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  1. Middleness Collar
    Hello... I don't know-what I must to cure?


     
     
     

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    Liver?


     
     
     

    Oh... Sometime my liver begin ill. Once upon she ill very strong... My eye's albumen became some yellow, by edges, since 2015, when I drank neuroleptics. But, if I will to cure my liver, I will can't to cure my stomach and my mind, because pills and energy drink harms liver.


     
     
     

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    Stomach?


     
     
     

    Oh.. I have and common pain in my stomach. And, I have a hungry pains sometimes, and seldom me began fell sick. I have a gastritis (it is a inflammation stomach's mucous shell) 3 or 4 years, but I go to the doctor only in 2015 year.



    And I dont know now-what's in my stomage, and



    duodenum, because later 1-2 hours after enegry drinks and alcohol I have a hungry pains and fell sick.



    But, if I will be to cure my stomach, I will can't to cure my liver and my mind, because energy drinks prohibited in my diet, and pilul harms liver.


     
     
     

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    Mental condition?


     


    My problem in my soul-I must to drink a energy drinks, and only they help me with my mental illness, otherwise I will be to cut yourself, I will be cry wery strong, and I will be to try jump in window, because my mother forbid me to go to the walk. Or... I will be to try kill yourself, or fight with parents... So, energy drinks very it's important in my life. (Neuroleptics and other pilul make me only worse..)



    But, if I will be continue drink them, I someday will have a carcinoma in my stomach, or liver.. But without them I can to die too.


     

    It's a one coterie..
  2. Middleness Collar
    I very tired... Psychically...And I don't know why..



    I no talk with no one.. I no drawing.. I not do nothing! Ruefully..



    I have no power..


     

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    I have a many ideas.. I want return deviantart account and make popular, I with External Evil want to open comissions in English sites, because in Rissian sites we have fail, I want continue ASK in VKontakte, I want to create cartoon.. I want to finish writting my fan works... I want.. Oh... But I have no power, and I don't know what to do, and with what to begin.. T_T


     

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    All week, or more I feel a strong a psychical tiredness... I want a have a power..



    I want to find a job yet... Ooooh...



    I'm very very diffuse.. And I forgot again, that I make a boiling water from tea.. And forgot, that I talk with people... :awuh:



    May be it is schizophrenia's symptom? But I not believe, that I ill it.


     
    © Middleness Collar
  3. Middleness Collar
    Hello everypony! I want familiarize you with creation my girlfriend External Evil. She's 31 old, and she like to draw 1 year.


     
     
     

    External Evil's art on competer, mouse.


     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     



    translate: where I get 50$???
    medication: 50$
     

     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     


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    danger! pg-13


     






     
     
     
     
     
     
     

    External's art on grafic table


     
     
     
     
     




     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    it is pony adrenalin rush
     



     


    https://pp.vk.me/c604427/v604427114/32714/QtU4FhYPq90.jpg

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    About me


    Hello, everypony! I'm Middleness Collar. My login name belong my girldfriend, and she wanted to register, but she changed her mind, but was late. Me 17 old, I'm from Uzbekistan. I like to draw (sometimes), photoshop (sometime too) and to write article (often). I like a medicine, psychology and psychiatry. I'm a strange, so many people and pony don't understand me.
    I'm very happy, but I can have a depression, and to think about suicide, when my life fall, and I want suicide sinse 2011. But I not will be to speak about this. (RULES...)
    I like meat and acidic foods. I don't eat all rich, creamy, roast eat, dessert, hot and salt, because me will be badly, and I have a illness gastric. I have a problem with arterial pressure and consussion of the brain yet. And I'm very very emotical pony.
    I like a friendship, to chat, kindness and justice. I am a lesbian, and I respect LGBT and feminism, despite my country's traditions. I want run down in Russia, or Europe, where I can to live quietly. After I tell about my life in my country. I bad know English, so I can to make errors in grammar, sorry.
    I draw art mouse, my grafic tablet was broken. :C
    Every my post will be with my art
    I will be posting my friend's and my girlfriend's art with name author.

    My request


    Please, respect my request in my blog. It is:
    Don't flout me. I don't like quarreling, I like a friendship and funny time. If I'm not right - say this gently, okay? Arguments is good. Homophobia, sexism, nationalism, terror, age discrimination, etc - tabu. I not like this. Criticism is welcome, in a mild form.


    WELCOME! :3






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