemed to move as she moved. Twilight slowly got up, and looked for an area that had no eyes. She found one, that was seemingly clear. She hesitated, but then made a beeline for that area. As soon as she took her first step, she felt extreme pain in her chest. The pain overtook her, she fell to the ground. She saw Fluttershy walk up to her, and said "Fluttershy! Help! Go get help Now!!". "Im sorry, but i can't do that, the voices told me if i did this, they would leave me alone." Fluttershy whispered to her. Twilight looked at her, grunted in pain, as she passed out again. She woke up, in which appeared to be the library. She looked around, and saw Spike laying next to her bed, sleeping. "Aww... He must have fallen asleep when I--" She suddenly remembered the horrible events that had just happened. "I have to find Fluttershy!" She yelled in her mind. She ran down the steps, grabbed a shoulder bag that contained several survival items, and opened the door. She fell back in surprise and fright. The door opened, allowing Twilight to see what Ponyville had become, Or, What it hadn't become. The door led to absolute nothingness. Its as if she was floating in space, except there was nothing. She looked at the doorway in terror, not being able to explain what is happening. She closed the door, and instantly thought of the little dragon upstairs. "I better check on Spike, just to be safe." She thought to herself. She walked up the steps, and found the dragon, still asleep. She looked at Spike for awhile, just to make sure he was safe. A sudden ringing sound brought her back to reality. She grasped her ears as the sound grew louder. Then, with a sudden white flash, she fell on the ground, passed out. She woke up this time, in the forest. She looked around, and saw that it was bright, and warm. Twilight knew what she had to do. She ran towards Fluttershy's cottage at full speed, so fast that Rainbow Dash would have been proud. Twilight thought to herself, "If anypony knew what was going on, it must be Fluttershy!". Twilight ran up to Fluttershy's door, but to her surprise, it was open. She walked in slowly, calling for Fluttershy's name. It was dark in the house, so, using magic, she lit a candle. She was surprised at what she saw. Every inch of the walls contained the phrase "Make the voices stop" In red blood. She walked through the house, searching for Fluttershy. The last room that was left to check was the kitchen. Twilight walked into the kitchen, and what she saw, was devastating. There, slowly swinging back and forth, was her friend, Fluttershy. She had hung herself. Twilight broke down. She fell to the ground once again, and sobbed for hours. When she stopped, she looked out the window. It was dark again. She got up, used a spell to cut the rope, and carried Fluttershy into town. The funeral was held a couple days after. Twilight was the first to speak. "S-sh-She was the m-m-most gentle and c-caring person i had ever met." She said between sobs. She told herself that she wouldn't cry anymore. Her body didn't listen. She broke down again, causing Applejack to intervene and walk her grieving friend out of the cemetery. Rainbow Dash walked to the grave. She looked at Fluttershys calm face, and fell to the ground, punching the earth with a hoof. "Why? Why did you take her!?" She yelled to no one. At this, she flew out of the cemetery. Applejack returned after Twilight had calmed down. Applejack gathered her courage and stood at the stand. "She was a good mare...." She said as she shed a tear. "She was always there for everypony, and would face her fears for anypony." She stated. "Goodbye Fluttershy...." Applejack lost the courage and sobbed quietly. Pinkie Pie was next. Her hair was flattened and she was no longer glowing a vibrant pink. She got to the stand, and said, "Fluttershy, was one of my bestest friends. Why did she do it? W--we could have thrown a party for y-you if you weren't feeling w-well." She then walked off the stand, sobbing into her hooves. The funeral ended, and everypony went home. All except for one. Twilight laid down next to Fluttershy's grave and looked up. There were millions of star's out at this time. She looked over and stared at her friends gravestone. She silently thought to herself, "You know what? Fluttershy would have wanted me to live on with my life. I need to get over the fact that she is gone, and never coming back." She thought. This thought gave her courage, courage that she desperately needed. The library was a mess from not cleaning it, and she was tired from not being able to sleep at night. She got up, and trotted away towards the library where a certain little dragon, was going to help her clean. The eyes nor the voices were never heard or seen again. Nopony knew what drove Fluttershy to suicide, as the only evidence they found was the blood that had been found all over the walls of Fluttershy's cottage. The 5 friends continued to visit they're friends grave, until they moved on, one by one. Twilight went to live in Canterlot with her parents, Applejack gained a huge investment in apples, and bought a Huge orchard. Pinkie Pie moved into Baltimare, and sold her famous cupcakes. Rainbow Dash became a Wonderbolt, and traveled the world. Rarity became a Famous Dress maker. They still visit Fluttershy's grave one day of the year.The day Twilight and The others became friends. -END- Well, this is the end of the story, I know its kinda odd but any comments/feedback anypony? This is my first fanfic so I need all the feedback I can
  17. I need to share a story, This happened to me when I was 14. I had very bad depression back then, I wanted to kill myself so I took our 1911 and I cocked it, it had a magazine in it and a shell came out so I knew it was loaded, I pulled the trigger at my head and nothing happened, it was the last round in the magazine. I would be dead right now if that gun had another round in it, obviously I'm glad I am alive. I thought my life was horrible and could not get better, but it did. So if you are thinking about killing yourself take this real life example of how your life WILL get better, even if it seems like shit now. I just kinda needed to share this story, sorry if you are sick of all these threads.