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  1. Heavenly Inexplicit
    My friends, I believe that I'm long overdue for an indefinite period of self-discipline. At minimum, two weeks and three days.
    I will start by getting rid of non-essential belongings. I will have a strict diet... no junk food.
    I will go to bed earlier, and wake up earlier.
    I will refrain from overindulging in consumer culture.
    This indefinite time will be dedicated to learning, becoming healthier, and generally bettering myself.
    I'm announcing this to no one in particular. Consider it a statement of intent.
    This image of Thoth will seal this agreement. Because Thoth looks cool.
    So upon hitting "Submit Entry", I say bye bye!
     

  2. Heavenly Inexplicit
    I can't remember really! I've only just started using his place again
     
    Things have changed a lot for me since I was last here.
    I've got a full-time job, I no longer have crippling anxiety, I'm no longer depressed all of the time. I feel... comfortable, centered, at ease, one with myself, secure, optimistic.
    All of those things above are probably symptoms of maturing, growing up, becoming an adult, putting myself out there, et cetera.
     
     
     
     
     
  3. Heavenly Inexplicit

    First entry.

    By Heavenly Inexplicit,

    Woo! I can make blogs now. Good good, this will be nice.
    Okay, I have to put some effort into this, since this is my first.
    I'll be back, I need a break. I'll just start things off with a cute
    picture.
     

     
    I just got an audiobook containing almost all of H.P. Lovecraft's
    stories. It's glorious. I'm gonna be up all night.
     
    Sometimes I wonder if having too much free time is a bad thing.
    No, it doesn't matter. What is, is. What will be, will be.
     
    Sometimes I think that I should have stayed in Ballinger.
    I'd still have a job if I did. I then tell myself "No, the die is cast."
    Things are different now, and I'm going to have to adapt to city
    life, whether I like it or not.
  4. Heavenly Inexplicit
    So up until recently, I've been suffering from a deep depression that's lasted more than a few years.
    But now, before my eyes, I'm recovering! I notice how I'm reverting to my old self, the way I used to be.
    For such a long time, every day seemed the same: dull and dreadful. Now every day, I feel even better
    than the last! I'm getting creative again, and my confidence is growing.
  5. Heavenly Inexplicit
    I get way too distracted by my computer, and if I'm not careful I'll end up on it all day without noticing. To combat this, I've left it at my mom's house, which is very far away. I was hoping to sever my urge to misuse it, or to waste my time on video games. I've mostly lost the urge, but I've learned just how easy it is for me to get addicted to pretty much anything.
     
    Now my dad wants me to bring my computer back with me. This will definitely put the things that I've taught myself to the test. I'll definitely have to meditate on this, because I don't know if I'm ready for such a test. I may be recovering from my depression very rapidly, but I'm still at a weak point, and I'm vulnerable.
     
    I think I'll post a cute picture, just because I want to.
     

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