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    Fighting with a friend...

    By Rosa,

    My mood has been suffering for the past month, I've been unable to really feel any happiness. To those who will listen, please keep in mind that I'm very sensitive and cannot break this cycle of mixed emotions that I'm feeling. I was fine until me and a friend started having fights and arguments...
     
    We helped each other through it all, not once getting angry or fighting. A few months passed since we became friends, and I don't know what set the two of us off. All I know is one week we were the best of friends.... Now it's just falling apart little by little.
     
    Everything he does to try and help, it seems like I'm only pushing him away from me... I hate myself for doing it. We both trusted each other to be there for one another, yet he can't do anything because I can't seem to let him do so. He shows me music he likes, and it seems I show zero reaction to it, and he thinks I'm ignoring him completely... I don't... I just don't know how to respond anymore.
     
    I'm asking you guys, what can I do to bring myself out of this?
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    When you need time alone

    By Rosa,

    I've had instances where I was so stressed i needed to play a game to relieve it, but that of course gets interrupted by a family member calling for me and disrupting my game session, making my mood worse. Is it too much to ask for an hour to vent?
     
    I play shooters or listen to music to iron it out and relax for a while. I help out more than i need to and relaxation seems more like a luxury now in this house. I have nowhere else to go, and jobs are much harder to find, plus my laptop got hacked and wrecked.
     
    Brother won't replace it, because he thinks it ain't worth fixing... so a computer which will be used for travel isn't worth it? Are you kidding me? That was a gift, and means a lot to me. Now all i have is this pc and it being a family one doesn't help matters.
     
    Only alone time i get is if nobody needs anything done, which would be almost never. I do my chores, and even help go get food for the house. I have stories to write and music to edit, I need this time to myself to think; not be called upon for some simple task that they can do themselves.
     
    Never a day when i do have such a luxury.
     



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    In response to negativity

    By Rosa,

    Apparently, people love to get a rise out of us, just for their own enjoyment. They go as far as calling you garbage(or in their terms, brony trash). It's quite sad to know I have to endure such stupidity from them even though I could just ignore it and move on with my life.


     
    But sometimes they never leave you alone and try to make your life miserable. But for me, it's just another bunch that has no life, and get off by being jerks to the whole community and generalizing everyone as if they understand each individual brony.
     
    So let's try and laugh whenever we get insulted, and just say, "yes you're right" and steal their thunder like a pro. I've known people like that it's a pitiful sight to see, and I hope you guys take these words into consideration.
     
    Thanks for listening, Rosa.
     




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