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  1. FoxyCryptid
    Please see "A Mother's Goodbye" (also on my blog) for context.
     
    Melinda awoke with a groan and stirred under the sheet, trying to clear the fog from her head. Her thoughts were still scattered and she wasn’t sure where exactly she was or how long she had been out. She only knew that the cold metal against her back meant something had gone horribly wrong and she likely needed to make herself scarce.
     
    Not wanting to make a scene, she listened intently for signs of life in the room around her. After what felt like several minutes of nothing but the gentle ticking of a clock breaking the silence, she decided to make her move and cautiously sat up, pulling the sheet down to her chest.
     
    A normal person would’ve been shocked at their surroundings, but then again she wasn’t exactly a normal person and waking up in a morgue wasn’t entirely alien to her. It also brought some level of relief as she could have, and had woken up in far worse places after feeling the cold, familiar touch of death temporarily and fruitlessly claiming her.
     
    As the last of the fog cleared from her mind, she immediately remembered how she wound up bidding yet another temporary goodbye to the world of the living. She had been driving down main street on her way home from shopping and a delivery truck had come speeding out of a side-street right into the driver's side door of her car. The last thing she could remember before waking up here was searing pain all over body and the feeling of the car being thrown before she blacked out.
     
    Oh how she would love to call up that 1-800 number and tell someone exactly how his driving was. It was an enticing thought, but outside of a horror movie a call from a dead woman complaining about her killer would be written off as a prank and not worth the risk to her cover.
     
    Looking down at her bloodstained fur, she only had one immediate conflict and mild embarrassment with this whole mess. She really wished she’d have woken up with clothes on because sneaking out of a hospital in nothing but a sheet wasn’t high on the list of repeat performances that she enjoyed taking part in.
     
    She also felt bad about the fact she would have to ask her easily embarrassed son to go into her room and find her some clothes to bring along when she met up with him. He was probably already a nervous wreck from waiting for her to get word to him without that little hurdle. Showing up covered in blood was also likely not to help matters. He was smart and mature for his age, but his understanding of her healing factor still didn’t do much to calm the instinctive emotional reaction to seeing his own mother looking like Bloody Mary Worth herself.
     
     
     


    Had anyone even told him yet? He could be at home right now thinking her dead for real or in some sort of deep trouble. What about Sonic? If Miles did know Sonic likely did as well because those two were like brothers. That would mean undertaking the delicate process of letting him in on what she really was. She guessed when she re-grouped with Miles they would have to talk about that one. Even if he was unaware of her current situation the two were to close to keep Sonic out of the loop forever. Some of his other friends would likely have to be let in as well.
     
    Those things would have to wait, however. Her her main concern was finding her way out of the hospital and to a phone, she would also have to see about recovering some of her things later on if they hadn’t been given to Miles yet. He more than likely would’ve had an interesting experience explaining the scottish broadsword in the backseat of her car and the dagger on her belt. She prayed if that was the case he remembered all those times she claimed to have studied ancient history in uni and rolled with it. The dagger could be written off as a combination of protection and the eccentricities history buffs often have.
     
    She pulled the sheet tightly around her like a dress and as she climbed down off the table, thanking God that she hadn’t been shoved in a storage drawer yet. Not daring go looking for a light-switch, she relied on her naturally good night vision to find the door as she crossed the room. There was luckily no signs of life other than her own careful footsteps and nothing but a dark hallway greeted her as she cautiously eased open the door.
     
    Peeking around the heavy wooden door she could plainly see the light from above illuminating the sign that marked the stairwell at the end of the hall. They must turn the basement lights off after the morgue staff leaves for the night and leave the rest of the place lit up, even after visiting hours. She figured it would be best to look for an emergency exit in the stairwell instead of trying to sneak through a hospital that was likely full of patients and staff. Introducing herself as the corpse that just came through trauma a few hours ago likely wouldn’t end well, or really in anything that didn’t involve a priest and liberal usage of the word zombie.
     
    Of course, they’d have to deal with a body they’d assume stolen, which would mean they’d end up contacting Miles and Sonic before the next day was through to break the news to the next of kin and the person they’d assume was keeping an eye on him. She would owe that poor kid big time for the hell she was putting him through.
     
