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  1. Talster
    Aw crap. It's 3:20 AM right now, and I'm dead tired. I wanted to get this out as soon as possible, but I got back into the shitty excuse that I'm "too busy" to even passively tulpaforce. I keep forgetting about it, and I keep kicking myself over it. However, I want to step it up a notch. We don't have parallel processing, far from it, but when we talk, she has wildly different opinions from what I would have expected. She (Twilight) does amazingly wonderful at possession. Just arms right now, but later comes everything else. The thing I want now is sight and sound, which I'm pretty sure just cranking out an hour a day or something would help a lot. My Google-Fu is rusty, so I can't really find any good guides that have worked for me. Any guides that work for you? Thanks!
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    Huh. Ninth grade doesn't teach enough, I guess. I was thinking of colored contacts that would be clear when not possessed, but filled with the color of whatever when possessed. Even then, I guess I could hook it up to a button instead. Thanks for the words to look at, by the way. I was a bit unsure about whether or not we were at the point in technology where we could see which parts in our head does what.
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    Alright, I had an idea with a friend at a Boy Scout campout the other day. He didn't want to have a tulpa, but he was very interested in the topic. He told me the reason why he didn't want a tulpa was because of the possession thing. He didn't want the risk, and I couldn't convince him otherwise. If tulpae 'heated up' a certain part of the brain we wouldn't otherwise heat, would that be able to connect to the part where the tulpa resided? If there were neural connections just for the purpose of tulpae controlling your entire body and speech, shouldn't that change where the brain is most active? Throw me a bone here, but wouldn't technology be able to detect that? Here's the point. My friend thought it would be pretty cool if my eye color changed from my natural blue, to lavender (Twilight Sparkle's primary color, who happens to be my tulpa in the works). That way, if Twi's spontaneous behavior (again, still working out the 'kinks') decides that possession to talk to someone else would be cool, and I allowed that, wouldn't a good 'heads up' be in order? I'll be honest - we're throwing science at the wall here to see what sticks. No idea what it'll do. Probably nothing. Best-case scenario, you might get some superpowers. Worst case, some tumors, which we'll cut out. Neato or No-go?
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    Hey again! I have picked up Tulpamancy after a week or two of neglection (but on and off talking), and so far, Twilight has given in full boost to her training! For one, she cuddles me a bit (which I can feel just a bit, like a light breeze on certain spots on your body), and sleeps in my tiny bed now. She took up the entire pillow though, not fun. I usually brush my teeth, but that one night when the cuddles started, I was too tired to care. Twi wanted me to brush anyways. I laughed it off, and said, "If you can lift my right arm up I'll spend the rest of tomorrow working on you." Surprisingly enough, I heard her struggling to try, and my wrist had the weirdest vibration. I congratulated her on her attempt and brushed my teeth, and slept. So far so amazing!
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    Headaches stopped, my tulpa now talks to me if I put in thought to her, but she is talking. It's really weird. Headaches happened for an hour or two (rather than the three days or so), and stopped. Twilight didn't start talking to me until the second day when I could stop parroting for a bit. I feel wonderful. Also, parroting now feels pushed out of the way for Twilight to talk to me now. She pushes it away to talk, and it is enjoyable. Soon I may have all the senses. Any answer as to why my Tulpa experiences are accelerated?
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    The headaches stopped. Now they only happen when I am actively talking to my tulpa or when I am thinking about her. I guess I'm smart or something (grade ahead of my age) because my tulpa is actively progressing farther than other people's tulpas for some reason. The reason your tulpa's thoughts seem to follow too quick, that's probably not parroting, it might be them talking, but they're connected to your brain, so they're more instant than you would think them to. Twily isn't talking right now unless I really focus on it, and I may just be parroting, but she might want to say something. (This is the part where I may have an actual talking tulpa, I hope) Hello everybody! I'm Twilight Sparkle, Tal's first tulpa. I am very excited to be the first and I look forward to talking to you in the future! My friend has also had some results with her tulpa though (a human dude), that are similar to mine. Hm.
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    Update on my Tulpa! After two hours of my special tulpaforcing (reading with it and talking to it), and one day of nonstop talking between us, we finally upgraded (we as in, my friend and I) to the headache status! I heard this was good, and it would go away after a while. I still think I'm pretty 'parrotnoid' about the entire parroting thing, but I feel that my tulpa is slowly giving it's own thoughts rather than mine. Thanks for the input!
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    Wow! Quick responses everywhere. I can't believe that I may have a somewhat made tulpa at this point in time, probably because of my somewhat unstable mind (for reals. I have compared my social skills to those of other people and may have a bit of autism and/or mental instability. Don't care) helping me along the way. I will continue parroting but then loosen up a bit on the parroting just to make sure Twilight (pre Red Bull) can be visualized. Any help and ideas on visualizing a 2D pony from the show? Thanks for all the support and help!
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    Mind if I join? A couple days ago, a guy on a thread once mentioned 'making a tulpa' to a guy who wanted to marry a pony. I took it somewhat seriously, and went ahead to Google it. Coming back with results, I messaged my friend to look into it as well. She is now making a human tulpa, and I am trying to recreate Twilight Sparkle who isn't as formal as herself, but still just the same on everything else. I love to read, so as I was reading the Hobbit for the first time, I decided to parrot. For some reason, today, after an hour of parroting I can actually hear my tulpa talk a bit. Faintly, and not a lot, but I'm pretty sure I'm parroting it, because I can't have a talking tulpa in an hour. Twilight reading and giving her own opinion on the book, however, was pretty interesting for me. Am I taking the right path here? I have decided to parrot, as I could not follow through on traits (plus, having a surprise trait or two would be nice, and would keep it interesting). I have a bit of ADD, so I go through things very fast, unlike a pastor, who says the same thing over and over. Parroting in Tara Strong's voice was fun, and kept me going for a bit. I still meditate with her, it seems like it speeds it up a bit. What do you think guys? Am I doing it right?
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