Hey, guys. I haven't updated this in a while, so I'm just going to quickly summarize how I've been.
1. The relationship I'm currently in has been the best one yet, and getting close to the longest one yet, also.
2. I've began cutting again, but not nearly as bad as I used to, for those of you who know about it.
3. School hasn't been very interesting.
4. I almost lost a couple of friends because of a misunderstanding.
5. I got baptized at my current church, which is an amazing church
I've had people tell me that I'm attractive, sexy, and other things. I don't see it. I have really low self-esteem, so that might be why. But, what do you guys think?
O.K., so today, I was texting my girlfriend, and she suddenly asks me if I like this one girl. Since I'm not going to lie to her, I say a little. She stops texting me, and I text her asking her what's wrong. She texts back that she's crying, and then she asks me who I like more: her or the other girl. I tell her that I like her more, and I say "Why would I like about that?" She says, "Cause if you didn't, you'd be single." I got really scared then, because I though she was going to break u
Okay, as some of you know, I made a topic in the "Life Advice" section of Everfree Forest. Well, I have good news: I haven't felt that way today. At all. For the first time in a while, I feel happy and relieved. It's a great day for me to get things done. Thanks to thegoodhen for helping me a little bit. That Pinkie you made helped quite a bit.
My weekend was pretty awesome. I can't remember Saturday for some reason, and it's NOT because I partied. I don't do that kind of stuff. But Sunday, I had church. It was pretty depressing, considering they were talking about the shooting up in Connecticut. But, after church, I got to go to my girlfriends house. We watched 21 Jump Street, and The Help. The Help was surprisingly good, but way racist. I stayed there for dinner, and we had pineapple ham, macaroni shells with white cheese, gr
O.K., so I was watching Good Morning America this morning, and it said that....well, One Direction is MTV's Artist of the Year. I just want to know how in the hell they got the award. I have to guess that it's because they have a fanbase of tween girls who like them only because they think that the members look good. Oh well.
Okay, so today I had an anti-bullying rally. It was some 17-year old country artist from Newcastle, Oklahoma. It started with one of her music videos, and then she started talking. It was okay at first, and then she started to say that she got bullied when she was younger. But, I'd like to see if she could have lasted through my middle school years. I doubt she could. But, all-in-all, it wasn't too bad. Sorry for the rant. Maybe I should change my blog to a ranting blog.
