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    Not fit for here

    By SongBrony,

    I put on a smile to hide my pain
    I put on this mask and stow away
    From all the insults and remarks
    To the mistakes I make
     
    When I fail and get shoved down
    And when I succeed but still pushed down
    My heart aches when told these things
    Even though I know I'm to blame
     
    The way I dress appears careless
    Though I try my hardest
     
    My smile hides my pain
    While inside I tear myself apart
    I've mastered hiding my true feelings
    And placing fakes upon my features
     
    As I hide my pain and my discomfort
    I try to help the others I see
    Maybe they can make me feel more secure
    If I help them feel better
     
    I feel this way for reasons unknown
    And see things deeper than what they mean
    Maybe I'm just hopeless and lost
    Or maybe I'm not fit for being here
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    Am I an idiot?

    By SongBrony,

    I have a B average in High School. My lowest grade is a D+ in Spanish. I try but I can't get anything higher than a C or D on the tests in that class. Freshman year, I failed three classes. Why? My mom had just gone to prison after being abused. Sophmore year, I failed German. Why? I was so far down in depression I couldn't concentrate. Junior year, I pass with no fails after getting out of depression. I feel like I've come far since Freshman year. But...why do I feel she hates me for it all? Why do I have this urge that she wishes she was with someone else? Why is it when I try to explain, I get more depressed? I love her. More than anything...Am I an idiot?
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