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  1. Misty Rose

    Movie Madness!

    By Misty Rose,

    So I'm gonna see Cinderella tonight, Insurgent tomorrow and I have guaranteed passes to see Age of Ultron when it comes out!!!
     
    Pays off to have a cousin working in a radio station *coughs* Scrubs *cough* lol jk point is I have something to distract me for awhile
     
    If only I could have this much luck in getting a laptop
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    My Dad....

    By Misty Rose,

    Recently I've been wishing that my dad would just drop dead. I know that's not a good thought to have but I can't help it....my mom's dead because of him, we were almost evicted out of our apartment because of him, I'm stuck where I am with no way out because of him IT'S ALL HIS FAULT!
     
    *sigh* I hate my dad, he's never done anything good for me -_-
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    Pressure At Home

    By Misty Rose,

    I can't take this anymore...
     
    I want to go to acting school, I want to have my own life, take on some graphic design classes while I'm down here since I'm being presented with such a chance.....but my family's bringing me down
     
    They keep saying I'm not thinking straight, that I need to focus more on school and not do anything else....I just want a freakin distraction Studying graphic design and advancing in that field would do wonders for my future, but they won't let me unless I get good grades
     
    Normally that wouldn't be a problem, but everything's different here and my grades are sinking....my life is in jeopardy and I just want to be free I want to go back to my Pre AP classes and good grades in America, I'm drowning here
     
    I just want something to help me keep going, something I enjoy.....but they're even trying to ruin my future insisting college is best -_-
     
    I want my own life damnit.....I don't have any peace and apparently I never will
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    Recovery Plan

    By Misty Rose,

    Welcome to my Recovery Plan
     
    In order to stop crying over my losses, I'm gonna try to do alot to get that out of my head and not let it affect me....except when I really can't hold back my tears
     
    So I've developed a sort of recovery plan to keep myself busy and do shiz
     
    1. Since I don't have a laptop at the moment, my first priority is convincing my family to let me buy another one so I can go back to doing vectors and other things That definitely helped me in the past and it should now. Also I'll be able to play some online games
     
    2. Look at food porn LOTS AND LOTS OF FOOD PORN! Chocolate mainly I'm doing that right now actually and the wonderful images blur out all negative thoughts
     
    3. Watch funny videos, Gravity Falls, and hopefully ponies when I feel up to it again
     
    4. Talk to my cousins a little more and watch Top Model with the guy because why not?
     
    5. EAT CHOCOLATE!
     
    And that's pretty much it. Wish me luck in hopefully keeping myself in a stable mood
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    Sad Feeling...

    By Misty Rose,

    I've had this really sad feeling lately. I feel bad that I haven't and never will have the same experiences other teens my age go through. I've been very locked up my whole life basically. My mom went through pretty terrible experiences throughout her life, and she really wanted to hold on tightly to the only positive thing she had left, me. Therefore she was terribly overprotective and clingy, and while I didn't mind during my younger years, there did come a time when a friend or two would ask if I wanted to hang out after school and I always had to say I wasn't allowed to
     
    So I feel pretty terrible, I'm 16 and by the time I leave I'll be 18 or older. I'll be launched straight into adulthood and be forced to mature faster than others. I won't have any support from family or friends and I'll have to do everything on my own so it will definitely be a tough experience. I wish I could have had at least some of the experiences other people my age do, summer camp, hanging out with friends, dating, but unfortunately I was kept away from all of that
     
    Most of those are experiences I'll most likely never have, and it sucks that while most people consider their teen years the best of their life, they've honestly been the worst for me
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    School....

    By Misty Rose,

    School has been a very complicated issue for me so far....I haven't been doing too well
     
    So far here are the quiz scores I have.
     
    Math: 5.40
     
    Religion: 2
     
    Physics: Don't have the paper but I know it was a low score
     
    Science: 3
     
    English: 10 What a surprise
     
    Don't know what I got for Social Studies yet but I think I did well.....wish me luck everyone. This is a heck of alot to work on so I can improve
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    Silence

    By Misty Rose,

    The sound of furniture creaking, a tap at the window, then silence.....
     
    A rustling outside, the gust of wind blowing the leaves of the trees so I can hear their sound.....then silence.
     
    It is a terrifying thing to be alone. Although I very much look forward to my freedom, to be able to spread my wings like a bird and finally be myself if only with myself....I fear silence.
     
    Silence has always been something that scares me, I feel as if anything can happen. The tapping of a window makes me twitch because I'm frightened at what may come. Whenever I lay in bed at night with no one else around, I feel unsafe. I'm scared that if I close my eyes, something may come get me. It is a childish fear but a fear nonetheless, something I've never really shared before. I'm also scared that the complete silence that awaits me in the future may be the key to finally unlock the door to insanity. I'm scared that once I step through...I may never return.
     
