mega thread How are you feeling?

[Svetlana Note 326]

4 minutes ago, Spook Conundrum said:

That's the truth to, he had plenty of chances to cash out and focus on his family after manufacturing illegal narcotics and literally taking lives, but he got in deeper because of his own ego, in the process of doing this he not only pushes his family away but endangers them as well, it's an excellently written story, I really enjoyed it, but Walter had no compassion Jesse was his pet, not his friend, Walter loves control and he loves it even more than the money he was making, it's why he let Jane die bc she was taking Jesse away from his influence...

Yea, you made good points.

[Svetlana Note 326]

Great! Just finished watching My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic Season 5 Episode 2. Love it!

[Treeglow Flicker 12,044]

Pretty good. Just killing time before bed.

[TBD 16,716]

Kinda disappointed of myself. A co worker who I have a crush on for quite sometime now FINALLY noticed me and she says hello to me. I could have say “hello how are you?” and then start the conversation with her. BUT..

wasted that opportunity by just saying “Hey”. That’s all just a dry “hey”. As she walked pass me to work.  Like man I felt dumb to waste that opportunity to talk to her. I’m pretty nervous guy so it takes me sometime to go up to someone I like to talk to. But her saying hello to me got me off guard pffft.

Welp, at least she finally noticed that I existed, so I guess that’s a win.

[Savy 3,996]

Feeling pretty happy that Georgia won the football game today 

[flutterJackdash 218]

There is that moment, the one point in time, where words and actions of others come together to infest you with rage and hurt, and doubt. I've felt that, today had some of that. Frustrated, bottom line.

[Splashee 28,467]

1 hour ago, TBD said:

Kinda disappointed of myself. A co worker who I have a crush on for quite sometime now FINALLY noticed me and she says hello to me. I could have say “hello how are you?” and then start the conversation with her. BUT..

wasted that opportunity by just saying “Hey”. That’s all just a dry “hey”. As she walked pass me to work.  Like man I felt dumb to waste that opportunity to talk to her. I’m pretty nervous guy so it takes me sometime to go up to someone I like to talk to. But her saying hello to me got me off guard pffft.

Welp, at least she finally noticed that I existed, so I guess that’s a win.

“Hey” sounds kinda cool though  It is a good start

[FlutteringGuardian 2,844]

feeling pretty happy right now i am having a good moment in life and i will enjoy it as much i can before the moment is gone and the next thing happens

[Dreambiscuit 6,827]

Pretty good now that I’ve had a really long night’s sleep. I mean, like 11 hours.

[Tropical Melody 4,023]

5 hours ago, Dreambiscuit said:

Pretty good now that I’ve had a really long night’s sleep. I mean, like 11 hours.

I slept until quarter to eleven this morning. Decadent? You betcha

 

[Princess Silky 5,243]

12 hours ago, Splashee said:

“Hey” sounds kinda cool though  It is a good start

Definitely a good start! So I am feeling pretty hopeful for ya, buddy c:

[Props Valroa 22,766]

Am re-assessing many things that need re-assessment. Most notably, my relations with various people. My interest in speaking to large quantities of people has really gone away, and I only find myself interested in talking with specific people. I am exhausted socially, and mentally, and I do not want to add to it by continuing to speak with people who don't maintain my interest.

[J.J 907]

Feeling odd, intrigued by people that think things that make them human and seemingly ordinary some how make them special, like that's just natural, nobody is owed our validation just like nobody "inherently" deserves to be isolated or hated, "coexisting" means coexisting with people that are judgmental, coexisting doesn't make you immune from scrutiny or mean people have to like you all of a sudden, and some people's reaction to this scrutiny proves that THEY are the ones that can't coexist.... 

I mean technically the actions they took in the first place to receive this scrutiny already proved this... but you know they wanna double down on it...

