Is your own awareness of your existence the force that enables us to exist in the first place? So would you disappear if you would destroy your own awareness of your existence and everything that is related to that. So basically if you take away everything that enables you to justify your own existence do you exist at all?

I think that its true at least to the limits of this world. you know what that state is being called? its death

What i think is that to be able to be unaware of your existence you have to exist to justify being unaware of it. So what i am saying is that these bodies are just puppets that we experience our existence with. if the puppets strings are cut it "dies" so when you die you cannot experience the individuality of this existence through the body anymore. But there has to be someone pulling the strings there and you know who that is right? that is basically the God which is basically another version of yourself.

You yourself are only one fragment of a larger collective existence that is currently experiencing all the lives of every human that lives or has lived every fragment is fooled into thinking that it is an individual entity from the whole, when basically everything that exists is the same. in the end There is only one thing that exists ánd that is you.

So what is the goal of all this nonsense the goal is for you to become an individual within this non individualistic collective system of existences and basically absorb everything that is into yourself  and with that become your own collective entity while still staying a part of the original entity. Sort of like this