I've been completely absent the past few weeks, so I'll just say it. I'm an addict, and I relapsed. It has been very difficult, and had multiple days where the severity of my withdrawals were the devil's claws restraining me to my bed. A few times I tried to crawl out of it early. I put on the episode, "Bridle Gossip," a go-to episode for the sake of having fun with the show while fighting cravings, and I ended up getting high while watching the episode. I've neglected my studies, my interests,