mega thread How are you feeling?

[Meson Bolt 2,648]

Contemplative. Let me explain.

Often times, when I'm travelling or doing something I'm not used to, I think... "what if my life is the Truman Show? Like, I'm the star of a show that I don't know exists. Everyone I see and meet is a scripted actor, and everywhere I go is just another part of the set, and everyone's watching me just to see my unfiltered, genuine reactions."

But then I remember that I'm not that significant, and that people have better things to do than watch me.

[Quinch 1,120]

5 minutes ago, Meson Bolt said:

Everyone I see and meet is a scripted actor,

Well, they are. And so are you. Thank causality and the illusion of free will for letting you forget it. 

And I guess that's my mood right now... moody. I'm starting to see a pattern here, at least with night shifts. 

[Meson Bolt 2,648]

1 minute ago, Quinch said:

Well, they are. And so are you. Thank causality and the illusion of free will for letting you forget it.

Well, alternatively I think I'm just in a video game.

"This video game sucks. Its pay-to-win model is so unfair to those who don't spawn in the player-created empire locations. And it's so grindy. Like what the hell."

Edited July 22, 2019 by Meson Bolt

[TheRockARooster 51,727]

I feel like I should change and stop being a loser and a pushover.

[Totally Nyx 36,064]

A little stopped up and congested, and in serious need of some sleep... like, right now. 

[TheRockARooster 51,727]

I feel like no matter what I do, it’s never good enough.

 

I hate this feeling, really hate it.

 

I just wanted to be friends.

Edited July 23, 2019 by TheRockARooster

[Xe__or 4,377]

Like I want to burn the entire world; happens from time to time

[Quinch 1,120]

Kinda... weirdly upbeat for this time of night? Not gonna argue it much tho. 

[IronM17 5,390]

Could be better. On the one side, I have a few really good results in my exams and I am happy that the semester is over now, but on the other side, I have some financial problems why I have to search for a side job over the semester break and the heat is also not really nice. 

[Quinch 1,120]

41 minutes ago, IronM17 said:

On the one side, I have a few really good results in my exams

Hey, that's definitely something to be proud of. 

[IronM17 5,390]

16 minutes ago, Quinch said:

Hey, that's definitely something to be proud of. 

This is true. And I am really proud of it. 

[Here No Longer 5,276]

I feel kind of "bleh" right now.

[Quinch 1,120]

2 minutes ago, ~Dusky~ said:

I feel kind of "bleh" right now.

Can you think of any immediate ways you could be unblehified?

[Here No Longer 5,276]

1 minute ago, Quinch said:

Can you think of any immediate ways you could be unblehified?

I really don't know to be honest. Right now I'm trying food and it's sort of working.

[Moondrop 💧 743]

Not up to my best tbh. After-convention-blues plus a stomach bug and a slight depressive phase :/ 

[Lucky Bolt 35,064]

I'm feeling like I don't wanna do today

[PinkieShadow 4,056]

Happy relaxed and having vaccination. Can’t complain, living in a place in peace and plenty of food. 

[Shiki 5,855]

Disgusted by myself. 

[Rebel the Wolfgirl 5,605]

Just woke up, still feeling tired. Need food in my belly.

[AveryGamerDude 4,640]

Afraid, as usual..... 

[Here No Longer 5,276]

I'm feeling fairly upset right now.

[Kyoshi Frost Wolf 41,632]

Feeling like a worthless wretch.

[Lucky Bolt 35,064]

I’m feeling kinda off. I hope Im not catching this weird virus that’s been passing around 

[Treeglow Flicker 13,722]

Cranky.

Blame the sun.

[TheRockARooster 51,727]

Not very optimistic about the day ahead.