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What May Be My Final Blog Post


Misty Rose

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Finally time to revive my blog, but unfortunately it won’t be something upbeat like last time. This is somewhat of a farewell letter to all of my friends here just in case I don’t come back.

If you don’t know about my current situation you may be asking yourself why I’m leaving. Well to start things off you can check out my latest status updates to see how I’m dealing with it. Basically, my mother doesn’t want me to be on the forums, and coincidentally at the same time, my boyfriend here, Dsanders, is also being forced to leave the forums. It is a very tough time for the both of us since this is our home away from home, our internet family, and we love spending time on here talking to our friends and of course each other. However due to our current situations we may not even get to talk to each other as frequently anymore. If you want to learn more about what he’s going through, you can go here to read all about it. I warn you though, you might shed some tears. ^_^

 

The reason why these forums are so special to me is because despite at first just being a place where I could socialize with lots of people and kill off my boredom, it became something very significant in my life. I found myself logging on when I had an argument with my mother and just wanted to cheer myself up. My friends here have always given me advice and helped me get through these past few months of my life. I don’t know what I would have done without you guys, and I can’t thank you enough for all the support and friendship you have given me during my time here. These forums really do reflect the magic of friendship and what makes it so great, and I never thought I would think of internet friendships as real and close as my irl friendships. Sadly though I may not be able to cherish these friendships anymore for much longer.

 

I have tried constantly to get on when my mom isn’t looking just to check up on my friends, and kill off my boredom, but eventually I was doomed to get caught. It’s happened before, but the supervision hasn’t been so tight, now however it will be. I have been writing this while she’s resting in bed because she’s not doing so well right now and I’m always praying for her health, but despite how much I love and respect her, I will always hate how she’s separating me from my friends and of course my one true love.

 

Me and Dsanders met here when I was a member for about a month or two, we talked casually at first as regular friends do, but something about him made the conversations seem endless and amazing. I never got bored of them and I still don’t. I even stayed up till 4 in the morning sometimes talking to him when my mom was away. Sadly due to him starting senior year those late night conversations got cut off, but our bond kept strengthening until I realized I had a crush on him. This had never happened to me before and it felt strange to finally have feelings for a boy, especially online of all places. I didn’t know he felt the same way until he posted on a thread that he had a crush on me, and shortly after a month long separation from the forums on my part, he asked me to be his girlfriend. I accepted happily and ever since then our love for each other has just grown stronger. Our bond is truly unbreakable, and no amount of hardships has been able to tear us apart, not even this one at the moment. :wub:

 

Since we are both leaving the forums (although I will still try to get on whenever my mom isn’t watching, but that may be rare and definitely less frequent than usual) our communication will definitely be at a limit. His parents are still letting him stay in contact with me thankfully and I will try my best to talk to him via another site or Skype. Since my mom is monitoring everything that may prove difficult but I will fight to keep this love alive, because I don’t want to lose the boy I love. :(

 

So thank you Chris for making my life absolutely wonderful since we first started this relationship, and I know we will keep fighting so it can live on forever. :D Even if my situation may get harder and we may be forced to cease overall communication for a very long time, I will never forget you and I promise with all of my heart that I will never abandon you for another. You are the only boy I can love, and I won’t ever forget about the wonderful times we’ve had together. And as for all of my amazing friends on here, even if I never got to know a lot of you personally, you are all great people and I will never forget you either. You will always hold a special place in my heart and you will always be my friends.

 

Goodbye until further notice. I’m not sure how much I can come on from now on, but I may randomly pop in every now and then if possible. Thank you everybody, keep calm and pony on. ;)

 

For Sanderspie:

 

 

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Is always sad when someone leaves rhe forums,and even more when you're forced too :(

 

I hope our roads cross again...

 

Good bye,Pink Mist

 

Sincerely

~Joel(my true name)

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Mist, I am so sorry for all of the things you and Dsanders are going through. 

All of us are going to miss you guys.

 

Like I said to Dsanders, you both brought a smile to my face all the time, and showed me how strong love is online. I really thank you for that. :)

You two are wonderful and strong, kind-hearted people. Keep fighting...I believe in both of you! I know you can get through it. 

 

~PrincessOfWub a.k.a terrible word-putter-togetherer. 

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I'm gonna miss you and sanders. I consider both of you good friends, and some of the only people I know who can fully understand what my relationship with syn is like. I know we didn't talk much, and when I did it was mostly to whine, but I still consider you a friend and I will miss ya. See you later pink, hopefully you and sanders can return soon :)

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I'll miss ya both, Pink and Dsanders.
I don't know much about your two, but you guys are the best friends that someone like me can have.
I hope someday, we can see each other again.
 

Sincerely

~Liz

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Wow...that's powerful stuff. Your love for eachother is...inspirational. I mean whenever I hear This Day Aria you and Dsanders pop into my head. Wierd. Anyways hope to see from you two. /)

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Aww i am sorry what your going through. Life sucks and sometime isn't fair. But we have go through tough times. I don't really know you cause i just joined. But i hope you have a wonderful time with your friend and hope you guys keep in touch with each other and hope things better for you.

