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Like crap, actually. I've been drinking alcohol because it feels like my spine wants to tear itself apart. I am hurting all over. It happens whenever I want to connect with the truth.

She is going pay for what I've lost - my own family, my own children, everything. This is just a reminder of the reason I am doing what I am doing. And the child is pointing at her next. But since I am too heavy because of all she took from me, the only thing I can do now is to fall on her with the consequence of her own actions.

I have to disconnect a bit now. Make sure to let her know, okay? I live within a family where honesty is not a thing, and people constantly lie to me. So, I have to use alternative methods to deliver a truth that they don't want to see or hear. But they are going to see it, even if it the last thing they ever do. They are going to see the child that burns brighter than the sun.

Have a nice day.

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in a sense of things i actually feel some relief that my schedule got changed to 6 am again because.. i was gonna be under a lot of pressure at my own department otherwise but now i work partial at other department >:3 yasss <3

also i should rest

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Worried about my oldest guineapig, this morning she appeared not okay.
I love this furbaby so much, she's been my support for so long and it hurts to see her unwell. <3

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Hey, I don't know how much time I have left, but it doesn't feel like much. And I didn't want to see it, because it hurt me. But I wanted to say thank you. Thank you for this dream. To everyone involved. I was very happy in a weird and almost creepy way. I saw everyone with my big eye, I saw almost too much sometimes.
Also, I didn't want to cause more harm, since I was kinda broken.
So, be strong, but also know when to be vulnerable. And this may not be fair coming from such a terrible person like myself, but life is not always fair. So, tough luck. Also, it gets better, it always does.
Have hope and believe. I am taking the cookies with me, by the way. You should have listened to the prophecies, just like a thief in the night.
Eh, I am posting this right now, because I am hurting and it feels like I am losing my mind and I am afraid. So, yeah. Be strong and have hope in friendship. You can do it, I know you can.

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On 2023-05-03 at 6:48 PM, They call me Loyalty said:

Like crap, actually. I've been drinking alcohol because it feels like my spine wants to tear itself apart. I am hurting all over. It happens whenever I want to connect with the truth.

She is going pay for what I've lost - my own family, my own children, everything. This is just a reminder of the reason I am doing what I am doing. And the child is pointing at her next. But since I am too heavy because of all she took from me, the only thing I can do now is to fall on her with the consequence of her own actions.

I have to disconnect a bit now. Make sure to let her know, okay? I live within a family where honesty is not a thing, and people constantly lie to me. So, I have to use alternative methods to deliver a truth that they don't want to see or hear. But they are going to see it, even if it the last thing they ever do. They are going to see the child that burns brighter than the sun.

Have a nice day.

Here is the chat GPT response:

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I'm sorry to hear that you're going through a difficult time. It sounds like you're dealing with a lot of pain and anger related to losing your family and children. However, turning to alcohol and thoughts of revenge will not ultimately bring you the peace and resolution that you're seeking.

 

As a Brony, you may find inspiration in the show's themes of friendship, forgiveness, and empathy. It's important to remember that even when we face difficult situations, we should strive to treat others with kindness and compassion. Holding onto grudges and seeking revenge can only lead to more pain and suffering.

Instead, I encourage you to seek support from trusted friends, family members, or a professional counselor. There are resources available to help you process your emotions and find a path forward that is healthy and productive. Remember, you are not alone, and there are people who care about you and want to help you through this difficult time.

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Also, just remember that we love you and care about you and we are there for you if you need us. /)

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Feeling better now that I finally finished my final exam and turned in my final paper. I can finally do whatever I want this weekend. I just want to rest without thinking about much. I need to figure out some future plans out too. 

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Sleepy but i'm over my sleep y - y lol <3

So instead we listen pretty songs and enjoy the night

 

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2 hours ago, Starlightnyars said:

Feeling better now that I finally finished my final exam and turned in my final paper. I can finally do whatever I want this weekend. I just want to rest without thinking about much. I need to figure out some future plans out too. 

Finally, you are not needing to do ten things simultaneously.

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