    Silence is a scary thing, but it is something we must all face. For some it may be comforting, to some it may bring peace, to others deep emotional thoughts, but to me.....it's only something to be afraid of. No matter how much I crave to be free, I fear silence....
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    I wish my grandma would quit her threats and just hit me so that everyone can see that this is no fucking joke
     
    You all think I'm only exaggerating, that I'm making a big deal out of this, when I have a grandma always threatening to knock my teeth out, you can see why I can't be happy here
     
    If she ever does hit me I can't even go to the police down here. If my life ever becomes worse I'm screwed. If things get to that level I WILL kill myself. That will be my final limit. The worst part is not even my ex is willing to aid me when I need a friend to talk to I have no one
  10. Misty Rose
    The Interview is one of the funniest movies I've ever seen. It's a true comedy masterpiece, and Seth Rogen and James Franco absolutely kill it here! I laughed so hard during this my ribs started hurting And that's all there is to it. GO WATCH IT NAO!!! :D
     
    ..........................
     
    Lol time to be serious This movie just wasn't to my liking Sure it had some funny scenes, and all the actors did a great job, but it's just not my kind of film. I can enjoy a good comedy anyday, but this one was a little too overly sexual and was more of a black comedy then a true film to laugh your socks off with.
     
    I can definitely see where the controversy comes from, but it was still pretty stupid to make such a big deal out of this movie In the end it resulted in a big marketing campaign for Sony, since due to the controversy many people will want to see this movie now. They definitely didn't get the big release they wanted, but hey it's something
     
    But back to the movie, there were many cringeworthy moments for me since I'm not the kind of person that particularly likes sexual humor. Quite a few masturbation jokes, two boners shown, and even some downright weird stuff like fingers being bitten off and a head being shot off quite unexpectedly
     
    In the end, it resulted in a weird, crude, and downright crazy movie experience for me I thought I was going to watch Interstellar and comment on the epic visuals....instead I got this
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    Finally time to revive my blog, but unfortunately it won’t be something upbeat like last time. This is somewhat of a farewell letter to all of my friends here just in case I don’t come back.
    If you don’t know about my current situation you may be asking yourself why I’m leaving. Well to start things off you can check out my latest status updates to see how I’m dealing with it. Basically, my mother doesn’t want me to be on the forums, and coincidentally at the same time, my boyfriend here, Dsanders, is also being forced to leave the forums. It is a very tough time for the both of us since this is our home away from home, our internet family, and we love spending time on here talking to our friends and of course each other. However due to our current situations we may not even get to talk to each other as frequently anymore. If you want to learn more about what he’s going through, you can go here to read all about it. I warn you though, you might shed some tears.
     
    The reason why these forums are so special to me is because despite at first just being a place where I could socialize with lots of people and kill off my boredom, it became something very significant in my life. I found myself logging on when I had an argument with my mother and just wanted to cheer myself up. My friends here have always given me advice and helped me get through these past few months of my life. I don’t know what I would have done without you guys, and I can’t thank you enough for all the support and friendship you have given me during my time here. These forums really do reflect the magic of friendship and what makes it so great, and I never thought I would think of internet friendships as real and close as my irl friendships. Sadly though I may not be able to cherish these friendships anymore for much longer.
     
    I have tried constantly to get on when my mom isn’t looking just to check up on my friends, and kill off my boredom, but eventually I was doomed to get caught. It’s happened before, but the supervision hasn’t been so tight, now however it will be. I have been writing this while she’s resting in bed because she’s not doing so well right now and I’m always praying for her health, but despite how much I love and respect her, I will always hate how she’s separating me from my friends and of course my one true love.
     
    Me and Dsanders met here when I was a member for about a month or two, we talked casually at first as regular friends do, but something about him made the conversations seem endless and amazing. I never got bored of them and I still don’t. I even stayed up till 4 in the morning sometimes talking to him when my mom was away. Sadly due to him starting senior year those late night conversations got cut off, but our bond kept strengthening until I realized I had a crush on him. This had never happened to me before and it felt strange to finally have feelings for a boy, especially online of all places. I didn’t know he felt the same way until he posted on a thread that he had a crush on me, and shortly after a month long separation from the forums on my part, he asked me to be his girlfriend. I accepted happily and ever since then our love for each other has just grown stronger. Our bond is truly unbreakable, and no amount of hardships has been able to tear us apart, not even this one at the moment.
     
    Since we are both leaving the forums (although I will still try to get on whenever my mom isn’t watching, but that may be rare and definitely less frequent than usual) our communication will definitely be at a limit. His parents are still letting him stay in contact with me thankfully and I will try my best to talk to him via another site or Skype. Since my mom is monitoring everything that may prove difficult but I will fight to keep this love alive, because I don’t want to lose the boy I love.
     
    So thank you Chris for making my life absolutely wonderful since we first started this relationship, and I know we will keep fighting so it can live on forever. Even if my situation may get harder and we may be forced to cease overall communication for a very long time, I will never forget you and I promise with all of my heart that I will never abandon you for another. You are the only boy I can love, and I won’t ever forget about the wonderful times we’ve had together. And as for all of my amazing friends on here, even if I never got to know a lot of you personally, you are all great people and I will never forget you either. You will always hold a special place in my heart and you will always be my friends.
     
    Goodbye until further notice. I’m not sure how much I can come on from now on, but I may randomly pop in every now and then if possible. Thank you everybody, keep calm and pony on.
     
    For Sanderspie:
     
     

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