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I'm sorry to hear about this unfortunate turn of events, Pink Mist. :( Although I haven't spoken to you as much as Dsanders, I can still see your love for him. So many teens go through several dates with barely a thought and many couples are glorified opposite sex friends. But you and Dsanders have something truly special worth fighting for. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Best of luck, sugarcube! :)

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I am sad to hear this Pink Mist. I never really knew you or Sander, you two made a lot of good posts in this forums and they made people really happy. The forums sure won't be the same from now on. You and sanders relationship is strong and your posts have spread light over the forums, those marks will never go away and will keep lighting up the forums in a long time to come. Good luck with life forwards and may our roads cross again.

 

- Hjalti.

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Well... its nice to have at least talk to you guys! I may have been here only for a little while but, it still matters to me. So in you guys memory, i'll keep the fun alive for everyone! I guess I guess i'll never be able to have a decent conversation with you two..... PFFFT!!! Try your FREAKIN BEST!!! I know they will understand!!!! 

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WHOA WHOA WHOA WHOA HOLD ON A SECOND. We can't lose both of you.

 

This is just the way things have to be, the odds are against the both of us :( If I had a choice I wouldn't leave.

 

 

Ohmy... Do you have a laptop? You could always go to a local mcdonalds or starbucks and use internet there.

 

A. I'm not allowed to leave the house without adult supervision

B. There isn't a McDonald's or Starbucks close by :( I do have a laptop though, which is what I use to get on here, and like I said I'll try to come on whenever I can ;)

 

 

nopenopenopenopenope

 

add me on skype :c

 

Unfortunately I'm not really allowed to use Skype xD I just use it to sneak on every now and then to talk to Dsanders but now even that's gonna be a trial :(

 

To everyone else: Thank you so much for the support my friends. I really don't want to lose contact with any of you. You've all been super nice and understanding with me and Dsanders and I can't thank you enough. It's nice to see we won't be forgotten when we have such great friends like you :D

 

Thank you for everything, and I'll try to come on when I can ;) 

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A. I'm not allowed to leave the house without adult supervision

B. There isn't a McDonald's or Starbucks close by :( I do have a laptop though, which is what I use to get on here, and like I said I'll try to come on whenever I can ;)

 

 

Doggon' it, well, if it's yours, keep it with you at all times, and when you're not using it, hide it or take it with you!

 

see ya when I see ya though! :(

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Doggon' it, well, if it's yours, keep it with you at all times, and when you're not using it, hide it or take it with you!

 

see ya when I see ya though! :(

 

My mom won't let me make anything mine only, everything in the house is ours so techinically she has the rights to use it even if I bought the thing in the first place >_>

 

*sigh* I bought both my phone and laptop and yet she still has the right to take them away from me if she wants to :(

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True love really does last forever. <3

 

No matter what anyone says, I will always believe and trust that the love we have for each other is real. :) What we have is true love and I have hopes that it may last forever. 

 

Everything's going to be alright. Things will be a lot harder, no doubt, but as a certain verse in the Bible says, all things will work together for the good of those who love God with all their heart. :)

 

I just know things will work out for us Gaby. ;) 

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... I knew you guys were having some trouble getting on the forums, but I didn't think it was this bad. I don't usually show negative emotion on this forum(or in general), but... wow. I'm really sad to see both of you guys leave. You two are great people, and are even better together.

 

I hope you guys find an easy way to at least talk with one another often. I'm not just saying that to be nice, I really mean it. Sometimes life just likes to punch you in the gut, and giving up won't do anything. You have to hit life back.

 

Anyway, I will really miss you both.

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Although I've heard of both you and Dsanders, I've never really met you guys. So, on behalf on everypony here, I shall recite a proper farewell poem:

 

Nature's first green is gold,

Her hardest hue to hold.

Her early leaf is but a flower,

But only so an hour.

Then leaf subsides to leaf,

So Eden sank to grief.

So dawn goes down to day,

Nothing gold can stay.

-Robert Frost, "Nothing Gold Can Stay"

 

Stay gold, Pink Mist. Stay gold.

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Although I've heard of both you and Dsanders, I've never really met you guys. So, on behalf on everypony here, I shall recite a proper farewell poem:

 

Nature's first green is gold,

Her hardest hue to hold.

Her early leaf is but a flower,

But only so an hour.

Then leaf subsides to leaf,

So Eden sank to grief.

So dawn goes down to day,

Nothing gold can stay.

-Robert Frost, "Nothing Gold Can Stay"

 

Stay gold, Pink Mist. Stay gold.

 

Oh my gosh I love that poem! :D It was recited in a movie I like. Thanks so much :lol:

 

True love really does last forever. <3

 

No matter what anyone says, I will always believe and trust that the love we have for each other is real. :) What we have is true love and I have hopes that it may last forever. 

 

Everything's going to be alright. Things will be a lot harder, no doubt, but as a certain verse in the Bible says, all things will work together for the good of those who love God with all their heart. :)

 

I just know things will work out for us Gaby. ;)

 

Despite how hard things get for us, I know that our love will last through all of it. As long as our love for each other never dies, it will get us through every trial life throws at us :D I love you Chris :blush:

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