Wolf Angel

Hmm... I joined in sorta-late July, and I think I became a Cupcake last month (November). Soo... *counts* ..it took me about 4 or 5 months to get to Cupcake rank. Why did it take me so long? Because I lurk. A lot.

'Ello my little brickwall and lurkers. Wolfie here, talking about absolutely nothing--like always! Today's topics include: why I say hello to a brickwall (which will make me sound insane), my lurkerness (which will make me sound even more insane), and my christmas gifts for my mom. Oh, and I'll be showing off my Alicorn Amulet that I made Sunday. Yes, I actually went and made one. So, let the rambling begin! ~Why I say hello to a brickwall "Brickwall" is my blog audience--A.K.A. no one. Because I like to think that no one reads these dumb things that I type~ But, I also say hi to lurkers, because I know there is usually someone out there who just likes to click/read ALL the new blog posts that people make. Or there are people who are just curious. You know, stuff like that. But why do I like to think my audience is no one? Because that makes me feel better--or braver--about posting blog posts in the first place. Silly reason is probably silly, but yeah. Also, it sometimes does feel like I am talking to a brickwall, due to the fact that I hardly ever get any type of notices--comments, brohoofs, whatever--from my blog posts (and no, I'm NOT complaining about that. In fact, I'd prefer to keep it that way. :v) ~My lurkerness (This is kinda following along with the above topic.) Along with liking the fact that I barely ever get notices from my blog posts, I also kinda like it that I don't receive very many notices for anything else throughout this forum; like for quotes, brohoofs, etc. When I get a notice for something--be it for getting quoted, brohoofed, commented, etc.--I get tense, and feel like I got in trouble and I'm about to get yelled at by someone. I dunno, I just don't like it when the spotlight hits me. I don't like it when I get noticed by someone. It makes me flail about like a bloody fish. ....*flails* I'm a 95% lurker, and 5% post-and-runner. Pay no attention to me goddangit, I'm just a figment of your imagination! D: ~Gifts for my mom Lately, my mom has been giftbombing me. Over the past... week, I think, my mom has gotten me the following gifts: She got me a blanket that has Rainbow Dash on it and says "20% Cooler", a Vinyl Scratch wallet and lunch box, two Princess Luna keyrings, a lot of MLP TCGs, and I apparently have two more gifts on the way in the mail. ._. I wanted to give my mom something in return, so I decided to make her some MLP-themed word searches (she loves those things), and some custom MLP cards--because she now (sorta) collects the TCGs, too. I made her a custom card of her pony character, and she seemed to like it. Soo, I decided I'd make some customs for her collection. Unfortunately, I was only able to make two (Derpy Hooves and Babs Seed) and I got stuck in a rut after that. So, now I'm thinking of making customs by scratch--I was thinking of making some cards based on items (alicorn amulet, smarty pants doll, tom the rock, the crystal heart, etc.) and maybe my own villain cards (since there is no blank villain card base I can use...) and things like that. I dunno... *shrug* I just want to repay my mom's kindness. And this is the only way I know how... ~Wolfie's homemade Alicorn Amulet! So, I'm pretty sure just about everyone has seen the latest MLP episode. You know, the one where Trixie (ick) comes back, sporting a very very verrrry awesome Alicorn Amulet. Yeah, well, if you can't tell by now, I really really really REALLY love that amulet. So much so, that I actually made one for myself to wear. Literally. Here's the picture: Here's how I made it: 1. I googled vector images of the amulet first. There wasn't many at the time, so I printed out the best looking one that I could find. (Hey, that rhymed! xD) 2. I cut out the image, then taped it up so it wouldn't bend or be all... flimsy. (And so it wouldn't give my neck paper cuts.) 3. I then poked a hole on both wings, but they were too small, so my mom helped me make them a tad bigger. 4. And finally, I put a necklace chain through it (after my mom had found a small enough chain.) And tadaaa! Wolfie now has herself a Alicorn Amulet! MWHAHAHAHAA--*coughs on Pepsi* That's all for now~ Byyyyeee~ From your insane alicorn-loving lurker, Wolfie~