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    A shiver ran down her spine and she pulled the sheet closer around her body for warmth as she dialed the numbers on the pay phone that luckily sat right across the street from the hospital. A cold August night was not the most opportune time to be using an outside payphone while nearly naked, save for a thin sheet obviously designed more to protect a corpses modesty that for warmth.
     
    The phone rang once, twice, three times before a kid’s voice answered, one she knew well.
     
    “Hello?”
     
    “Miles, it’s me,” She barely spoke above a whisper, not wanting to draw to herself in the unlikely event that someone happened by.
     
    “Mom? Are you okay? I was getting worried because it’s been hours since the accident and you were torn up pretty bad,” She could tell he was trying to stay calm, but he was obviously a nervous wreck and couldn’t hide that fact from her. She knew him too well for that.
     
    “Honey, I’m fine. Are you doing okay?”
     
    “I think so. I mean, I feel better now that I know you’re okay,” He sounded unsure and she could tell something was bothering him. Her maternal instincts made her want to talk to him about it right there, but she knew it would be best to wait until they were face to face.

    “Miles, I need you to meet me somewhere but there’s something I need you do first. Can you do that, sweetie? Can you help me eith something?” She really did need his help, but she also figured getting his mind on the task would help calm him.
     
    “Is something wrong?” He sounded worried.
     
    “No, everything’s fine. I just sort of woke up, how do I put this?” She searched for the right words to say it delicately without embarrassing him too much, “If I said I woke up in my birthday suit, would you know what that meant?”
     
    “Oh God. Mom,” embarrassment had definitely began to creep into his voice.
     
    “Would it be less embarrassing if I mentioned I’m wearing a sheet?”
     
    “A little”
     
    “If it helps I could make into a toga or something,” She spoke in a obviously playful tone, intentionally try get a laugh out of him to ease the tension.
     
    “Mom!” He said with a chuckle, just as she hoped he would. She could barely stand to hear him so upset and it was just as much a relief to her picturing the smile that must have brought to his face.
     
    “I mean, I’m sure I could make one of those Roman crowns out of this bush behind me. That way I could even tell anyone that asks that the theater bus broke down.”
     
    In reply to that they both broke down laughing, him in response to her joke, and her simply because it felt good to have a genuinely happy moment again after an evening that must have been hell for him, just as it was for her..
     
    “Feeling a little better?” After several moments she finally caught her breath and found the ability to speak again.
     
    “Yeah, I’m just glad that you’re okay,” She could hear the difference in his voice, he was still nervous but it was obvious that he had calmed down and his mood had elevated considerably.
     
    “Think you can pack me a change of clothes and some soap with my other things, and meet me at the workshop you have in the ruins?”
     
    The workshop in question wasn’t much, just a place to store his and Sonic’s plane, the Tornado and for them to occasionally spend a couple nights in when things were busy. There was a shower there she could use and it would give her and him some time alone to talk before one of his friends got worried and caught up. They needed to come up with a way to break it to them gently.
     
    “Yeah, I’ll get things ready as fast as I can and see you there. Just be careful since you don’t have your sword,” He was a smart kid and obviously knew that some immortals would jump at the chance to come after her while she couldn’t effectively fight back.
     
    “I promise I will, but be careful to,” She knew he could take care of himself, but it didn’t stop her from worrying about him just as much as he did her.
     
    “I will. See you soon, mom.”
     
    Her mind now at ease, one thought creeped to the forefront as she began to plan her next move. She absent-mindedly spoke it aloud as the realization hit her
     
    “How the hell am going to make it to the Mystic Ruins?”
     
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    “Oh, this wasn’t one my better ideas.” She groaned at the sudden impact as the train came to a halt. She had managed to make her way to the train-station a few blocks from the hospital and stow away in the baggage car of a train that was making it’s next stop in the ruins.
     
    “Squawk! Suck it up! Squawk!”
     
    “You’re lucky I like animals to much to make fried parrot out of spite!” She cursed the annoying bird that had been her only company the entire trip. It’s owner had definitely not taught it any manners but DID teach it a very colorful vocabulary and repertoire of phrases.
     
