Emmathebrony

Hello Everypony!, I've been thinking and I can't figure out what my cutie mark would really be. I really want something unique to represent me, but I'm not sure what it would be. My fiancce's is simple her's would be a jingle bell she's obsessed with them they make her happy...but me I don't know. I was wondering if anypony would have any ideas? Or if anypony else wonders what their cutie mark would be too? There are so many things I like and so many things I would like to think I'm good at but I'm not sure. I always wanted to be an author since I could scribble but I've never finished a book or anything longer than a short story...I work on it everyday though. I was born singing, and born musical, I played the cello for twelve years, the drums for three, the piano for a few months now I own a ukulele and I'm saving up for a guitar..I've only written one song that I'm satisfied with...in High School I was the lead in a few musicials. I love ghosts and tarot cards and I'm convinced my grandfather who committed suicide when my mother was four is haunting me and trying to get me to end the cycle of self hatred in our family. In middle school I created my own word: Nai, which actually is a word in Tai, it means deer. But when I came up with it, it was meant to represent a personality trait that everyone else had and I didn't now I view it as a wholeness and an acceptance of self... My favorite season is fall because it's in between life and death and oooo all those lovely colors. I view myself as having a really powerful darkside and a super powerful light side as well and I'm trying to love both sides...My favorite song is Blinding by Florence and the Machine.. My favorite color is silver and I have a crap ton of favorite animals...Oh I'm also sort of obsessed with "Christmas trees" I view them as Yule trees though and I love them because my family has always decorated them in a way that it looks like the christmas tree is an entire town and I used to use my imagination to escape into that world.. My favorite food is overly buttered popcorn. Idk.. It's really hard to figure out just one thing that makes me special or my super special talent and that makes me feel not special at all.. Anypony else understand?

When I first started watching I thought I was a combination of Fluttershy, Rainbowdash and Pinkie Pie..now I'm unsure Fluttershy for sure though I have a hard time believing in myself and I am always so very anxious around people and worried I'll mess up everything. I thought Rainbowdash because I am brave and I am trying to be more athletic..and I thought Pinkie Pie because I'm really super random sometimes...BUT I'm also a lot like Luna.. I was cast as the badguy in my family or the black sheep and my friends did the same, but I'm really mostly sweet I think...idk. I do have a darkside of sorts though but I'm not quite evil. I see myself in Applebloom too because I really want to find out what's special about me and I wish I looked older. I'm 22 and I look 12 it's annoying..

I got the moon Luna's cutie mark. I feel like it suites me to an extent...but I'd rather have my very own cutie mark: Moon Introverted and shy. Prefers the peace and quiet. Has a dark side.

being an androygenous but female brony I enjoy the masculinity and the feminity of the show. BUT more importantly I think the lessons of friendship and self esteem should be taught to everypony stalion or mare. Friendship shouldn't be just a girl thing... that's what the big problem really is, is that people view friendship as childish and girlish and because of that our world is not a safe place.

Pegasus not only do I love the idea of flying - away from people...and doing flying sports....But helping with the weather just seems radical!

I was diagnosed with asbergers when I was in middle school, but my therapist said it was a misdiagnosis, but I did test a little bit on the autistic side not quite asbergers though..but I was re-tested and in the test I don't have any signs of it anymore, but I can still see it I just hide my "difference" better now.

I want to join the fanclub! Fluttershy is my favorite!!!

I think Twilight is way to OP (over powered) and therefore I don't like her. I also don't see what's so generous about Rarity, she just fixes people's outfits and stuff because it bothers her to be around something that isn't perfect. I don't trust Celestia.

Disclaimer: I am still in the first season..BUT I don't trust her. For example I don't think she was taking Twilight's warning seriously in the very first episode, I think she didn't have faith that her sister would really be able to escape. Her explainations are too convienant and I don't like her. p.s. didn't see the notice till jut now sorry.