They call me Loyalty 1,941 June 28, 2022 Share June 28, 2022 It's been easier to fall asleep lately. It is like throwing a heavy object into a pool and watch it sink to the bottom. I'm gone as soon as I close my eyes. I can sleep for seven hours, then wake up and sleep another seven hours more. It is insane to consider I didn't sleep this much even when I used to live life. And this may have something to do with depression and the fact I don't want to stare at this problem without solution anymore. Because the more I think about it, the worse my health issues get. It feels like someone is actually waving a knife over my chest in a threatening manner. And then the heart pains begin. I've also heard other people with similar experiences. And it is like they are trying to fastforward time, kill the day, wait it out, hide away from reality. It is like they have given up on life. But I don't want that, I want to feel better and take my life back. I want my strength back. But the energy is leaving me. I would go to sleep tired, only to wake up more tired. It makes no sense. But I intend to get better, one way or another. And yet, my soul feels very tired. I can rest my tired body. But the soul... not so easy. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ZiggWheelsManning 7,359 June 29, 2022 Share June 29, 2022 Just last night, downed a white cherry Gatorade, ate some cheese chips, then the cold came in and the results weren't pretty Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mlploverlizzy 289 June 29, 2022 Share June 29, 2022 I used to have a lot of problems sleeping, but after a while i learnt that listening to youtube vids or audio books rlly helps me sleep. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
J.J 918 June 29, 2022 Share June 29, 2022 I get like an HR or 2 tops, I really struggle with getting a good night's sleep, and it's even worse now that I have to sleep with my back elevated bc of my esophagus and stomach problems. Hellish, wish I could get 8-10 hrs lol Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ashen Pathfinder 16,151 June 29, 2022 Share June 29, 2022 Not typically; it;s just getting to bed is the problem as I tend to be a night owl. In addition, waking up is more a problem for me lol. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Savygriffs 5,021 June 29, 2022 Share June 29, 2022 I don't know, lately I've been sleeping pretty well. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Props Valroa 26,038 June 29, 2022 Share June 29, 2022 Not really, I usually sleep pretty good. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zilko94 42 June 29, 2022 Share June 29, 2022 My body has a strict time clock. I wake after after 5hrs of sleep no matter what. So I have to sleep at midnight to wake up at 5am. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ExplosionMare 18,007 June 30, 2022 Share June 30, 2022 Lately I've been struggling a little bit because I've been having weird dreams. My brain has enjoyed lately taking seemingly innocent parts of my day and turning them into a dark or confusing mess. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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