What I do on my blog is use characters from different shows Steven Universe to convey my feelings and thoughts about the character while comparing my life to it

Amethyst sits in the beach house during the events of sardonyx thinking to herself

"Its not surprising that Pearl messed up I mean yea Garnet's pretty pissed, i'm pretty pissed! but only because of the monster I was with her...I'm angry at myself...nothing new there I mean ugh...I literally almost killed Pearl!..not like she trusts me anyways..I don't even think Steven trusts me like I know i'm a part of the team but i'm the biggest third wheel the world has ever seen!..I can't keep any of my fusions together, i'm just a mess..but its not like I want to be this way I want to do better in life and junk. Rose always let me be free to do what I wanted...but I still always felt like this was my life living here saving the day and eating my way through it..yeah I know there's like stuff out there but humans don't always look at us gems as kind and great to talk to and i'm a messed up gem...so there's that..."

Geez i'm bored, maybe i should check on Vidalia...Steven went to Onion's house earlier maybe i should see whats up there..."

This is how I feel at many points in my life I sorta just feel like i'm wandering through life without something to truly live for yeah I have goals, and friends and such but I always feel like when I upset or disappoint my friends I hit myself the hardest mentally.

I'm the constant third wheel and everyone seems to sort of have their own problems and usually I try to do the best I can and "save the day" and sometimes i manage to do that but other times im more focused on what I could have saved.