Eugene

First I liked light rhythm. Later I read translation. I like it. People are not so bad. El Gato Negro - Toca y Toca: Mestizo music, drums Your heart beats with cheap music Combat music, pirate music Anything goes if you move your paw You feel the rush that reaches your belly The rhythm is born in you and never tires you Music brings peace

Me's great storyteller, so maybe I exaggerated a bit. More like then were several answers and my thought was not as clear as I wrote in this topic. Since you reminded me, why Pip did not launch a referendum to recognize Luna bestest princess? Or why Zephyr didn't founded his own apolitical haircut university? UPDATE: We all know that if Starlight swappedCelestia's and Luna's talents for longer period, Luna could be not bad administrator. But of cousrse she lacks experience. I had huge weighted meditation, and, recalled thought why I should be all time in good spirit. I wanted to post that microphilosophy here, but after this funny political answer I decided that philosophy may make you think my disease (actually it's just partial inner failure) is mental. I mean - most of you simply think that it's just entertainment and magical ponies are not anything more than funny materialistick adult and children game, right?

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I don't know why, I got latest chrome, but I cannot see icons and pictures in answers. Tomorrow I'll update browser. Or something is wrong with settings. Unfortunately I do not remember details of my dream, but I think it's sign that I should rewatch everything. I don't like G5 because I cannot believe that ponies lost everything. Like in that funny comix "mane 6 defeated wendigos, so all ponies of Equestria can limitlessly hate each other" - and Sunny o_O. I watched few series, but it's too few, so I haven't opinion. Like with Pony Life. I watched EG and I have two Rarities and one Fluttershy. I even tried to sew dresses, but all I made is one Twilights skirt. With stars. After this topic I got support: old neighbor lady asked me to go to drug store for her medicine. Also I returned her 3 thousand debt and gave several potatoes (also debt :D). So I feel useful. I remember old story when schoolboy tried to suicide because his mates humiliated him for watching ponies. And some bronies sent him ponies. In olden times bronies were better. Than me. XD I hide my affection, but it's not interesting for anyone. Well, my relatives know that I love magical ponies, but I cannot bombard them with it. I think ponies can find a way. Sorry I write so many dumb things, but I feel better. Anyway you all really helped. Thanks. EDITED: Now I see pictures! Probably I just wrote answer so long that site fully loaded. All is ok now.

Thank you my little brothers, looks like case solved. I think I found reason of my devouring sadness. I shall tell you dumb story from my dumb life. It was about 2015. Hehe, funny. It was not misfortune, it was felony. Well, that winter I bought medium Rarity and brought her almost everywhere. Few months later I get exacerbation of a chronic disease. I fell into bathtub (clothes on of course), torn away Rarity's horn with my teeth and said her that she's not real! Of course my mind was in haze, but still. But it's not worst. I decided to repair her an disassembled her! And she is still not assembled somewhere in my wardrobe. So that's why I feel bad and like I forgot something. Maybe it's not only reason. So this is dumb source of my stupid sadness. Hope I shall finally repair this plushie in my final about 20 years. Maybe I'll ask help, or just sew by my crooked hands. Thank you that I recalled this important. Perhaps I told this story some people, so if you know me you have all possible rights to condemn me.

Actually, you have special word "procrastination" for this. I wanted to register again but delayed for years, also I strongly disagree. But I remember meaningful discussions like "Boulder is more charismatic than Trixie" and so on.

Well, you don't look evil. I glad that mods still asleep. Thank you guys. I could write about quotes which come to mind, also I do not wholly agree, because I think humans cannot stand so close to magical ponies as they want. But it's all secondary. Main by my opinion is that it's a sign that I must reaccept more wisdom and try harder.

Hi, Bronies. Today I woke up in the middle of the night and SUDDENLY realized that I felt very anguish. I even started to have snot from my eyes. A little. So for you immediately understand that you can kick me - I am the guy who in 2014 wrote 1 message on this forum "how dare you scold ponies when your human politicians are doing complete bullshit, and you approve of them?!", for which I was banned. So, today I tried to distract myself by playing chess and checkers, but it did not help. I held my big Rarity by the hoof twice, and I felt a little better. I am not chemically depressed, I am just a little upset that in 11 years I have not brought any benefit to ponies. Maybe I have brought it to people. That is also not bad. I understand that you are all busy fantasizing about G6 and all that, and I haven't found the strength to even finish watching season 8 of G4. But maybe you can recommend something? Because I am so sad that there will be no more real magical ponies. Oh, and I finished reading part 38 of the comics. I was at Rubronicon-22, and it was not bad. It is stupid, of course, to expect something good from a bronies, but even a malevolent kick can help. Probably. Perhaps even such a message will give me a psychiatric effect. I will add: knowing that someone feel worse than me does not cancel the fact that I am also feel bad. I have relatives, but they're a little far away. I have cat and work. Also I live in arartment. But I still feel sadness. At least the ponies have not turned away from me. I hope so. I dreamed that Pinkie Pie was going to sing some song and she starts with a story, and then continues in rhyme. EDIT: Date correction, last rubronycon was 2022, next should be autumn 2025. I was only at trade and international conversation part. Cosplayers were great, even if I don't like. I grabbed AJ there!