That being said, the complete and total lack of sobriety since around September has brought me to my knees.
Forgive the extreme sporadicness and honestly crude sentence structure and lack of verbosity. This is just a "I'm back and I've been hurting" update, and I'm still not all clear in the head.
My entire pony collection was sold for money, and I had to take a leave of absence from school. First five seasons, all the equestria girls movies, the 8-book collection including Princess Ce
Wow has it been a rough past couple months. As I phrased it in my last post, addiction is not magic, but sobering up can feel like a miracle. After I made my last post, my relapse got worse. I was getting high and drinking multiple times as my relapse evolved as per the course. For the most part, because I naturally do well in school, my law school grades have still been B's and a few A's, but one class in particular was neglected and I might fail it. Regardless, I graduate the same year, and it
I've been completely absent the past few weeks, so I'll just say it. I'm an addict, and I relapsed. It has been very difficult, and had multiple days where the severity of my withdrawals were the devil's claws restraining me to my bed. A few times I tried to crawl out of it early. I put on the episode, "Bridle Gossip," a go-to episode for the sake of having fun with the show while fighting cravings, and I ended up getting high while watching the episode. I've neglected my studies, my interests,