    “Like you’d do it, toots!”
     
    “Listen here, featherbrain, I-,” She was cut off by the sound of approaching footsteps and knew he’s have to make herself scarce.
     
    “You’re in trouble!”
     
    “I want to make very clear that you haven’t won and I’m making a tactical retreat!” She hissed through her teeth as she made her way to the back door of the car and forced it open.
     
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    She let out a sigh of relief as she reached the top of the cliff and the workshop came into view. The light in the window and familiar sounds of tools told her that he must have gotten there first and decided to work on something while he waited. He tended to put his mind to his work when he was nervous as a coping mechanism of sorts.
     
    Rather than risk beating in the door, she crept around to the side of the building where she could see the light from the open garage door. Scanning the inside of the building she quickly spotted Miles with his head buried under the Tornado’s maintenance hatch as he fiddled around with something on the engine. Engrossed in his work, he didn’t notice her or respond as she made her way up behind him
     
    He jumped when she placed her hand on his shoulder, and the the sounded of his head colliding with the metal hatch echoed into the night.
     
    “Ouch!” He exclaimed as he slid to the floor, rubbing his head.
     
    “Crap, are you okay, hun? I really didn’t mean you startle you like that.” She crouched down and gently brushed his hand out of the way to inspect for for injuries, “Here, let me see it.”
     
    He reached up and placed his hand on hers, “Mom, I’m fine. I guess I just didn’t hear you come in”
     
    “Sorry,” She adjusted the sheet around her body and sat down next to him
     
    “I really didn’t expect you so soon, I figured it would take longer for you get here on foot,” Miles crossed his arms and leaned back against the the fuselage, facing her.
     
    “I actually caught the 2:00AM from Station Square, it was the luggage car special if you catch my drift,” She gave him a sly smile
     
    “I hope it it was pleasant, at least”
     
    “I had a great time, except for the sudden stops and that damn parrot”
     
    “Parrot?” Miles cocked his head and raised an eyebrow.
     
    “I’ll explain later, right now I’d like to get cleaned up. I feel like Carrie White,” She looked down at the stained sheet covering her form like some macabre parody of a wedding dress.
     
    “I didn’t want to say anything, but you do smell like that fridge Sonic forgot to plug in last summer,”
     
    “Hey!” She laughed as she reached out and playfully messed up his head fur, “The gas and oil you seem to bathe in every time you work on this stuff doesn’t smell much better.”
     
    “You can’t complain when I learned it from you!” he lunged forward and wrapped his arms tightly around her.
     
    “I guess not.” She returned the hug with her free arm and held him close as they both laughed.
     
    It was a moment of calm, of happiness that melted away the stress of the night and temporarily put her mind at ease. The questions and fears looming over her faded for that instant because the moment was all that mattered. A moment of peace and genuine happiness between mother and son.
     
    It was several minutes before they finally caught their breath and separated
     
    “I left your things by the bathroom.” Miles crossed his legs on the floor as she stood up.
     
    “I hope you didn’t have too much trouble explaining the... “ She trailed off for a moment before motioning with her fingers to signify quotation marks ““Equipment”, that was with me”
     
    “Your coat and the stuff you we’re carrying was the easy part. I think they kind of assumed the dagger was for protection, and you’re coat was untouched in the back save for some dust and debris from the crash. I just brushed it off.” His face turned bright red as mentioned the coat.
     
    “Something wrong?” She found his reaction odd, as her coat didn’t seem like something he’d be embarrassed to handle. She even used to let him cover himself with it as they watched TV when he was was younger.
     
    “I didn’t notice at the time, but I guess after I pulled it out I was hugging it like some kind of security blanket and wouldn’t let go. Sonic mentioned it later because it freaked him out and he was afraid I’d gone into shock or something.” He averted his gaze, obviously embarrassed, “I just feel stupid for being that worried”
     
    “Hey, I’m sure it was a stressful moment,” she leaned back against the tailfin of the plane.
     
    “I just felt dumb because I knew you’d be okay.”
     
