Toothless

By Crispin

• May 11, 2014




Age: 13 (Almost 14)

Gender: Other

Species: Non-Pony

Appearance: Let's see, I have a #selfie of myself, so look at that!

Cutie Mark: I don't have a Cutie Mark actually. But that means there's so much I can become!

Personality: I am a pony who is diagnosed with Bi-Polar(ness?). This makes me or my personality vary so, so very much. Um... So... I am a (not to brag or boast) a quick witted and very intelligent pony. Though teaching myself most of the things that I know, these things give me a very different view point of life. My opinion's can be very biased, because of what I taught myself or what I was around during the time that I taught myself (meaning that I didn't completely teach myself I did get a little bit rubbed off from others). Views of love, for example has a lot of views from my mum and dad's relationship because they are the only people I can trust and look to for 'true love'--- I digress anyhow. I say myself to be intelligent because of the way I think, and my actions (and what I remember. Life is all about memory, and with a wonderful memory I am able to be on top of it). I probably sound arrogant right now, and I don't really mean to but it doesn't matter.<br /><br />I am as most would say 'sweet'. I do my best to be a very good friend to all my friends, though I warn you I might become distant if you don't give any attempt to be a friend with me and it's just me pushing for our friendship. It's not that I am one who gives up easily it's just that it will be annoying. I have to say that I really think I can be a very good friend all in all. When you are sad, I will do my best to help you, and any other emotion you're feeling. I tell you all, if I offend you or if I come off mean, it's not my intention. If you're going to ignore me, then you're just hurting both of us. You're giving me no chance to try too help you and myself. There's nothing good in that, right? Once again I digress 3.3 Back to the point, (that I've been missing)I say that I'd do my best to be my best. If that's not enough for you, that sucks for the both of us, I bet we would've or could've been very good friends. <br /><br />I can be very dumb, and ignorant, you will notice this if you know me long enough. I do stupid things and that doesn't make me stupid but when you do them enough (or I do) it's easy and understandable to think that I am dumb. Because I have taught myself the knowledge that to me is important I probably don't know most of the 'mainstream' things that you guys (or girls) do. I also don't have much knowledge of other ponies such as you reading my diary (that for some reason I'm letting you read!) As I said, I understand both these flaws and if you want to inform me on the subjects that I'm being ignorant on.<br /><br />Everypony, know that I am nervous and fidgety. I'll probably do some weird things while we talk that consist (but not limited to) drinking extensive amounts of lemonade, Checking on whatever I can get my hoof's on, laying down and doing the bug (it's pretty much kicking my hooves in the air a bunch of times real fast. I guess I do it when I feel like a bug on it's back). I never like to be in one place, so if I move around while I talk to you please do not take it to offense I just do it because it's a bad habit. I mean no harm, it doesn't mean that you're not interesting it means that I'm a crazy little pony. I also like to do this /)3^3(\ a lot and I will probably take to offense if you don't give me a hoofbump back!<br /><br />Ponies and Bronies I over think just about everything. Like, let's say you go 'LOL' I will believe that you're laughing like 'hahahahahahahahaha' (pretty much a maniac). If you do this a lot, you'll get annoyed from me really quick because I will be asking you "What?" and such when you do so, because I'm not the funniest pony at all. That's just my opinion of myself though, I guess if you think I can be 'LOL' worthy then that's cool. I think one example is good enough... Or maybe it isn't? Maybe it makes me seem lazy or just not caring? Boom, two examples and that's all you get.<br /><br />Relationships: Because of all of these different personalities (I only decided to name a few, I have a lot but not enough time to name them all.) I have grown close to very certain ponies. (Even have a crush on one of them, but shhh). To me, I'd probably be heart broken if I lose these ponies. I probably wont name them, but who knows.

Backstory: I'd say that my life was pretty good from a outlook look on it (a bystander's look, I guess.) I was born into a family of 3, adding me to make it 4. My mum, dad, and sister are the best ponies I've ever met and I love them so! Back to the story, I was born 5 years after my sister was, but that only gave us a chance to bond very well (and not so well.) My parents both are very kind and loving to everypony, I can't imagine anypony being mean to them provoked because they were being 'mean' for the reason of it seeming impossible for them to be mean. I was born a Bat-Pony which was kinda weird, but a evil enchantress (or so the legend says) that every other generation of kids will have a horrible child. That horrible child is me. Now, I'm not saying I am horrible but in some ways I am. Being a Bat-Pony doesn't help in any way, it's like being a Changeling (Okay, not really but you get the point). I'm also (as you would know) bi-polar so I can get annoying fast. In school (actually, nevermind I didn't go to school) but outside school I was bullied for being a blank-flank freak bat-pony. I was a outcast though some people looked past what I was labeled and saw what I was. These ponies are my 'special someponies.' Though there is not very many of these ponies I adore them truly. Back to the story! As you can tell, my life has been pretty good. Bullies do not bother me much anymore and I just act as I want to! Hmmmm, you may be wondering why I'm Pangender. First let me explain what that is, it's when I do not believe myself to be male or female... In personality, or how I think 'the norms' of female and male do not apply to me. I know this is like a vlog, which it is, my diary! Let's talk about my passions? So what I really like is to fly (and suck the color of things) but mainly fly. I don't know why, but the feeling of being free from all the chains that were made for me as I lived is just so wonderful! Another thing that I like but am also more worse than anything else at is understanding people, which means understanding their brains. I like this one, because it's a challenge and I like challenges, and two it's so amazing and fascinating (understanding the brain I mean.) So, in conclusion, I was bullied, then I made friends and now I have a passion and is happy (though I still get bullied).