I don't have OCD (at least I don't think I do xD), but there are some things I do that I can't really explain, or actually have a rational-sounding explanation for. For one, I rock back and forth. A lot. In fact I'm doing it right now. But most of the time I seem to do this without ever realizing it. I've been doing this for as long as I can remember, too, apparently. o-o Another thing I do that I've done for as long as I could remember is that when I walk on cold surfaces (pretty much anything that isn't carpet flooring) or on outside surfaces (sidewalks, roads, gravel, grass), I always walk on my tiptoes. Even if I'm wearing socks, too. And if I have to run, then most of the time, the same thing applies. (Funnily enough, I seem to run faster when I'm on my tiptoes. XD) And lastly, (and this is probably my most weirdest and most meanest... thing... I do), I will not eat macaroni and cheese if it is made by ANYONE ELSE other than my mom. In my opinion, my mom is the master of that dish, and no one I have ever met makes it the way she does. If it isn't made by my mom, I won't touch it with a 9ft poll. Not even if you'd paid me a bakajillon bucks.

1. Login on Gaia and lurk around/change avatar until I get bored 2. Pop into this forum to see if there are any interesting new/ongoing topics to read or to blog about something 3. Check any of the following sites: EQD (to see if there is anything that may interest me), Serebii (to see if there are any global link/wifi events), Grooveshark (to listen to music), and Youtube (to maybe watch bookmarked videos or check new videos from Tobygames or The Young Turks) 4. Back to Gaia! 5, 6, 7, and the rest of the numbers: Gaia Gaia Gaia. Or I repeat steps 2 and 3. And that's about it, I think.

Hello. It's me, Wolfie, doing nothing productive except talking to my metaphorical brickwall here. :3 This morning, I'll be rambling like I normally do. Today's topics are; ~Pokemon ~Pony merch So... here we go~ Recently, I received the new Pokemon games; Black 2 and White 2. Couple days ago, I beat White 2, and I am now dicking around exploring and.... whatnot. I also got two Genesects thanks to having two games. (One to keep, the other to probably use as a trade token.) I haven't captured the legendary(s) in White 2 yet. Well, I did catch those three warrior Pokemon--you know, the ones that have to do with Keldo (which I'm gonna cry about in a second.) But that is all, currently. Right now, I'm just trying to get my team to level 70. Speaking of which, my team includes: Arcanine Azumarill Serperior Zoroark Woobat Zekrom (which I traded from my Black version because I feared I wouldn't be able to beat the dragon-type gym. ;P ) Now, speaking of Keldo..... I don't have it. ; n; More specifically, I don't have it because Keldo was released in one of those dumb "in real life" events. And I was too shy--or timid--to go. x_X /epicfail So now I'm stuck hoping that somehow, there will be another event (hopefully a fucking WI-FI event!) where I can get one, cause otherwise I'm screeeeewed. "But Wolfie, you can always trade with someone!" Oh, sure, yeah I could. IF... 1. I had the pokedex data for Keldo so I could search/ask for one on the wifi network. 2. I knew someone who had one and was willing to trade without them asking me for something outlandish in return. For example: asking me for a level 5 Zekrom/any other level 5 legendary. Or asking me for certain shiny pokemon (do I look like I have an action replay thingy?!) And unfortunately, that's usually what people only want nowadays. So I'm boned. /shot Soooo, time to switch topics before this turns into a rant~ Um... Oh, yeah. A bit of an update on my pony merch. I don't remember if I talked about them in a previous entry, but; Last month (or the month before that, I can't remember) my mom found me the Twilight's light-up hot air balloon toy (which makes for a real dandy lantern), Pinkie Pie's train set thingy (which I also found very amusing), and just last night, my mom gave me the MLP TCG 30-packs giftbox. :3 I now have a double of the gold-framed Cadance card. And I even got a gold-framed Nightmare Moon card (which I squee'd about. XD) But, I pretty much got every card I already had. Well... Every card except the Wedding Edition of Twilight Sparkle. I've gotten two of these giftboxes before; meaning I've gone through 90 packs of these cards. And I have yet to get her. She must be a super-ultra-mega-epic-chicken-rare card or something. So that's all. I'm being lazy and tired right now, so I'm not gonna sign off this entry like I usually do. Byyyye. *poof*

