Splashee 28,459 September 10, 2020 Share September 10, 2020 Had a nice stroll in the dark. Quite windy and disorienting with all the stars in the sky 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yakamaru 2,911 September 10, 2020 Share September 10, 2020 (edited) Had to take half the day off yesterday due to everything that's piled up over the past two weeks. This week in particular have been nothing but a huge mess, and my boss no doubt have seen it with others too. Been quite a bit of chaos at work, suffice to say. Hopefully things get back to normal next week. Edited September 10, 2020 by Protomaru Typos Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kyoshi 39,410 September 10, 2020 Share September 10, 2020 Feeling like a meaningless nobody. I'm better off dead and buried. At least then I would be food for the soil. That's far more worth than I could ever have in this life. There's billions of people in the world. I am not needed. I'll never be some rich celebrity. I'll never be wealthy. Hell, I'll never be even close to financially stable. So I may as well not exist. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ExplosionMare 17,854 September 10, 2020 Share September 10, 2020 4 hours ago, Kyoshi said: Feeling like a meaningless nobody. I'm better off dead and buried. At least then I would be food for the soil. That's far more worth than I could ever have in this life. There's billions of people in the world. I am not needed. I'll never be some rich celebrity. I'll never be wealthy. Hell, I'll never be even close to financially stable. So I may as well not exist. You don’t have to be rich and famous to be somebody. There’s plenty of ways to “be somebody” just by striving towards something. It doesn’t have to big or garner lots of attention on the news. It could be simple as being kind to somebody cause even small things like that matter greatly to people. You are able to impact and influence lives without even knowing it. Could be people you know, could be some random stranger you walked past on the street. What I’m really trying to say is, your existence does matter even if it feels very dispensable to you right now. You have the ability to do something great, don’t let comparisons tell you otherwise. Wealth and status aren’t what determine your worth. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Woohoo 29,632 September 10, 2020 Share September 10, 2020 Feeling bloated from lunch... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Treeglow Flicker 12,026 September 10, 2020 Share September 10, 2020 A little paranoid for someone reason but slowly riding it out before I go to bed. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Splashee 28,459 September 11, 2020 Share September 11, 2020 Feeling like I will be able to reach my dreams and goals this year! So far I have had everything going for me! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ExplosionMare 17,854 September 11, 2020 Share September 11, 2020 Pretty good but not excited to do homework later 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
~Chaos~ 3,952 September 11, 2020 Share September 11, 2020 Feeling pretty chill right now Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kyoshi 39,410 September 11, 2020 Share September 11, 2020 12 hours ago, ExplosionMare said: You don’t have to be rich and famous to be somebody. There’s plenty of ways to “be somebody” just by striving towards something. It doesn’t have to big or garner lots of attention on the news. It could be simple as being kind to somebody cause even small things like that matter greatly to people. You are able to impact and influence lives without even knowing it. Could be people you know, could be some random stranger you walked past on the street. What I’m really trying to say is, your existence does matter even if it feels very dispensable to you right now. You have the ability to do something great, don’t let comparisons tell you otherwise. Wealth and status aren’t what determine your worth. Living in the US makes that quite difficult. Often it feels like my actions and words impact absolutely nothing or if my words at least have an affect on someone, it doesn't last. People either hate me or abandon me eventually though I can't say I blame them. Everywhere I look at every minute there's some kind of hardcore celebrity worship going on. Seeing their lives being propped up endlessly eventually makes me feel like a miserable ant meant to consume and nothing more. I guess I am simply becoming more and more cynical as time goes on. My life feels even more meaningless with each passing day. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Prospekt 10,954 September 11, 2020 Share September 11, 2020 I'm feeling like everything's gonna be okay. Don't think I've ever been quite this content, ever. Nor have I ever been so thankful to have someone in my life. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lucky Bells 34,673 September 11, 2020 Share September 11, 2020 I'm feeling as if I'm on cloud nine. The past month that has gone by has been...amazing. And things only keep getting better. 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Splashee 28,459 September 11, 2020 Share September 11, 2020 Feeling sleepy, but gotta go and take a shower 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ExplosionMare 17,854 September 12, 2020 Share September 12, 2020 21 hours ago, Kyoshi said: Living in the US makes that quite difficult. Often it feels like my actions and words impact absolutely nothing or if my words at least have an affect on someone, it doesn't last. People either hate me or abandon me eventually though I can't say I blame them. Everywhere I look at every minute there's some kind of hardcore celebrity worship going on. Seeing their lives being propped up endlessly eventually makes me feel like a miserable ant meant to consume and nothing more. I guess I am simply becoming more and more cynical as time goes on. My life feels even more meaningless with each passing day. America’s a strange country, that’s for sure. Personally I’m not all up to date with the celebrity worship, but I can definitely see how it’s frustrating. Oftentimes there’s those celebrities that do questionable things but no one tries to stop them cause of their reputation or something like that. At least, maybe not the right people. That’s just my thoughts, anyways. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Emerald Heart 24,107 September 12, 2020 Share September 12, 2020 Tired. I should probably go to bed soon. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phosphor 11,488 September 12, 2020 Share September 12, 2020 A bit better now. Had a pounding headache and light sensitivity earlier this morning. Not gonna go into the reason why. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ExplosionMare 17,854 September 13, 2020 Share September 13, 2020 Relaxed finally after a long day (until I have to do homework tomorrow Least I don’t have to work) 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheRockARooster 43,401 September 13, 2020 Share September 13, 2020 I’m feeling nervous about the final quarter of this football game. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Splashee 28,459 September 13, 2020 Share September 13, 2020 Feeling very tired. It has been a long night. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheRockARooster 43,401 September 13, 2020 Share September 13, 2020 Feeling better now because the result of that football game went the way that I wanted. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ExplosionMare 17,854 September 13, 2020 Share September 13, 2020 Sick of doing homework but glad that some of it is actually getting done 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Splashee 28,459 September 14, 2020 Share September 14, 2020 I was feeling a little stressed, but I figured things out today. You just have to remember, every day is a new day with new challenges, and that means you get a new try at beating them! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ExplosionMare 17,854 September 14, 2020 Share September 14, 2020 Relaxed but I know eventually I’ll have to finish the rest of my homework... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Savy 3,932 September 14, 2020 Share September 14, 2020 Feeling pretty relaxed. Just browsing the forums makes me feel this way a lot of the time. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Splashee 28,459 September 14, 2020 Share September 14, 2020 Feeling pushed by the fact that my main source for accessing the forum, Firefox, decided to give me an error for every tab I open. And it took me 1 and a half hours to manually find a solution, to be forced to install the 32 bit version instead of the 64 bit. That is not just stupid but hilarious 2 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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