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What are you missing in your life?


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my woofmonster :(

 

and a boyfriend/girlfriend I guess, but after discovering rping yesterday maybe I don't need one. hahaha

 

Nobody close to me has ever died though

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Well it's my mom's god father who tragically died out of nowhere back in early September in 2016 just two days after I saw him when he came to my nanna's place for a unexpected visit when I was conveniently there with my family for lunch. It was a extremely sudden death in the family. :(

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Tanks, do you know how gosh darn hard it is to be a tank fanatic but live in a country where there are virtually no tanks??!?! I want to visit all the tank museums in America and Europe So badly!! >.< and I mean ALL of them!

 

also a significant other :/

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i have everything but a pet. I utterly miss having cats around the house. our landlord wont allow pets =( so i wont be having any cats until either we move to rented house that allows pets or we end up saving enough to buy our first house. 

 

my mum always said that a home isnt right without a cat. 

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- My mother. She died in June of 2009 due to a blood clot in her brain, after starting to recover from some heart issue, don't remember exactly what. The clot was a side-effect from the Coumadin that she was taking. It was a sad time for sure for me... I always felt like she was the better parent for sure. I feel like I never got to be around her enough, though she got me somewhat into strategy games (though I suck at them, unless its name is League of Legends, then I'm decent at that, but that's because it isn't purely a strategy game).

 

- All of my old consoles... RIP my childhood :'( It was a much better time. Now kind of sucks, to be honest... All I have left is a computer with a subpar mouse and a decades old keyboard.

 

- I'm not sure if need one, but a boyfriend or potential husband. Though I won't be as naïve about it as before. After all for me, it's a somewhat contradictory interest. I want love and support, but I'm not so sure I want to be chained to another person, and how can I not be sure I'll try to estrange myself from them?

 

- Merchandise. I literally have almost none of it other than a couple of Mario shirts, a custom-made LoL mouse pad (if only that relationship wasn't awkward for me...), A blackened Discord figure (It was a mystery figure. You probably know which one I really wanted from that set...), a plushie of Bulbasaur (I'm not entirely sure it's even mine... I think it's actually my brother's), and a Treecko (it was used for some Gym Leader Battle thing, but can't find it and don't want to because I obviously didn't care about it too much).

 

- A place in real life where I feel like I belong. I certainly don't belong with my dad here because we are two completely different people, and he always cracks up some stupid joke (which I certainly don't find funny at all) about how I don't do anything so I should be able to help him do freaking EVERYTHING... Most of which I wouldn't consider doing for ANYONE unless I got paid FAIRLY WELL... I mean like so well it would not happen, nor could I even give any figures for it... Plus everyone here is conservative as can be without shoving religion down your throat, and you know me. I can't stand it, being who I am.

 

- Probably more things, but I can't really think of them at the moment.

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A time where a circle of friends I would have loved to hang out with did so without me because I made the mistake of deciding "it's not worth trying" because of something happening at the time rather than actually making the effort. It gives me a pang in the heart to look at the reminders of the good time they had, I feel so isolated and ostracized...

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Pretty much just the two biggest things that have appeared in this thread, a bf/gf, and some kind of purpose to keep myself going. I mean, I have college and a nice job going for me, but I need something more satisfying :/

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A clone of myself so I could stare true awesomeness and beauty in the eye without having to look in a mirror.

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The desire to do something amazing. I'm contempt with living an ordinary life with an ordinary job and ordinary family. And I think that's weird. I don't have high aspirations.

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I miss a lot of things such as my grandmother and uncle, both of whom passed away days after my birthday last year, one of the family dogs who passed away in 2013--I still blame myself for never noticing the problem until it was too late--and my other uncle who passed away in 2011. What am I missing in my life though? The obvious answer would be a purpose as I currently lack one.

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What am I missing in life?

 

Oh ummmmm....... nothing much.

Just, 5 hours of my sleep, most meal times, not having to go to school, Ben and Jerry's ice cream, lemons, the ability to willingly leave my room, my video games, Pokemon sun and moon, 5 hours of my sleep, oh........ I already said that. I'm sorry, I'm just really tired

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