    “Maybe, but no-one else did and I’m sure it was hard when no-one was there to talk about how I’d be sneaking out of the hospital morgue dressed in a bedsheet later, which reminds me. I don’t know if there was any cameras down there but if you see anything about leaked footage of a ghost roaming the hospital basement, download me a copy, ” She said.
     
    “Thanks, and I’ll keep that in mind,” he chuckled.
     
    “Did you have any trouble getting my sword?”
     
    “Er, not really. I got the some funny looks when I snapped out of it and fished out of the car, though,” He rubbed the back of his head and grinned, “I remember Sonic talking about it looking like something out of Braveheart.”
     
    “I’m honestly kind of surprised he was able to recognize a Scottish sword that WASN’T a claymore, he’s smarter I give him credit for.” She gave a playful smirk.
     
    “He did manage to keep this plane from falling apart before I met him. I mean, only barely but it still flew,” Miles grinned right back
     
    “Hey, there’s some stuff I want to talk about after I get cleaned up. Find some warm clothes and we can go for a walk. I’ve spent way too time stuck inside cramped spaces today,”

    Sure thing.”
     

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    Melinda let out a sigh of relief and ran a hand through her matted hair as she made her way towards the bathroom mirror, letting the sheet wrapped around her body drop to the floor as walked. The duffle bag in her hand made a soft thump as she tossed it on the counter with her sword resting on top.
     
    She wasn’t wrong when she assumed she looked like hell and the first thing she noticed was the blood streaked down her face from what must have been a head wound. She looked down and ran her fingers over the similar stains on her chest and stomach, then picked at the matted fur. She instinctively ran her finger over a particularly dark spot below her breast, along one of her lower ribs and winched.
     
    “The hell?” She looked down and saw a bit of fresh blood on her finger tips.
     
    She stepped closer to the mirror and noticed something shiny in her side, barely large enough to visible. She ran her fingers over it again, more carefully and felt something hard and brittle embedded into her side. She dug in with her nails and carefully grasped the object before gently pulling it out.
     
    She held it up to the light, a shard of metal about an inch long and half as wide as it’s biggest.
     
    “I hate it when that happens,” Occasionally large chunks of debris like bullets or the aforementioned shrapnel could interfere with her healing abilities and keep wounds forced open, and thus had to be dug out.
     
    She tossed the chunk of metal in the sink and pulled a bottle of soap out of one of the pouches on the side of the bag before stepping across the room and opening the shower door.
     
    A moan escaped her mouth as she fiddled with the knobs and finally felt the warm water run over her body, she just stood there a moment, letting it wash over her before scrubbing at a spot on her stomach.
     
    She took the moment to think about what she had decided to do and how she would go about it. Normally her kind would handle this sort of thing by packing it up sneaking away to somewhere they wouldn’t be recognized, somewhere they could make a new identity for themselves. Not this time, though.
     
    The thought of sticking around somehow had crossed her mind, but it was at that moment when she held her son close and listened to him laugh that she knew she couldn’t run. She would obviously never leave him behind and she also knew she couldn’t rip him away from his friends. She could never hurt him like that.
     
    Instead of running she would stay and face this mess. With his help she’d find a way to explain what was going on to everyone in their lives. Granted, that was easier said than done because it wasn’t like she could just walk up to them and unceremoniously spit it out. Detailed explanations and convincing would be in order.
     
    “Hi, I just wanted to let you know that even though I died in a horrible car wreck I’m better now because I’m actually a 1200 year old immortal warrior that just found your friend in the woods when he was a baby and adopted him.”
     
    She began to scrub her matted hair as she contemplated the best way to break the news to everyone.
     
    Sonic and Knuckles had both seen some strange things in their travels, so they would likely be the easiest to break it to. If it came down to it, the old tried and true method of demonstrating her healing factor would do the job. A simple cut on the hand could suffice with no theatrics or fanfare. She still had no idea why so many of her old friends went straight to mortally wounding themselves when a small demonstration is much less traumatizing for those involved.
     
    Amy, well Amy’s potential reaction honestly scared her the most because that hammer really looked painful. Maybe Miles or one of the others she told first would know of a way to handle it.
     
    Then there was Val and her daughter, Cream. That poor kid probably lost it the minute someone explained to her what had happened. She have to be careful and patient dealing with both of them.
     