Nobody is gonna get a long with everyone, your pretty normal and just like everyone else to prioritize your tribe over others... It's just humans are pretty weak and like to have "common enemies" it makes them feel strong or powerful bc otherwise on their own they aren't impactful or capable enough to take individualistic stands on their own, they like to be a party of the angry mob, it's just these angry mobs aren't being incited towards those the media is portraying, it's like you are a morally depraved heathen to call a criminal what it is, a criminal, so people cowardly pack up against someone that has different opinions than the societal norms and start witch hunts against people just for having opinions that the majority of brainwashed peasants complacent with whatever makes them feel like part of a strong majority don't like ...

Edited November 6, 2022 by Spook Conundrum

[ZiggWheelsManning 3,019]

18 hours ago, Splashee said:

“Hey” sounds kinda cool though  It is a good start

You also have my support for this  

[Splashee 28,467]

I am currently feeling 13,700

(I do live here it seems)

[Savy 3,996]

Feeling pretty good, a little hungry though.

[Pandora 37,688]

I am fine, the most comforting feeling is knowing that there's always someone happy to talk to you and it always feels so warm.

[Woohoo 29,724]

Feeling very lazy right now.

3 hours ago, Splashee said:

I am currently feeling 13,700

How do you feel a number? Is that your elevation? 

[TheRockARooster 43,513]

I’m happy, it’s nice to feel this way more often.

[They call me Loyalty 1,831]

Remembrance. I was talking with a friend, a year ago. And he looked me straight into the eyes, all of the sudden, and said "someone took away my chance to fight".
And it didn't strike until now, that if there were "nephilim", altered human forms, in the past. That may explain my current lessened genetic condition, as well as my inherent primitivism and violent behaviour.
So many things start to make sense. I was the one who took his chance to fight. I probably destroyed his life, and now I am destroyed. Sounds fair to me. But that explains this internal separation. It is not only my physical and mental condition, but an overwhelming measure of shame, guilt and regret.

And the brutality I experienced since childhood may be a result of this alteration. This violence is ingrained within my genes, which is the reason I regress to the child psyche to protect myself, by compartimentalizing my psyche. Because of the unnatural reactivity and instinctual drive, which now repressed turns into a form of psychopathic behaviour.

Anyway. Not much time left. The increased stress I experience as a result of this impulsive condition is causing me cancer, I think.
But I couldn't have figured it out without that hint. The reason for this abnormal animalism and erratic mental state, may be the result of the nephilim experiment. Like, "why am I hurting people without a reason?".

The question is how this was introduced into the creation. Was I knowledgeable, once upon a time, and then started altering the human dna?
I have to question the technologic advancement of babylonian times. It might have been a much more sophisticated time period than what one would imagine, considering the nuclear blasts marks in the sinai peninsula. And the anti-elctromagnetic vehicles fueled by red mercury in vedic texts.

Which explains my obsession with dissecting and understanding things. I still retain a semblance of my former scientific mind. But I've become much more primitive and unstable. Like Mr jekyll and Mr hyde. I am divided between what could have been a brilliant mind and an idiotic brute that constantly disrupts my thought pattern.

Edited November 7, 2022 by They call me Loyalty

[J.J 907]

Like people think I might be crazy, but they don't even know the half of it, I'm not just superstitious, some would call it being delusional but I call it being validated from experience and personal wisdom, I'm an alien to this world figuratively speaking and people wouldn't believe the truth if I told them why I feel the way I do about things or "believe" the things I do, rather inherently know them from the circumstances of my very being

[Pandora 37,688]

Today.. not so good; I barely got sleep and my heart is feeling heavy

[Tropical Melody 4,023]

1 hour ago, Pandora said:

Today.. not so good; I barely got sleep and my heart is feeling heavy

 

[Winter Storm 60]

Feeling lonely and down. I just don't know what to do.

[Splashee 28,467]

The new Bleach is so different, more violent, more sad, more powerful. It makes me feel happy to watch it!