StaryStory

Hello Hello Hello, I know no one here may really be curious about this, but I would just like to explain why I started making this style of status update, this is basically the kind of post I used to write during my "depressed" months and early "MLP fan" months on my Facebook profile back in 2023, checked out that now abandoned account a month ago and decided to write them again, but now here, it's the only place where I feel comfortable doing them now, it's the only place where I have any friends after all, I can be more open this way, I feel better also writing about my feelings and routine here than in those "how was your day/how are you feeling/what you had for lunch/what you watched?" Threads, this is mostly because I also don't want to "force" other people to read through my posts, there a lot of people in these threads who aren't my friends, or that I don't know or I don't interact with, I don't think they need to read about feelings and stuff, for that reason I prefer to just post these in my profile, so only my friends and the people who care about me here will read them (not that I would reject other people reading them, I don't mind it, just saying that I only expect my friends to see them) 

Anyway, today I had breads with butter and coffee with milk and sugar for breakfast, a weird but tasty meat with beans, sausage, french fries and a natural juice (originated from a fruit with a very hard name, so I refuse to write it), cup noodles for dinner and my usual salty crackers with milk for the end of the night.

I think I'll be starting a new Youtube channel, the one I have just isn't satisfying me anymore, the music edits are good and all, but it's such a...content without personality, I try to put a bit of me into them, such as using my drawings as decorations, but it's just not enough to make me happy anymore, I want to do a content that has more to do with myself, a content where I'll actually be showing my feelings and reactions, not sure if it'll work, but I just want to do something more interesting for myself, edited music will never be about me, and that was the only kind of content that was "helpful" for other people, I really would like to do more things that could help other people, but I can't think of any, and I don't feel strong enough or motivated when I see other people making helpful content, so I just decided that I'll be doing a completely carefree content, take it easy, relax, talk about stuff I like, as Dragon Ball, show me playing some games and the process of my arts, it's all I can do for now, if I can't do any other content that is useful, I already tried in the past, and the result was failure, I'll just take it easy now, just thinking about how I'm going to call it, I don't know if anyone will watch it, if so, great, if not, it happens.

Also, I made several drawings, but I didn't finish any of them, I was watching more gameplay videos of Dragon Ball Sparking Zero, and I saw that they actually put more care into the cutscenes of the what ifs/alternate stories than in the cutscenes of the normal/canon story, and well, I must say that I'm really loving these what ifs, I mean, some of them are just short scenes with no much depth at all, I'm refering to the ones that are actually long, I'm enjoying them so much that makes me wish to see a anime version of them, love the alternate interactions and battles they lead to, some dialogues are beautiful, I really feel a lot of care in these, unfortunately I can't say the same for the main/canon story, yes, I know everyone saw it countless times, I know the previous big Dragon Ball game (Kakarot) does a perfect recreation of these scenes and all, but still, this is just no excuse for such a lazy presentation to a story that is so important, the what ifs are awesome but they wouldn't be possible without the original story, it wasn't good to give such a poor presentation to the original story made by Toriyama in such a important game like this, maybe I'm just nitpicking for being a fan, but I truly feel that making Goku transform into Super Sayajin for the first time in a awesome cutscene in the what if, but in static images in the canon story, was disrespectful, it deserved the same treatment of the what if cutscenes (at least most of them, as What ifs also have lots of static images)

Not going to play any videogame tonight, I want to sleep now, good night ~☆