    For the next few minutes she simply tried to relax and enjoy in the feeling of the warm water rinsing away the soap from her fur and taking any last bits debris and blood with it, watching as the swirl of red being washed down the drain slowly faded away and was replaced by nothing but water.
     
    After finally shutting off the water, she grabbed a towel and dried the water from her hair before quickly rubbing it around her shoulders, arms, torso, and finally legs in an attempt to dry as much of the water from her fur as she could. She then grabbed her tail and began to work the water out of the matted and soaked fur as she made her way over to the counter.
     
    She rummaged around in the bag, pulling out her undergarments and slipping them on. It felt good to finally be wearing something besides a sheet. When she looked up into the mirror she adjusted the straps of her bra and smiled, glad to finally be looking like something resembling normal. It was strange how quickly things were settling down for the moment.
     
    Her jeans were the next thing she fished out of the bag. She savored the feeling of finally putting on some warm clothing as she pulled them on and buttoned them up before pulling up the zipper. Almost instinctively, she began rummaging through her pockets and pulled her wallet from her right front pocket. She ran her thumb over the upraised dark blue Celtic design set against the light blue leather of the wallet, which remained surprisingly clean and untouched.
     
    The image on her ID smiled back at her when she flipped it open. She could almost recite the information from memory just the way she wrote it nine years ago when she had to adopt a legal identity for the first time in years to adopt Miles.
     
    Melinda Rosemary Prower, born March 7, 1986 on Cocoa Island. Height: 4ft, 6in, Weight: 90lbs, Hair: Black, Eyes: Green.
     
    Over half of it was fiction of her own invention, even her birth place was a lie because she couldn’t really list a place that no longer existed outside of historical documents. Her first name and physical description were the only things were things that weren’t outright lies serving to mask her true nature, and soon most of those would belong to a women seen as dead by the system while she carried new ones. It was the same endless cycle repeating itself.
     
    A list of names cycled through her head as she quickly finished dressing. She had been a honorary member of the MacLeod clan once, would a name like be too obvious with the legacy it carried? Reinard maybe? She’d have to come up with something.
    She made sure her gear was secure and pulled on her her overcoat before reaching for the doorknob. The next few hours were going to be interesting, to say the least.
  2. FoxyCryptid
    I'm sure some of you are wondering why I was MIA for a while, and that would be why. She unexpectedly passed due to lung cancer related complications Sunday night and it happened to fast that it kind of put everyone around here in shock. A part of me still can't believe it even though I was in the ICU the night before crying over her bed and saying goodbye.
     
    The one thing pulling me through is that everything I believe and feel tells me she's in a better place, and that she's finally up there with my father and sister. I can just imagine him in full dress-uniform with his hat in hand, and the sound of dress-boots echoing down the hallway as he walked into that hospital room and told her it was time to come home and that her daughter was waiting to see her again. They may have been divorced but they remained close-friends.
     
    My stepdad even mused that as we we're driving up the hospital Sunday morning after we got the call, she was probably already up there sitting at the kitchen table and drinking coffee with my grandparents just the way she always did when we went to visit before they passed away.
  3. FoxyCryptid
    I'm sitting here not knowing what to think because I've been doing research on things to finally gain peace of mind about everything and so many of the people I would have respected to some level before have been revealed to me as massive hypocrites and assholes with no excuse or much to be defended for.
     
    I'm at some sort of peace now because I see where I stand clearly, but I don't know if I like it because these people claimed to stand for all the things I love about this fandom and turned out to just be more liars hiding behind a mask to further their own ego and agenda. It's a major letdown because I don't know where to turn or who else is doing the same and I look at the people these individuals have emotionally manipulated with pity and sadness because I now they've been used just as much as any of us.
     
    There's one of these people that hurts more than the others though because I've followed things he's worked on for years and had real respect for him until he fell for it and showed himself to be a self-righteous egotistical ass.
     
