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RunDevilRun007

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  1. I feel tired, alone, depressed and a bit annoyed. I know my future girlfriend is out there but I have no way to go search for her and it's honestly starting to piss me off a bit.

     

    Also work later today. I don't wanna work. I wanna rob banks in PAYDAY 2 and make dance music. :l

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  2. My sister wants to move there too. It started with Kpop (which I do like a decent amount of) and then she got into Kdramas, then studied abroad there... and it's all she talks about, lol.

     

    Anyhow, to the point of this topic, I'm feeling pretty sleepy. I've been up for about 23 hours now.

     

    Sounds exactly like me lol. Except I haven't studied abroad there. :(

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  3. I had a dream last night that I can't stop thinking about. I've had psychic dreams before and this was one of them. I can feel it. In the dream I was living with a Japanese girl (Who I don't recall ever meeting out of the dream.) and we were madly in love with each other. And something about her...Something about that dream just felt different. I've had this feeling that this girl is real and she's out there. But who is she? Where is she? I just feel like I'm supposed to find her...But how?

     

    This is going to drive me insane.

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  4. I think it's time I be perfectly honest, not only with everyone else, but with myself...How do I feel about love and relationships?

     

    You know how many songs compare love to being a drug? They're right. Love is a drug, and like a drug it has positives and negatives. When you're in love you feel like you're invincible and that you can do anything. When you've been abused your whole life and been told everything ranging from "You're too fat and ugly for any woman to like you" to "You're a pathetic loser who will die alone and unloved" having a woman say "I love you" to you and actually mean it is like a shot of the most powerful drug in the world to the heart and brain...But once you lose it...You wonder how you can live without it. And you feel like you'll do anything to get it back, you may even beg the gods to give it back to you. It's an addiction that you can't ever kick.

     

    Yeah, I'm cold and bitter...But that's only because I don't wanna accept the fact I'm single again and probably will be for the rest of my life.

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