MY SELF CONSCIOUS(Because I had nothing better to do) But honestly I never really had friends except a few friendly acquaintances, my main aspiration was to just finish school and become a scholar at a high level college. Sometimes though I did come with imaginary people in my head such as 'Tom' But they never really lasted, until I met my friend Jacob, who is now one is my closest friends. But overall I still am very similar to how I was before, I am fine reading my books and writing short stories, I never desired friendship anyways it just seems futile...