I'm a little nervous about later today. I was invited over to some friends and after the lockdown and becoming adjusted to isolation and "steering clear" from passing/receiving the virus, my social skills have plummeted. I used to be a social butterfly who mingled and hung around so many people! In fact, I love people....

But I've also come to realize that I've been such a poor friend to those who were there for me/pursuing me during this time. I think I may have developed a lockdown depression and since my instinct is to retreat so that I don't "rub off my sad mood" on people, they may have taken it personally.
Which, I don't blame them, but I feel soo sooo guilty. *sigh*

So, now it's my turn to try to make amends. But, I hope it doesn't seem fake or forced since, in a way, I am feeling so anxious that it is a little forced. @.@ But definitely not insincere. I just hope they can forgive me one day....

How I feel right now having 
to overcome my anxiety.