Nooo don’t cry!! I hope you are okay. I wish I could give you a hug but I can’t sadly, so I’ll give you a virtual hug!
Aww man, that sucks. I’m so sorry, Yeah, it’s very tough battling with disorders but just know you are amazing even with these issues! Keep going, even if you feel like giving up, know that there are people who love you either if it’s in real life or here online. Wishing you the best of luck, stay strong my friend!