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Ron pope but this is rare for me, and some country... But this, her voice can literally bring me to tears, with the context of the movie it's even more ground shaking, she has the most beautiful voice I HAVE EVER heard, it's calming and emotional, idk how to describe it, I have a wide array of music tastes, some I personally know are bad... But this, this is what I consider true vocals, her voice is incredible, she's like a literal siren to me, and when you see the movie it's even more impactful than you could even imagine
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What was the theme of your childhood bedroom?
J.J replied to Reecejackox's topic in General Discussion
Had to share a room with my brother for the longest time, it would have been cool to have a themed rooms but it was just two beds, a TV, an N64, and a literal bookcase of my plushies, I had a lot of blocks to, some days I'd leave the world's I'd build with them up for days if they were really good, I would have my Dinosaur toys humiliate and destroy my bionicles which I pretended were invaders from another planet, I would always have the "monsters"(dinosaurs and animals) win... Lol -
When you truthfully know about the TRUE extent of this world's injustice, pain, suffering, it makes it very hard to sympathize for privileged people that treat their depression as an inescapable absolution, no being kidnapped and locked in someone's basement is inescapable suffering and helplessness, you need fulfillment that only you can give yourself, people test the trials of life paralyzed, paraplegic, diseased, disfigured, scarred both physically and psychologically... I'm sorry when I seem less sensitive to these "depressed" people, but I have been forced to see things you could never imagine, unspeakable acts of inhumanity and cruelty, not caring about people's feelings isn't a blip on the ideological chart of my emotional priorities...
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I know "feel better" isn't what to tell one of these self loathing, insecure defeatists, but only THEY can give themselves certainty just like everyone else, people fall into the trap of the misdiagnosis and literal poison of SSRIs and Mood Stabilizers, Anti Depressants etc... Know ONLY YOU know what will make you happy, there is no chemical perversion that can fulfill you, some people use heroin to numb their meaningless reality, would you rather that? You have SO MUCH to be grateful for, only you can see it in you, that's the one who ultimately matters, no amount of social reassurance or attention can fulfill you, you know what you truly want, and only you know how to go about achieving such things, if you truly want to die, that type of disgusting selfishness doesn't receive my pity, but hopefully you get the answers you are looking for in doing so... There are many that would literally kill to have your life, you need to find yourself, and only you can do it...
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The things I want to learn further object the constructs of time... Which in itself is only real as you allow it to be, instances can be repeated under the proper circumstances and two individuals can have the same dream at different "times." This doesn't stop these instances from being absolutes within themselves, astral projection doesn't take DMT, or any other illicit chemical you shouldn't be using, those are just a perversion of your physical perspective often mistaken for spiritual experiences... You can exist both within and out of yourself when your perspective allows it, your spiritual being isn't bound to the same laws of physics as your human body... but hallucinations are a physical/psychological experience not a spiritual one ... You live with internalized company more than you know, this is what causes doubt, second guesses, intrusive thoughts, perversions you feel you can't control, spontaneous cravings and physical urges... the concessions we have to make for absolute self control are very huge, and always constant, but worth it for the wisdom and new perspective and information you were once blind to with the naked eye alone... Also Saxophone bc I think they are neat xD
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You can always vent to me if you need to, honestly anyone can if they want, I'm honestly pretty good at other individuals social circumstances because my psychology and deduction are pretty on point, I only try to give constructive advice, it's me that can't let his guard down, I'm a lot harder to assess psychologically and alot harder to get along with, but from an outsiders perspective I had been giving friends relationship and friendship and other types of life advice since I've been in middle school, my problems are just the ones I can't fix like most people, because we are inherently biased to protect our own perspectives, meanwhile being cynical of others is very easy for humans, part of the condition of their existence, and the side effects of our experiences cause us to sympathize with ourselves more than others, I don't blame anyone for doing this as it is inherent, I just tell them how it probably looks from the differing person's perspective...
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That making even just one true friend is worth an army of enemies, I've always appealed more to the outcasts and them to me despite having accessibility to everyone, but not everyone is for you, even if you think you're vibing, only you know how truthfully interested in someone you are, the things they know, the opinions they have, the things they say, if your friends feel like a chore, they probably aren't "true friends".... I'll take my loyal "crazies and degenerates" and you can keep your flaky superficial actors...
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Woody himself is infinitely a cooler toy than Buzz, but this is a fun one to trigger Starlight haters -
This is my favorite "alternative song" ever...
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This is one of the best slice of life themed episodes of a cartoon show ever, the ending isn't really resolved with an absolute concession of her acceptance as you can tell by the look on her face, but her explaining to Sprig why she simply didn't care for him, is a healthy concept for kids to adopt, and realistic to our world, it doesn't have to be existential, or deep or profound sometimes it's real simple, just most the time it is bc of intense subjective biases...
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A short list that honestly doesn't even begin to scratch the surface Starlight is why we need a female alternative of "Chad"...
