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Lunas Husband

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  1. Lunas Husband
    Maybe it's because your gone
    Maybe it's because you left me like this
    Maybe it's because you are no longer my friend...
    Maybe it's because all I do is push everypony away from me
    Maybe its because I worked to much and never made time for you
    Maybe it's because you never really loved me the way I loved you
    Maybe it's because you and I are not made for each other after all
    Maybe it's because I was afraid you were like all the others and where just going to hurt me
    Maybe it's because I don't think I deserve happiness
    Maybe it's because I just don't care anymore.
    Maybe it's because you could have far better then me.
     
    I'm not sure anymore its hard to say.. maybe just maybe it's all of them. I'm sure of one thing... your gone and I can't make you come back... and I can't keep you or anyone has my friend or lover.
     
    Better me then someone else
  2. Lunas Husband
    Its hard to think about you being gone like this mom, my only friend my only family I ever had.. its hard to know you and I can never meet again. Its so hard for me to go on without you mom, I cry everyday since I found you were gone for good...
     
    Its hard to think about I can never hug you.. I can never hear you say those sweet words "I love you Randell" I can never hear your sweet voice ever again...
     
    I just want to give up.... I have noting anymore.. you were it mom, you where why I even got up in the mornings, why I work so damn hard. now I have noting... I just want to end it once and for all..
     
    I'm so sick of being so sweet and loving, and everyone around me treats me like shit... and like I'm not even there... everyone does it to me..... I'm sick of being alone mom and I'm sick of not having you anymore mom.
     
    Some days I wish I never made that promise to you.. because I could have ended my pain.. and been with you again..
     
    I love you mom...
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