StaryStory

Hello Hello Hello! Oh no... Rafa Stary disappeared for several days again... I don't even know what to say anymore, I just hope I didn't worry anyone too much, I'm fine, today I ate fried bread with coffee with milk for breakfast, lunch and dinner were pig meat with beans and guava juice, for my snack I had French fries and for the evening snack I had salty crackers with milk. I watched videos and a bit of gameplay from the game Black Myth Wukong, I'm finding it quite interesting, I also made some drawings, one of them I managed to finish (the drawing of Mary below) I think I'll use it as a profile picture somewhere, probably my Youtube Channel, but I haven't decided yet, and I finally finished updsting all of the links on my blog! 

Anyway, overall, I'm feeling peaceful and healthy, however, I've been feeling strange these days, it can't be "loneliness" because when you make people care about you, you can always expect that person to be waiting for you, but it's something similar, for 2 months now I've felt like one of my "powers" has been weakening in free fall, but I can't say anything until I'm sure, to compensate for this, I've been training my mind and spirit more and more, to feel more relaxed, comfortable, and I feel like it's working, so it helped me a lot, however it's not very comforting to say that you're back to your friends and then disappear again without any advice, sorry for that, I've just entered a new decade of my life journey and that can bring worries for me, tomorrow can be a day that will change the course for me, and I don't know if I'm spiritually and mentally prepared for this new challenge, I don't know if I'm still strong enough to deal with it, but I can try my best, however, you are reading the message of a person who doesn't take risks and who doesn't leave his comfort zone, so don't expect too much, but I can pray that my wish to the Stary Stars comes true, and that it works out and doesn't affect me too much, it's very important, I really don't like to ask for anything, and you deserve more, I shouldn't be so inactive in the only place where I have friends nowadays, please wish me luck, thank you my friends, you are the best, good night ☆^^☆