Ricebug

Festive 

Depends on the subject. Traditionally? No. Random information that no body wants such as video game knowledge or random cool facts? Yes. 

I personally dislike celebrating it. I hate being the center of attention even if it is a special day for myself. That and I have no one to celebrate with. 

Nope. I'm not ready for something like that quite yet. 

My Discord: Ricebug#8921

Feel free to send me a request. Always needing friends. 

Unless it's a casual snack on the go from a baggie or something, yes, I tend to have milk with my cereal. 

Needles make me feverishly squeamish. 

I'd like a full dye, but I know it'd be better to do something small. A light blue would be lovely, but unfortunately I can't dye my hair due to the health of my hair. 

A nice cream soda with no ice and a nice piece of meatloaf made by mom. 

Nope. I have a lot I still want to do and I'm only 21. I might wish for it sometimes, but if something were to happen, I know I'd die leaving my loving family destroyed and many things undone. 

Although depression might say otherwise, but I am in control enough to see clearly. 

Unfortunately, yes. I have nothing but free time. I go to work, do my job, and come home. It's all I do. I honestly wish my free time was taken up by some friends and or hobbies. But what can you do.

I left the mlp fandom around the time Twilight got her wings. The show just wasn't entertaining to me anymore. Although I love these forums and have a lot of memories so I am reviving my dead account.

I've been feeling lost and crushed every day for several years. Not being who I want to be. Having no internet or irl friends anymore. Eating garbage food when I deem myself hungry enough. Drinking little to no water. 

I know I could eat better, but honestly nowadays I just find whatever is quickest to eat/grab and just stuff it in my face. Which I really hate since I love to cook. 

Not at the moment. It's tried snowing a lot already, but none of it has stuck yet. Honestly I really love the snowy weather, but it's been nothing but ice covering my windshield and the grass frozen enough to stab you. 

I don't mind what's in my sandwiches mostly nowadays, but I do know I can't eat them without adding siracha hot sauce. 

Lots of stuff.

My weight, hairline, my glasses, my likes and dislikes, how I am so quiet, etc. Mostly it was what I was trying to do or what I was trying to get into. Like trying to better myself with exercise or learning new hobbies or instruments. I'd get nothing but snide remarks like "Why are you doing that? That's so stupid you're not going to be able to do that." Really does a number on your ability to stick with something. 

I got my hair cut a couple months or so ago. I cut off most of the hair I had after growing it for years and I regret it a lot. Slowly growing it back.

I play video games, but if I am away form any electronics I vape.

When I was younger I'd say it'd be a video game system or my computer, but now I can't live without my car.

I know I am not talked about fondly behind my back at work. I at least hope some of it is about the extra effort I put into my job that goes unnoticed by my boss.

I used to walk daily for exercise and my route would be 4-6 miles. Depending how far I felt like going that day. I started to loose some weight, but I hate being out and about all alone.

Most of the time, yes. I am going to try making it a habit to eat ice since I need to find something to chew on when I am bored to avoid boredom eating. Gum does nothing for me anymore.

I'd love anyone and who/what they decided to be.

I had a few grand saved up from my part time job, but I am currently almost broke after buying my first car.

I know you need to bleach your hair before dying it, but a bottle I picked up in Walmart said you didn't need to. It told me if I skipped the bleach it'd just be a darker shade. I tried to dye my hair blue and it didn't do anything. Which was disappointing and I don't have the money to go get in professionally done.