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  1. lilymalady123
    Cupcake had sat silently during the whole thing. She stood behind her father, bouncing to try and see Over his head. When kazin hit starlight, she stopped bouncing, pushed her father away and chugged a sherbet pop. She raced towards kazin, only for him to disappear a second later. She ran into a wall and hit her head. "Tell me about the rabbits George. " she said as she flopped to the ground.
  2. lilymalady123
    "Hey lily!" Yeah? "Let's read all the posts in THOS thread!" Ok... Nope, to long. In all seriousness though. I'm 14 (still growing) but my friends say I act about 8. You know why? When all else fails you, you don't are what anyone thinks. You start to think what do YOU want? I want my innocence and childhood back. That won't happen (pig!!! Swine!!! Rot in hell you bastard!!!) so I go as close to the moon as I can without Huston pulling me back to earth.
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    My imagination is a crazy house. I write stories and draw and act and sing but still I never seem to be out of ideas. It really annoys me though because sometimes I can't sleep until I do something creative because it buzzes in my head like a goddamn mozzy. I hear voices too which is fun because they discuss my ideas and they expand them for me. It sounds fun right? Wrong. It's so annoying when you are trying to type like right now they are talking about donuts. DONUTS FOR PETES SAKE!!!
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    My tulpa can hear them as we'll. sometimes she had conversations with them, but they never talk to me. Only amongst themselves. I think it is a load of dingoes kidneys how what I have has anything to do with tulpas. People who think that are deranged. I got my tulpa through hard work and dedication, while the voices (named maya, lily, Courtney and Tia) all arrived after a certain trauma. The sad thing is, my tulpa is the only person other than "him" to know what that trauma is. She has benifited me majorly when I have a mental breakdown of sorts because I can feel her hug me and hear her say it will be ok, because I don't get that anywhere else irl.
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    hi... uh... i guess. um... ive seen this topic around and i thought... well... i could just talk about my tulpa. her name is lily. i made her because i hear voices (actually in a mental institution as i type this) and i thought it might help. it does to some extent. she is my pony oc. sometimes it feels like she is my only friend. when i first made her, i was skeptical about the whole thing. i made her kind of a kind/cool girl type. then i made her look the way i wanted. then i worked on touch in my... own way. i would touch something then imagine her touching my hand, so i knew the sensation as fresh memory. she interacts to my surroundings the same as any person. she has a shadow, she can get wet in the rain, her mane blows. she is now like another person. i purposely made her unacttractive to me (im bisexual so that was important) so it wouldnt get weird. i've had her completed for about a year.
  6. lilymalady123
    after looking at the candle she raced after her friends. she saw the table and jumped into her chair. the table shook slightly as she did so. "hi princess celestia and princess luna!!!" she acted casual and still as happy as in the halls. she looked around, she liked the look of the dining hall.
  7. lilymalady123
    "yes, yes, yes. one time i made a whole wedding cake in just under half an hour. mostly i use it to stop starlight from studying though!" she chuckled and finished nomming her cupcake. she bounced behind everyone, then gets distracted by a pretty candle.
  8. lilymalady123
    "SUGAR, SUGAR, SUGAR!!!" she bounced so high that she nearly touched the candle on the wall. she smiled at emerald and bounced over his head. she pulled a cupcake out of nowhere and started to eat it. she had hid it a while ago, but it was still spongey and sweet.
  9. lilymalady123
    cupcake giggled as she bounced through the castle. she bounced up to emerald. "you look thoughtful... does it hurt?" she laughed as she bounced around in circles. "i hope they have thickshakes!!! I DIBS CHOCOLATE!!!" in her mind she asked herself about the meaning of balloons.
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    i really wanna cry right now, but if they hear me awake they'll rake my sewing machine!!!

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    2. lilymalady123

      lilymalady123

      a little. i'm currently making ponies, so i cant complain :P

       

    3. Count Paradox

      Count Paradox

      aww, that's good. ^-^ i'm just about to get to bed, so i shall talk to ya sometime later, m'kay?

