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    The Theater

    By pinkcupid,


    Grateful Girl
    I seriously forgot about how much fun it is to actually go out and watch a movie in theaters! Like seriously, I went with my bestie and my boyfriend to go watch Across the Spider verse in theaters and it was so fun. Then this month I've gone to see the Barbie movie three times in theaters!! Everything about going to see a movie is so much fun. The air conditioned theater, the big cushy seats, the cozy dark theater, the smell of fresh popcorn, and even getting to watch the previews. I've honestly been considering buy an AMC movie pass for a few months just because of how much joy I got out of it. 
     But I don't know it could also be because I've slowed life down and I'm focusing all my energy into all the amazing things I have in my life instead of worrying about the future or things I don't have.
     
    That's all for now. <3 
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    Moped Crash

    By pinkcupid,


    Grateful Girl
    I've been offline for a few days because of two things:
    1. I bought a new moped like I always wanted yayyyyyy 
    and 
    2. I fell off of it.. boooooooooo
    I was super excited to finally have the beautiful moped of my dreams. I, being overly confident, expected I would be just like Scootaloo, speeding around from here to there like a pro, but that couldn't be further from the truth. I had some practice at first in my driveway getting warmed up, then after a day I figured I was ready for my first long ride. I packed up my Totoro backpack with my phone, manga, earbuds, and wallet and headed out the door. I did a safety check on my scooter, strapped on my helmet, and got going. My destination was the library to return the book that was a week overdue. It was going great, and I was having so much fun. It was only going to take 1.9 miles to get there. I didn't take into account how it was getting dark then. I was only a block away from the library when I started getting shaky, and it only took my hitting the curb once for it to happen. It all happened so fast that it was so scary... I was going 10 mph since I slowed down, but I fell off on the main road. My moped slid, my earbuds came out of my ears, and I landed in the dirt. I picked myself up and immediately spat out dirt and blood. Then I panicked and ran to my moped to see if it still even worked. I moved it onto the sidewalk and took out my phone and used the flashlight to check for damage. Then I used my camera to check out my face, and my right eye was red and my lower lip was swollen. I called my family and my boyfriend to let them know what happened. They insisted on picking me up, but I decided to tough it out and ride home. When I felt okay enough, I hopped back on and headed home.
    I don't know if it was the adrenaline or anxiety, but I didn't fully feel my injuries until I got home. I looked in my bathroom mirror and realized my bottom lip and parts of my face and chin had scrapes, and my eye was super red and tender. Luckily, I wore a helmet, long sleeves, pants, and gloves, so everything was okay, just my left knee and body were sore (no bruising, so yay!).
    At this point, it was 10 p.m., and I called my best friend to see if she would be willing to come with me to the site to help me look for my Samsung earbuds that had fallen out. Of course, she said yes. She raced over to my place, then headed to where I fell to start looking. It didn't even take us five minutes before we found my buds. They were in the dirt right next to each other, so it was an easy score.
    All in all, I'm just so grateful. I only got a swollen lip, some scrapes, and a sore body. I'm definitely going to only make short trips from now on and not ride in the evening if I can avoid it. The whole thing was super scary. I've mostly been eating soups and smoothies since the inside of my lower lip is all scraped up and sore that it hurts to chew.
    Maybe later I'll post pictures of my moped. Mechanically, it's okay, but cosmetically, the paint was scraped and there's a small, one-inch crack on the side of the body. But truth be told, that doesn't matter because what does matter is that I'm okay.
     

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    Anxiety Sucks

    By pinkcupid,


    Sad Girl
    I really hate how misunderstood anxiety is. I can't stand it. Sometimes I just feel really alone. Anytime I try opening up about how I feel I get some stupid "cure". Like no I'm sick and tired of being told to "just smoke weed" or "chill out" or "stop overthinking" it's so incredibly annoying. Over a million times I've been told to meditate, change my diet, jog, smoke, living a minimalist lifestyle, drink alcohol or even to do drugs??? The dumbest suggestion I've ever gotten was from a man I barely knew telling me about some former millionaire who cured his anxiety after giving away all his money and choosing to be homeless because having nothing took away all his problems. What am I supposed to do with that information? Being homeless isn't going to cure me. I'm not going to start drinking/smoking that's ridiculous. I'm not going to get rid of all my stuff, my knick knacks aren't causing my anxiety, I already go to the gym and I eat healthy. 
    It's just so frustrating how little people actually know about anxiety. This isn't a feeling or me just "overthinking" this is something I was diagnosed with. My grandmother has anxiety, my mom has anxiety and I have anxiety. Does it define me? No. But I just feel so misunderstood. 
    I just wanted to vent tbh, I'm not looking for advice. It's been a hard few days, to say the least.

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    My favorite MLP Ship

    By pinkcupid,


    Happy Girl
    Shipping has to be one of my favorite things when it comes to fandoms. There's just something about cartoon love I absolutely adore with all my heart. But there's one that caught my attention 2 years ago that hasn't left my heart since, it's known as a crack ship. This ship is MordeTwi; I know what you're think but Cupid that ship is just a meme! It's a stupid ship! My answer to that is I simply don't care. It started with just finding the meme funny as in late 2021 it was popular on TikTok but with the more content I saw the more it unironically grew on me. 
    Then it got me thinking about how much their personalities would work well together. The smart and dorky Twilight with the simply fun-loving Mordecai? Yes, please. As controversial as this will be I don't care. Who doesn't love the dorky girl x cool guy dynamic? I would imagine Twilight teaching Mordecai about the meaning of friendship and Mordecai teaching Twilight how to cut loose and have fun every once in a while.
    If you don't agree, I don't care. If you want to create an angry mob to come after me then so be it. Burn me at the stake like a common witch, fling tomatoes at me in the town square but I'll never take it back. While we're on the subject of ships I also ship Twilight with Flash Sentry. 
     
    (NOT my art btw found on Twitter)

     

     
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    Homesick

    By pinkcupid,


    Sad Girl
    I've been away from home since February 28th and I'm so over it. I just want to go home and sleep in my own bed already. I miss my family, boyfriend, and dog like crazy. I miss all the little things in my room that make it home. I miss my pretty pink room, my toys, my pink rug, my, Ralph Lauren floral sheets, my stuffies, my antiques. My vase full of dried flowers; my bed by the window where I look out into my super tiny yard; the smell of a wax warmer; the soft glow, the antique princess lamp by my bed. I miss it all.
    I really miss sleeping in my own comfy bed these plastic mattresses with plastic pillows are not the least bit comfy. I'm just glad I have my own room if I didn't I would have definitely gone insane by now haha. 
    Not to mention the Food Sucks. I really miss making my own meals and being able to eat what I want. I've already lost 10 lbs here and I can definitely feel it. It feels like my stomach is constantly growling. All of yesterday I had the worst headache from hunger. I'm so tired of dry chicken and lukewarm meals. I want a fresh, hot, warm meal made with love. I miss making and eating dishes from my culture... I just need to stick it out 3 more days and I'll be home!

    The second I'm out those doors I'm going to a drive-thru and getting a big combo with extra large hot french fries and a big juicy burger with an extra large cherry coke. I am just so ready to go home. 
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