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Scarlet Kitten

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  1. Scarlet Kitten
    Over most of my childhood, teen years and adulthood (I'm 28, but act 15), I have been too giving of my trust, respect, time and effort. But over all that time, time after time, people have proven they weren't worthy of it, and yet I kept giving in to them. Believing their fake ass apologies and empty promises of not doing it again...Time after time, but now.. now I just give up on automatically being the 'nice guy' or the 'easy guy'. I refuse to be a doormat or stepping stone.
     
    So from now on, apart from a few people on here (who should know who they are), my ex, my very closest friends and my family, I won't freely give my respect, trust, time or effort. I'm sick of it, I'm tired of being nothing but a push over to people.
     
    Here is a side note:
    I have depression (most likely chronically), ASD (more specifically low functioning Asperger Syndrome), anxiety (both social and general), stress disorder, I most likely also have Bi-Polar Disorder and ADD. Does it stop me from living my life? No it doesn't, does it automatically mean I am screwed up, awkward or cringey? No it doesn't!
    Do I somtimes get too paranoid? Yes I do, but after you've been though what I've been through, you would be too.
    People suck! If I weren't so dependant on technology like most people, I would gladly walk away from it all and live among a pack of wild wolves or dingoes.
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