    4. lilymalady123

      lilymalady123

      kk XD

       

  11. lilymalady123
    if you ask me, i would say "BOTH!!! yes have all the internet combine with the love and kindness of a thousand kisses" but thats mainly because i have a huge crush on a guy who is a sonic (more of a tails) fan.
  12. lilymalady123
    haha its so adorable!!! i like the way the doctor looks suprised but not scared, very whoovish. his ear is a bit round though, only thing i can spot XD
  13. lilymalady123
    i dont really collect the figurines due to them not looking the way i like, plushies i can make and change at my whim. i do however like the idea of a derpy so i can see her goddamn mane. i can never get the pattern right without a mould >
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    the cutest one, i always do that, even if they evolve ugly. i normally go with water because... well... i like water! anyway i reckon yep
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    can you put my oc, pic in my avatar... or in my character profile... meh. anyway, i would like her to be standing on the balcony of canterlot castle. can she be looking into the distance with a look of dispair? and around her put four random ponies. well, i say random, but one is red with yellow hair and an angry-face cutie mark. one is yellow with a blue mane and a happy-fce cutiemark. another is blue with a green mane and a sad-face. the last is green and red mane with a nerdy face. they should all be randomly floating about, slightly transperent if you could. oh, oh, her mane should blow too!!!! if its too much i understand, but i really want it XP
  16. lilymalady123
    i want to help others. ive been through a heap of shit and if i can help others recover, or even stop it happening my life will be complete. i dont want anyone to go through what i did, its disgusting and i hope those who do it die in a flaming hell! (woh, got a bit agro there...)
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    hi guys! lily here with another god-awful excuse of a thread. i was just talking to my roomie, beth, and she said my fear is really weird... ready for it?... care bears yes, that tv show that is somewhat similar to the best show in the world. why you ask? because when i was little, i loved the show, so when i missed an ep i would watch it online. one day i watched a weird video and suddenly zombies came and killed all the care bears. it was a screamer, and i know that, but the thought actually makes me shiver. whenever i see a pic of them i get a panic attack and start to hyperventilate until someone gets rid of it. i'm also scared of going to the toilet block at school alone, but thats a loooooooong story, well, not really, i just dont wanna tell you because i WILL cry so... you can tell me: 1) what is your opinion of my fear? im actually curious to hear what you think 2) what is YOUR weirdest fear? 3) why do you have that fear? do you know?
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    lily woke up on her couch. she looked around. she had got off the blimp and went to her new house... checked the place out... she had a LOT to drink... that explained it. she had a splitting headache. she rubbed her head and went to her fabulous black and white kitchen to get some aspirin. "dammit," she thought "npthing in here except my ginger pills." she moaned and got a drink of water. when her head had calmed down she walked into town, leaving kismet and izazi asleep in the house. she went for a walk. everything was so new she had to suss things out. ((ooc: forgot about this rp OOPS!))
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    Ask Luna

    lilymalady123 replied to Lunatic's topic in Ask a Pony

    aunty luna!!! mother wont let me sell my pony plushies on the internet because she says they are not good enough, but other people make them way worse and sell them. how can i convince her?
  20. lilymalady123

    night night guys, the peeps at the mental istitution are saying "lights out or we take your sewing machine!" so im going to bed. CANT LIVE WITHOUT MY BABY!!! NEED TO MAKE PONIES!!! AURGH

    1. chattydash

      chattydash

      OK

  21. lilymalady123
    i collect material and thread. i hardly use any of it, i just ike having it incase a zombie outbreak happens then i can make clothes and everyone would be like "no one but lily make clothes so we have to buy them from her" instant riches.
  22. lilymalady123
    haha, i have about 5 that i made. they are 16" tall not including their mane and have printed felt cutiemarks and eyes XD i have pinkie (who i am currently hugging ), trixie (with cape and hat), octavia (with bowtie), apple jack (with hat) and my oc (with saddle bag XD). it took me forever to edit the pattern to turn out how i wanted, and now they all protect me while i sleep XD. i make them take turns who gets hugged during the night and the rest sit at the end of my bed. i'm thinking of doing commissions because people have said they will buy them, but i dont know because im currently living in a mental institution... meh, itll give me something to do XP
  23. lilymalady123
    my favourite shop selling ponies? MY LIFE IS COMPLETE!!! ALL THE FEELS!!! jhgdcyuvaclixbharfabnurgcbwyrynfiucybcrxrjjrbc <- epic button mash, but still, YAY!!! i have three build a bears already and ive made pony plushies, but ALL THE FEELS
  24. lilymalady123
    nothing. im not home XD YAY FOR MENTAL INSTITUTION!!! if you were in my room there, however, you would hear me sipping coke and talking to beth, my roomie, about our darkest fears XP
  25. lilymalady123
    "princess celestia is an awesome princess who cooks the sun everyday, and then luna eats it everynight!" cupcake stated factually. "or at least, thats what poundcake told me..." she giggled slightly. "they are both really pretty!" she concluded. she pulled a cupcake out of nowhere and nommed on it.
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