HoneyViolet

My only motto is something my dad said to me when I was young. "Just keep smiling, princess." It's the only one I hold on to.

Oh I love coffee! I really like vanilla or caramel latte's and also mocha!

I'd transform into a kitty, into a little ball of fur! Hehe they're so cute and all they do is eat, sleep, get strokes and cuddles and scratches on the chin and behind the ear, and cat-nap and sometimes go out on adventures and then return to a nice, warm, cosy home!

Well, I have social anxiety which is a permanent scar from when I destroyed myself a few years back and developed an eating disorder. It kind of comes with the whole package I guess but um, I was bullied, teased and picked on all the way through school and also college so I eventually lost my voice and my confidence to speak and talk to people. I rarely talk to anyone, as in talking face to face. The only person I talk to regularly is my mom. I also hate talking on the phone, it makes my anxiety go through the roof and I'm also told I sound like a little girl on the phone rather than an 18 year old which makes it even worse.. *sigh*

My old high school that I went to was apparently haunted by a young girl who was pushed off of the bell tower and killed when it was a boarding school. At the time that I was attending, I didn't know whether I truly believed, although the paranormal has always interested me. Anyway, it was one afternoon and oddly really quiet on the computer tech corridor and I was walking to lunch on my own. To get to the lunch area, you had to walk through big heavy wooden doors that had to be pushed and only stayed open if they caught on the magnetic thingy-ma-bobs to hold them open and then you go down a short series of stairs and turn left. Well I heard footsteps behind me and I thought someone was going to pass me but nobody did, so I pushed open one of the big wooden doors and let go to let it swing shut.. but it didn't close or swing back behind me like it normally did. It stayed wide open as if someone was stood holding it. Since I heard footsteps behind me when I was walking down the corridor and I didn't hear it shut and I didn't hear it click on the magnetic holder thing, I turned around and looked at it from being stood at the top of the stairs. Nobody was even there to be holding it open like it was, nor was it anywhere near the magnetic thingy. As soon as I started to turn away to go down the steps wondering what had just happened and shaking my head at it, the doors slowly closed on there own. The whole time, I felt as if I was being watched. After that, I never went the say way to lunch, at least not alone. The bell tower is also in that area of the school just up another flight of stairs from where I was stood which makes it even more creepy. I still cannot to this day explain why the door did that. None of them had ever done it before and none of them did it after either. Weird..

My dream job would either be in photography, art or writing. I absolutely love taking landscape and wildlife photos! But I also love drawing and painting. Being creative is who I am and I love using my imagination, especially to write short stories on my laptop, I'd love to write and publish my own book in my lifetime!

We've never had a real Christmas tree before! It's always been an artificial one! This year we have one that's pre-lit with fake snow on the branches, it looks so pretty lit up!

Paranormal Activity is the suckiest 'horror' movie I have ever seen, I was just.. a total flop. It wasn't even scary and I was confused more than anything {although I do get confused rather easily}. It's parody A Haunted House was pretty funny though haha! Gosh I HATE that movie so much. I couldn't even watch it all and I practically hid behind my hands for the part I did watch. It wasn't that it was scary at all, it was just.. gross and weird and absolutely in every single moral way, horrible. Ew!

Thank you so much everyone! Can anybody think of any names for me?