StaryStory

Hello, I'm sorry for being online these days but not interacting. I was on a journey with a special person from the forum, it was a kind of...strange trip...it took me to a complicated part of my past.

This person really wanted to help me but I don't know if my mind allows it. I think this even had a chance of leading to something big, but with me and my stubbornness the chances were low, and not everyone has time for my craziness. I'm very tired, exhausted, for no reason, I'm feeling like I'm sick, but my health is fine. It's so weird, maybe I'm starting to go crazy, or maybe crazier than I already am, my head is spinning, my soul keeps leaving my body and coming back.

I think I'm tired...maybe of life, but definitely not of this site (I know what I said doesn't make much sense, but pretend it does). I had to focus on this journey. So I think that tomorrow I will be interacting here normally again, so wait (if you missed me), I will resume my activities, thank you. ~☆

Now, to the person who accompanied me on this trip, if you are reading this, you helped me enough, you did what you could, you're a amazing person. However, I think that this type of experience is no longer for me, I am in another time, with a different mind, I think I just want to live my final days peacefully doing what I do daily and forget the past, your intentions were the best and I admire them. However, there is no point in insisting on this if the most important element in this (me) simply does not move to collaborate. Thank you very much for your help and I wish you the best.~☆

Good night ~