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Sometimes I think I should just give up on trying to make friends... It always seems like sooner or later I end up hurting those whom I love, annoying the crap out of those who I care about & generally just become a bother to those who I want to hang out with...
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The thing is, it's probably my anxiety talking... I just needed a place to get it out last night & I figured nobody would bother reading anything I posted here. There are plenty of logical reasons why my best friend wouldn't reply to my Skype message this week, and just because one of her other friend's friends (who's a bit psycho) falsely accused me of stalking people in their FFXIV guild (that I left 8 months ago, and I treated the people who I was still friends with the same as I always did the entire time, doesn't mean my REAL friend believes any of it)....
Still, I do have ADHD & I've done completely thoughtless, hurtful things in the past (mostly when I was in elementary school) without even realizing or remembering I did them, so I kinda get paranoid any time a friendship looks like it's going south due to automatically assuming it's my fault, when in some cases (like my ex-wife) it really wasn't....
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So if any of you are wondering why & what I changed my avatar to. I did this for Pride Month, and I added the colors of the Bi-Gender pride flag to my DJ Bonebraker logo, because I am bigender. I meant to post something about this earlier, but I've been struggling with depression the past 2 weeks or so, and didn't feel up to it until now.