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Aside from Tony getting bodied by Cap & Bucky, this was by far the best scene, nah let's punish everyone bc of primarily Tony's mistakes bc he wants to feel better about himself... Nah
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"I want to endanger other people minding their own business by trying to lead their lives with no unnecessary foreseen danger, take a risk on my radical cultural acceptence and validate my ego so I can feel like a better person," "if you feel otherwise you're either evil or uneducated"
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People like to think that their egos are what determines morality or even competence?, This person you are claiming is a "villain" is a literal hero to some people? Its a stretch to even call them an anti hero? Are you insane?, There are no good or bad guys in war, that's relative to the political ideology and well being of the people it governs? Morality is circumstantial and largely a matter of perspective? Even the world's greatest most positive negotiator inherently can't be liked by everyone based on the tolerance they have for individuals that don't tolerate opposing parties... It's IMPOSSIBLE to objectively be "the good guy", you are doomed to fail if you try, but this philosophy far from makes someone "the Joker"? That's silly, this person is just protective of their own family or associations or that of which reflect their spiritual or political ideologies, they don't want everyone to suffer because they don't like certain people? They aren't uneducated for literally accepting information over blindly trusting individuals this information would tell you not to trust? Are you crazy? Nah everyone just wants to be a universal white knight and that isn't reality..m
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Would have been legit GF material as a mare, I think they made him as a stallion because a girl pony named Sunburst would have been to similar in spirit to "Sunset" and the show already had an abundance of female unicorns around the periphery of the general plot -
general Name one thing you don't like about yourself
J.J replied to KiraTakahashi's topic in General Discussion
The specific way "that" I verbalize myself that makes me appear very cold and unfeeling, I mean I'm not stupid, I know how to talk buttery and look nice online, I know a lot of people are online to construct a persona and establish a social presence they often times can't in the real world, but I don't like how I don't use measures of reassurance in my statements to seem less biased, I mean i guess I should just say I don't like how hard it is for me to form genuine friendships... bc I think it would be disingenuous if I tried to be neutrally reassuring every time I stated a social, moral or political opinion, that's just not how life works, a lot of people say, "now I'm not trying to seem biased" as if something like that will lighten the blow of a biased statement, or "I'm not trying to take sides" when they are clearly taking sides and they believe that inserting these little passive deterrent quips some how make them the morally righteous party or some how portrays them as a more understanding party when they proceed to give their clearly biased perspective... I just think it seems disingenuous and failing to do phony things like this has me stuck looking like an abrasive, egotistical jerk and not an individual that's had their own experiences and has both subjective and objective reasons for having the opinions I do... Nah I'm just inherently heartless toward everyone because I'm trying to think about everyone, people have to pay closer attention to the things I say sometimes and realize that I'm actually trying to take multiple people's lives into account and not the feelings of very few.... -
Stuck at an intermediate level of destroying rl novices and friendly competition but lack an neurotic obsessive understanding of specific strategies used within the game to pose a consistent threat to online chess fanatics, I know how to play pretty well, and I know about the trap and corners strategies, but some of these people are next level on the web
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Don't mean to sound so heartless, it's just sometimes you have to look at things from an objective stand point when considering how the expense of something can effect a society as a whole or how you slowly surrender individualistic power to corrupt entities by trying to be "merciful", a lot of good intentioned ideas become perverted over time and before you know it, you just gave someone very corrupt a lot of power they didn't previously have before and they can manipulate the literal being of others in large number and in many situations with this new found power...
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Its funny that to externalize perspective properly you sometimes have to sound really heartless, but in reality I've done volunteer work, I'm charitable, I'm an animal rights activist, I do fear God and am well intentioned, I just have to spell things out in a way that considers 1. My own experiences and perspectives, 2. The overall well being of the modern world and life within it ..
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Winter Wishday Two-Minute Clip Released
J.J replied to Misty Shadow's topic in My Little Pony: Make Your Mark
So the ponies essentially use the real world interpretation of chaos magic, or a very over simplified method of The Law of Attraction to land their plane, guess it's no surprise this is tied into unicorn superstition... -
Like people think I might be crazy, but they don't even know the half of it, I'm not just superstitious, some would call it being delusional but I call it being validated from experience and personal wisdom, I'm an alien to this world figuratively speaking and people wouldn't believe the truth if I told them why I feel the way I do about things or "believe" the things I do, rather inherently know them from the circumstances of my very being
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Absolute stunner. This. -
When the spell itself becomes the spell caster, and therefore I exist.
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Definitely more gnostic than belonging to a particular religious institution, I think there are pieces of the puzzle held in and throughout different religious cultures throughout the globe and far to many unanswered questions about how some of these cultures had such similar traditions around the same time, architectural intuitions, and other coincidental medical advancements without being involved with each other's cultures in the least bit... I have a lot of wacky personal spiritual beliefs as well, like the coinciding of demonic entities and other non physical entities that don't materialize in the human form, I believe in the"power of Juju" xD to deeply to trust a world that prides itself in it's advancement in the use of mojo
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Than you are possibly agnostic...
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Because that is the framework of my faith, and all faith in general which is why it's not really worth debating with an atheist over, atheists want to dismiss the possibility altogether which is what I have a problem with when scholars have been recording this history for thousands of years, and we have closer ties to attributing divine intervention than we do the absence of such....
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You just don't know where this information I initially came from, I'd have faith with or without the advancements in reality, but this is information that predates the human perception of faith itself, just like sacred geometry, there is a lot we don't know ourselves about the origin of this material, but some that we know has origins from the intervention of a higher power
