Amethyst sits in the beach house during the events of sardonyx thinking to herself
"Its not surprising that Pearl messed up I mean yea Garnet's pretty pissed, i'm pretty pissed! but only because of the monster I was with her...I'm angry at myself...nothing new there I mean ugh...I literally almost killed Pearl!..not like she trusts me anyways..I don't even think Steven trusts me like I know i'm a part of the team but i'm the biggest third wheel the world has ever seen!..I can't keep any of my fusions together, i'm just a mess..but its not like I want to be this way I want to do better in life and junk. Rose always let me be free to do what I wanted...but I still always felt like this was my life living here saving the day and eating my way through it..yeah I know there's like stuff out there but humans don't always look at us gems as kind and great to talk to and i'm a messed up gem...so there's that..."
Geez i'm bored, maybe i should check on Vidalia...Steven went to Onion's house earlier maybe i should see whats up there..."
This is how I feel at many points in my life I sorta just feel like i'm wandering through life without something to truly live for yeah I have goals, and friends and such but I always feel like when I upset or disappoint my friends I hit myself the hardest mentally.
I'm the constant third wheel and everyone seems to sort of have their own problems and usually I try to do the best I can and "save the day" and sometimes i manage to do that but other times im more focused on what I could have saved.
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