That being said, the complete and total lack of sobriety since around September has brought me to my knees.
Forgive the extreme sporadicness and honestly crude sentence structure and lack of verbosity. This is just a "I'm back and I've been hurting" update, and I'm still not all clear in the head.
My entire pony collection was sold for money, and I had to take a leave of absence from school. First five seasons, all the equestria girls movies, the 8-book collection including Princess Ce
I have to express my appreciation for Maud Pie. While Pinkie Pie is a constant ball of energy and expressiveness, all of the mane six have expressive and unique personalities. Even reserved Fluttershy is expressive with her face and her adorably low-volume voice, but when Maud was introduced I was concerned, and initially, my eyes rolled. I thought, “Let me guess. We have a problem pony. Low-energy, disinterested, introverted (and presented as though introversion is inherently a bad thing), and
Happy Holidays to all!
It's been a difficult, tumultuous, and often unnerving year for everypony. I'm not in the Christmas spirit or a Christmasy person, but I genuinely hope through all the chaos and heartache, those of you who longed for the comfort, feelings of goodwill, and sense of home Christmas brings to you was attained.
I hope you all love your gifts, and I hope everypony you've given gifts receive there's. I hope if nothing else, you can find surrender to another year complet
Wow has it been a rough past couple months. As I phrased it in my last post, addiction is not magic, but sobering up can feel like a miracle. After I made my last post, my relapse got worse. I was getting high and drinking multiple times as my relapse evolved as per the course. For the most part, because I naturally do well in school, my law school grades have still been B's and a few A's, but one class in particular was neglected and I might fail it. Regardless, I graduate the same year, and it
I've been completely absent the past few weeks, so I'll just say it. I'm an addict, and I relapsed. It has been very difficult, and had multiple days where the severity of my withdrawals were the devil's claws restraining me to my bed. A few times I tried to crawl out of it early. I put on the episode, "Bridle Gossip," a go-to episode for the sake of having fun with the show while fighting cravings, and I ended up getting high while watching the episode. I've neglected my studies, my interests,