So far in my life, i've lost so many things and people that I actually cared about that I don't know what to do with my life anymore. Now i'm not going to be like everyone else and kill myself. Who wants to do that? Well some people do, but not me. Here's some things that happened that i'm willing to tell you about. They may not be that serious, but i just wanted to tell you guys.

Ever since i could remember I was bullied either by classmates or my sisters for no absolute reason. I would cry to myself wondering "what did I do to deserve this?" And I would do so with my little blue bear named Blue. I know right, I can't name anything to save my life. One day i was playing with blue and my sisters came into the room. I didn't think anything of it, so i kept playing. Next thing i knew i was being held back as i watched one of my sisters tear my bears head off and take all the stuffing out. I was 6 and they were 14 and 16. Who does this to a six year old? They would do every thing together and leave me out. They beat me up, stole my toys and hid them from me and laugh at me when i would cry looking for them. I have trust issues because of them. Now that i really think about it, i don't think i even had that many good memories back then. The only good memory i have is of my uncle, but like all good things in life, he was gone just like blue. Murdered with his wife because of some guy who didn't even have any good reason to give.

2 years later, my little brother was born. He got treated better than i did. I'm wondering why does he get treated like a prince and i get treated like a peasant? He always got what he wanted! He would even take my toys and games and break them right in front my face! But you know what? He never got in trouble. Not even for the time he deleted all my saved games on my PS2 and Gamecube. One of my sisters was there when he did that and nobody cared! I don't even want to get into all the stuff that he did because that'll take too long. I'm not too sure why he only broke my stuff, but all i know is he owes me alot of money.

(Passing all the deaths and family problems I had to go through these past years). I'm not saying i hate my family, well not all of them. I really stopped worrying about things and decided to just live life however i can. This was 1/4 of the things that happened to me, which is pretty sad. I didn't even get to stuff that's been happening now. I'm pretty sure some people are gonna be like "please, i've been through worse things than this guy can imagine!" Well, this is part of the stuff that happened in my life and i asked for you to just sit here and read. Thanks for listening guys. You can go play your games now. Have fun.