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MichaelxXxTrixie

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  1. MichaelxXxTrixie
    Hello! Hello!
     
    Today was my first day after a three-day break from school, my schedule somehow managed to get out-of whack over the span of those three days. I was quite tired when I got home from school, and even more tired after my daily jog, and I then went into a zombie-like state after I had completed my Homework. So I browse the forums on my laptop while laying on my bed, I then get quite tired so I put my laptop off to the side and lay down to take a nap.
     
    Now before I get into the specifics of my dream, I am not one for "Spiritual" stuff. I don't believe anything supernatural had occurred but that is up to your interpretation.
     
    It all started with me waking up within my dream at school. From the bits and pieces of my dream that I can remember it was about noon and I was in my Physical Science class. Now I don't know why the setting of my dream began in that classroom, but things took a strange shift.
     
    Everyone around me looked normal, but I felt very distant and alone. I felt a strange feeling of sadness waft into my body, and anxiety. This doesn't stack up with my real-life because I am a very happy and optimistic person up-front.
     
    Every second I sat in that classroom I felt a tad-bit more and more sad. It seemed like all the other students (which were people I know) didn't know I existed. They were all talking in a very loud manner to one-another, seeming maybe a bit aggressive. It got to the point in my dream to where this had shifted to a nightmare for a moment.
     
    I stood up and simply left the classroom, I wasn't stopped or slowed at-all leaving. No-one seemed to care. I walked out into the Hallway and made my way down the stairs and out through some more halls, the Sun didn't seem to shine into the school normally. The sun didn't project light, it seemed to project a "Grey" color.
     
    Now a gap happened in my dream, I don't remember how I got from the School into a Forest but that's my next memory from my dream. This Forest looked like some of the Forestry I see on my daily jog, so it was a familiar place.
     
    It was sunny but the sun still was projecting a strange grey color rather than clear light. I felt uncertain, and I was afraid. I wasn't afraid of some monster or something, I was afraid of something that felt like a bad presence I was being forced towards.
     
    Then it happened, I felt a strange calm in my body and ahead of me Luna appeared. I had no knowledge I was dreaming at the time so I didn't see her in the same way as I'd see her out of dream. I recall'd somethings she had said. She told me not to fear the future and to trust myself. The other words she said I don't remember, I don't even remember if I said anything in response.
     
    I felt at peace for a time in my dream, we sat side by side completely silent. That grey color had left the sunlight and things shifted into the night. It was a lovely time spent in my dream.
     
    I woke up about half-way and turned my head to my left thinking I was still dreaming and said softly the word, "Luna," as-if she was next to me but of-course she wasn't there.
     
     
    Any thoughts or opinions on my dream?
     
    - MxT
  2. MichaelxXxTrixie
    I've been meaning to post some blogs, and today I took a walk and I did some thinking. Usually I think about writing and the future but my thoughts wandered towards the religious side of things. Reason being is because I actually got into an after-class debate with my Algebra teacher. I was debating Evolution Vs Creation.
     
    We lingered on that debate for a good thirty minutes after-school. Once it had been concluded there was no bad-blood between us, he's a really great person and a great teacher. I think I came out on the good side of things generally capable to detest his claims on various things.
     
    This is an example of when a creationist can peacefully debate with someone such as myself. This doesn't commonly happen around where I live, militant-creationists are abroad. I will not consider myself the modern atheist definition I get unwilling branded with, I simply reject deities and the supernatural. In particular Pagan and Christian supernatural non-sense.
     
    Back to the subject, as I was taking my walk thinking of religious matters I thought upon atheism. Is it destructive, does the goods outweigh the bad?
     
     
     
    Atheism in the past was a somewhat good thing in politics in recent history (1800's). Reason being was as-long as they kept to 'freedom of religion' they wouldn't have any religious bias towards one form of religion. Now when it came to Communism vs Democracy, this is when the Atheist community got there label of being the bad-guys.
     
    It usually comes down to the person to determine if they are smart or not. I have seen that the Atheist community particularly around where I live are more open to knowledge. They have more critical-thinking skills, and generally can hold more intelligent topics.
     
    However, Atheism does cause some very heated arguments. Typically when the atheist says he hates god, to him god is some imaginary friend and not a real thing. Why hate an imaginary friend? Then it goes into the realm of ridiculousness with various claims from both sides. Each side treats each-other as-if they already know what each-others real beliefs are.
     
    Both sides are very close-minded when it comes to opinions on one-another. Many Theists think atheists believe all science. I do not one-hundred percent believe evolution nor do I believe in the "Big Bang." I can only accept them as logical explanations, evolution makes more sense to me than The Big Bang. In the end it's just science, science is changing which is nice and the reason why I take none of it as fact unless it is without a doubt proven.
     
    Many atheists believe Theists believe all there religious stuff. No generally all Theists believe in a loving and caring god that is not going to kill your family. Yes the concept of hell is bad, but more and more theists are becoming more intelligent in there beliefs. Religion changes just as science does, in one-hundred years the science we believe might be considered dumb and primitive.
     
    My dad who is a Christian believes earlier Christians were very dumb. He also does not refute scientific claims and believes most of them.
     
     
    In-conclusion, Atheism is just about as bad and at-times just about as stupid as Theism. We cling onto faulty proof just as Theists do. However, this is why humans are such awesome creatures. We can independently think and break off of the herd every once and a while to defend what we think, which is always nice. So I encourage both sides of the spectrum to not think so lowly of one-another like I use too.
     
     
    If anyone wishes to suggest a topic PM me, or if you wish to discuss this topic you may also PM me.
     
    - MxT
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