A lot of people always thought that, because I loved wolves and horses, I would become a veterinarian. lolnope. And because I can (sorta) draw, people thought that I could/would... 1. draw ANYTHING. "Can you draw Tweety Bird/Spongebob/Tinkerbell?" And I would say, "Nope." Then they would say, "But you draw wolves all the time! How can you NOT draw that?!" to which I would say, "I draw what I like. Stuff I don't like I don't/won't/can't draw." 2. be an artist. Hell no. When I used to be in school, a lot of people apparently thought I was mute. This was due to the fact that I don't like to talk, and therefore kept myself dead silent. It was always amusing to see people find out that I talk. xD Also when I was in school, people assumed I was the "smart one" when I was stuck doing group work. Even though I had bad grades because I was trying to avoid school like the plague due to mental issues. *facepalm* Crap, I totally forgot a big misconception people often have of me: People often assume I'm nice. I'm not. :x I can be nice, but... most of the time I just ain't. Usually, I seem to be always in some sort of negative mood. *shrug*

I thought of a few more things~ I forgot to add-on to that "I have the patience of a saint" thing I said last time; despite apparently having the "patience of a saint", I have a very short temper. Don't ask me how that makes sense. 9~6 I love love love Pepsi~ I also love Vanilla Coke, but I only drink it in the winter seasons. I use emoticons and smileys too much. I talk about flying-unicorns too much. *coughcough* I have a really low pain tolerance. Too much pain and I'll start to cry. Speaking of which, if I get too frustrated, I'll also start to cry. I'm a crybaby. (Gee, ya don't say?!) I'm afraid of heights. And airplanes. But, if I was given the ability to fly/if I was given wings/if I made my own flyable wings, then I'd totally would fly. o 3o I hate loud noises. I don't like being in crowds. I get really nervous... Oh, and something I rarely ever admit to others (besides maybe my mom); I still wish I could be a princess. Or, maybe even a queen. Because it sounds like fun. O 3O

Oh, this looks like fun~ Let's see... I once choked on a french fry. I've fallen up the stairs before. Twice. When I was 3 or 4, one of my mom's sister's boyfriend/husband threw me in a pool and tried to drown me. I dislike children. I don't like to talk. I apparently sound like a chipmunk to other people. When I get caught in a lie, people have told me my voice gets high-pitched and squeaky. I have a really hard time trusting people, so it's rare for me to make friends. Even rarer for me to make a best friend. I only truly trust 3 people in this world; used to be 4, but he betrayed me. I hold grudges, and very rarely let them go. I am hateful. Although once upon a time, I used to be nice~ I'm scared of pills, because I sorta choked on one when I was little. I will only take liquid medicine; if there is no liquid-type of medicine for what I need, then I'll do without. I'm somewhat afraid of phones. I get scared of calling people because I feel like I am bothering them. I also won't answer any phone unless I know who is calling. *shrug* I'm a pro at bottling up my emotions. Although I do have breakdowns every once in awhile. I've also been told I have the "patience of a saint". o-O I make dirty jokes every once in awhile. Those are fun~ I like to cuss. Cussing is fun~ I still have a blankie. I'm cuddling it now~ I'm extremely childish. I'm just a tini tiny bit loco in the coco. 9 w6 I'm not good at taking care of things. I prefer fantasy over reality. I don't like being told what to draw. Annnd... I think that's it. xD Jeez, I'm such a gloomy bucket.