Ocelot Candy

Y u no give me da pie? D:

Banned for not liking Still Alive.

A lemon creme filled cupcake with icing sugar on top.

I'm a mix of eclectic paganism, shamanism, wicca and feri-tradition.. So I guess I'm an eclectic pagan. My mom is a really Christian person, and because of her I kind of learned to stay out of the church. I don't personally see the theme fitting to me. It's too.. there is not a word for my thoughts. To say it plainly, I can't feel it. Christianity is not even near to my beliefs. And one more reason, the Bible says something about witchcraft and stuff like that, so I couldn't be a full christian anyway :I Unless an eclectic christian counts.. No, I find nature paganism more "my thing". It's really free, it's about nature.. Yes, my thing. "An it harm none, do what ye will." I find Confucianism interesting as well, but I think I would not practice it.. It's just interesting to investigate things about it.. And I like the whole idea of it If I offended someone, sorry. My opinion won't change, and even if I can't justify myself well enough, I think you got the idea.

Worst: I lie a lot, I can be really obnoxious and pervy and talk weird (really weird. trust me.) stuff every once in a while.. I also sort of enjoy being mean, which could be counted as a sadistic trait.. I try to curb myself every once in a while, but sometimes I can be REALLY really really mean. I have almost no confidence in myself.. Which is kind of clashing trait with the ones above. Uh, can't choose one <_> Best: I have a wide imagination and a sharp tongue, which I use to outsmart annoying people or to defend my opinions whenever I need to. Nothing mean, usually, but sometimes sh*t just happens. It can be counted as a bad thing, but I like it and I've used it for "good deeds". Whatever.

I'm really afraid of anything poisonous. I always sniff my food if I'm traveling aboard and won't eat anything suspicious-looking/something I don't know. I'm also afraid of long needles, guns, dark places, mirrors in the dark and suspicious-looking foreigners (sorry.. that's just the way I am). Oh, and one experience related to the dark places fear. It was about september, and I had been in a student council meeting which had taken a bit longer than expected. Mom picked me up from school, but she left me to the crossroads where I had left my bike. It was really dark, and the only source of light were the dimly lit streetlamps. I cycled as fast as I could, looking back every now and then. When I got near a big forest (the road I was driving was long and straight), I looked back and there, in the light of that single streetlight, I saw a long shadow and it moved towards me with a fast speed. I nearly fainted and with all my might I tried to cycle faster and faster, but suddenly I heard a snap, and I noticed I couldn't move the pedals at all (the chains had dislocated - easy to fix but hard to stop the bike..), so I used the front brake.. and looked back.. and saw a tabby cat approaching me with a mouse in its mouth. Damn, that was a relief! And so I fixed the chains and biked home.

I don't usually have any pockets as I like to use gym shorts and harem pants. But if I had some, I guess I would have my phone and earphones, because I like to listen to music from it. And, I guess, an USB.. Depends.