Well recently i've started really hearing a lot of people say how wonderful and caring i am. I know it's so suprising with the world we live in where it seems many people are worried about themselves and only care about themselves, now i'm not saying you shouldn't you should it's just there's no reason to just step on people for no reason but just to be cruel. The reason i try to be such a good person is because i know how it feels to need somebody and nobody really try's to be there for . I love being there for people i want to be like a real life Pinkie Pie helping make people smile and just trying to be a true friend, Too be honest i'm more worried about making my friends well then myself just knowing i helped somebody smile and help them solve their problems is all i care about.

I wasn't always like that i mean sure deep down i was but i never showed it, It wasn't until i joined the brony fandom that i realized there are people out there so caring and helpful and that maybe just maybe there's a chance for the world to be better people who are diffrent but still can care about each other and try to help one another. I have lots of friends thanks to the Brony fandom and maybe they are online but so what i care about my friends with all my heart and i promise you if i had to give up my life for one of them i would, maybe in the past not but now i can say i would. Many of the Bronys are wonderful people who like many have gone through or maybe still are going through tough times but all you have to do is talk to them and let them know you care and you want to listen and talk to them.

There are times where i still get very depressed but my friends have helped me so much and i hope i have helped them. I hope that what i do continue to be there for people actually helps them and others i may talk to in the future. Sorry for the long blog just had to get feelings out this goes for anyone who feels like they have nobody and need to talk i'm always here for good people who need a hand so whoever needs to feel free to PM whenever though i use skype a lot and that would be the best place to talk to me i hope everybody's doing good *hug*