If you have read my previous blog, then you know I have a stress relieve problem... I cut..... but with some small steps Im starting to slowly wean myself off of the blade. Now im punching trees, and listening to the heaviest most brutal music I can find. the cuts are less frequent, and surely less deep. Its also helping to have such supportive community members backing me up .... Thanks. The best part of it is, is that its much easier to explain why theres a huge crack in our backyard tree than it is to explain why I have several perfectly parallel cuts on my arms lols... can only blame the cat so much...