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Posts posted by Ferret Girl
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I’ve grown tired from each passing day
Falling deeper by unknown means in your etched cycle
Hearing the stories of every occurrence
Bearing the sigil of emotional scarring as I embark as a daily witness
Fortune’s strange grace on infants born to disease
Or the cries of children I’ve never met, yearning for the pain to end
People roaming the world with no place to go
And others surviving with no reason to do so
All of it I’ve seen
And by your damned wishes, all of it I have felt
Pain, of others or of myself, felt deeply by no conventional means
I would ask of your help, to stop the injustice of this perpetual sadness
But I know the reasons why you hide your face
Even so, upon every night I rest my eyes, I see the faces of the dead and dying
The weak and the blind, the hurt and the depressed
The lives of those who find only another sleepless night
All in my head and corrupting my dreams, as I have bore witness
Your merciless injustice in life and in hope
It is all just scars to a mind, no more it would seem
I’ll pretend that I sleep well, and wake with a smile
I’ll go on living the life you’d expect me to have
A normality smothered in fallacies, your dream for us in ignorance
I’ll cover my eyes when they walk by, the ones who can’t keep living
And I’ll turn the page when I read of there ends
I bore witness before, and bear it today
And tomorrow I’ll try to forget, so that I can keep living
My dream world of perfected pain from the heart
My anger swelled up, curdled and rotten, tearing me asunder every night
Damned to continue watching, I try… I try…
I’ll never continue, I simply can’t
Witnesses to the world we were forced to observe
I’d ask for it to end only for the disappointment of another tragic nightmare
I’d pray, but I have forgotten the words to use
Little angels that you gave life are flying away
And with them they carry the words of tomorrow
Unable to know of your good intentions, as you cast them down as they began to ascend
The words I would give to you are lost
The pain of the loss, my heart to continue beating
Please little angels… fly away…
-David F.
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I don't really get the nostalgic feeling because I never stopped playing all the games from my childhood. They ate still to this day my main source of entertainment. When you spend your entire life with something, and continuously use it, it doesn't really bring out that nostalgic effect. I'm more likely to feel nostalgic over an XBOX 360 game...
But of course, If I had't continued to play them then I'm sure they would be nostalgic.
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Darkest of Days. A little known FPS from 2009 with an interesting premise. Just look it up.
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Mallow
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x Wingnut
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x Jokuc
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7/10
Simplistic yet very enjoyable style.
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Yu-gi-oh is awesome, but it looks way too blurry.
4/10
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x Nigtfall
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8/10. cute
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They died tomorrow from past experiences
Brought to feeling from bleeding trumpets
Sounding the songs of final tribulation
As children mournfully walk on by
Eyes filled with hatred from events unseen
Minds uncertain as the past accumulates
Fortune’s prediction of the newest beginning
Eyes wide these children
For no one else is there
-David F.
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I am legally bound to say yes
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x pervy Jokuc
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Staring eternally through shattered panes, the windows of generations come and gone
My hand against the shards, gently pressed, and flowing into the pools of crimson
Echoes abound in solitude, this place, where memories brought voices
Ever more in the sentiment of loneliness, unfathomable desires, I am forever bound
Through every flame, a spark of life, in generations come, I watch
Through every pane of shattered peace, relatively in pieces, resting in patterns
Groping tighter, these remnants of company and hope, a faster flow of red and love
-David F.
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Through cries in silent night, an outburst
In nightmarish dreams to plague my mind
A great irony stalks my thoughts
For cursed ground is where I walk
Where you have told me of my purpose
And from it, his sacred path I dangle now
Throat constricted, and bound from lost effort
Swaying to and fro with every passing breeze
Food for thought, as crows nibble their way through
My hanging corpse above your ground
My path to here from start
When you urged me forward
With messages of destiny to fill my mind
And a determination of heart
Forward under good graces
Willing and free
Forward under your eyes above
Forced and bound
-David F.
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Wow, Spitfire and I both won blind bags, what a coincidence. x3
Thank you Detective Butler, and keep making great paintings! c:
Merry Christmas!
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Ummm... honestly, I don't know.... it just sort of gradually manifested. Though I suppose you could say that it started sometime mid October.Congrats man! How long have you two been together, if you don't mind me asking? Anyways, I'll add you two to the list now!-
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Zygen
Dimitri Hammer
Jokuc
Motion Spark
Pinkie Da Shy
And most importantly
(Fire) Spitfire
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Known for cute
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Known for being an apparent Celestial fan.
Mad Cow Disease
in Non-Pony Art & Creations
Twas the disease of an unhappy cow, an angry sort at heart and lost from within. Life, and given as such, as to be mad. Unhappy cows with glaring eyes, mindlessly grazing the flowers of monotonous colors. The disease of farewells upon roads paved with trees falling from the sky, trodden upon by the cows as they flee from the remnants of sanity. That which it was, this mad cow disease stole my family. Terrible, monstrous desires of wet, crunchy feelings, a child in pieces, singing melancholy. Singing of flowers that could no longer be found. Mad cows they are, and for it we perish as fading specks of once brilliant light, set against the dim background of spectral meaning and significance, now burning not so bright and silently in empty vacuum. The miracles of disease are the smiles, sweet and unseen by grief upon these now falling stars. The remnants of sanity, along with what I once could recall as my family, gone once more, here for eternal, magically true. As I rode upon the backs of mad cows, I yearned to be free, and set upon the lost and the lame. I was whom I see.
All of it… all, the mad cows gave to me.
-David F.