    Hear, have this song because through all this I think Mando is one of the best and most sincere out of our big names and this song is an ideal I still believe in:
     

  4. FoxyCryptid
    You know, I love Lauren Faust and all. She did a great job of giving the show it's first breath of life and creating the world and characters, but one thing grinds my gears:
     
    I can't stand the people that kiss up to her to the extent of disrespecting the show's current staff and make it seem like everything without her direct hand in it is automatically garbage.
  5. FoxyCryptid
    So cold.
     
    Her body was almost numb from the cold rain that soaked her clothing and pelt by the time she reached the old warehouse. She rubbed her hands and cracked her knuckles, trying to restore the feeling back to them as her thin leather gloves had done little to keep them warm.
     
    The echo of her own boots on the concrete and the sound of the rain on the metal roof we’re the only sounds warding off the deafening silence as she made her way to the back of the building in search of what she came for. A silent prayer echoed in her mind that she wouldn’t be too late.
     
    She stopped when she noticed the figure standing under one of few fluorescent lights that still functioned. Her heart jumped into her throat when she noticed the fresh blood staining his white clothes.
     
    “I swear if you’ve hurt them,” her voice was quiet and weak.
     
    “I was merely entertaining them until you got here, it’s not my fault if they couldn’t handle a little roughhousing.” The figure said.
     
    “Where are they?” she dug her nails into her palm and did her best to avert his gaze.
     
    He merely laughed and backed into the shadows, causing her to give chase through the darkness until she followed him into a dusty back office where he stood behind a desk covered in a blood-soaked cloth.
     
    “Oh God, no..” she barely had the strength to speak.
     
    “Sorry, I haven’t been able to clean this mess up,” He ripped off the cloth and she stood frozen for what felt like an entirety as her world fell apart.
     
    What only looked like a gnarled mess of white and orange fur stained with red laid curled up on the table, barely breathing.
     
    “No,” she stepped forward, not wanting to believe what she was seeing until one of it’s eyelids shot open to reveal a familiar sky-blue eye staring back at her.
     
    “Please no,” tears flowed down her face as she she reached out and placed a trembling hand on his shoulder.
     
    “Mom, it hurts. Please make it stop.” he choked.
     
    “MIles, no,’ she scooped him up her arms, not caring about the blood quickly staining her fur and clothing, and carefully placed his head against her chest, “I’m sorry I couldn’t protect you, I’m sorry this happened. Please forgive me.”
     
    “I’m scared,” he barely spoke above a strained whisper.
     
    “It’s okay now, mama’s here now,” she hugged him as tightly as she could in some desperate hope that it would be enough to save him, “I promise, it’ll be okay now.”
     
    Tears ran freely and she began to sob as she felt him draw his last breath and go limp, “Oh God, please no. Please don’t take him from me, I can’t..” she could only cry and continue to cradle him in her arms.
     
    “Touching, I can’t wait to show you what’s left of the other one.” The figure interupted.
     
    “You monster, you son of a bitch. I’ll kill you,” she choked through the tears.
     
    “You’ll try,” he said.
     
    Instead of answering, she peeled of her trenchcoat and used to cover Miles as she laid his body down, “Here honey, you can have this to keep warm. Just think of it as mama tucking you into bed one last time.”
     
    She forced herself to let go and stood up, defeated and caring about nothing else but ending this.
     
    “You know, I’m surprised how much longer he lasted than the other one,” the figure held out his arm and a blue ribbon that had been nearly dyed red dangled from this hand.
     
    “Go to hell!” she screamed, drawing her knife and lunging at the figure.
     
    The blade sunk deep into his side as she forced him back against the wall. Rage stripped of her any semblance of self control and she withdrew the blade only to strike again and again. Hot blood splattered against her with and soaked her glove with each blow, but in her fury she didn’t care because only one obsessive and primal thought filled her mind.
     
    Eventually, she tired and and the assault stopped. Blood ran from the figure’s mouth and he merely laughed as he coughed up even more.
     
    “What’s so funny? Does something about dying amuse you?” she drew her sword and held it to his throat.
     
    “No, seeing you enjoying yourself like this is what amuses me,” he choked.
    Melinda froze and found herself unable to respond as the simple observation sliced into her like a knife.
     
    “You’ve already given in to the bloodlust, to the your primal rage. Why stop now when you could embrace it,” he reached up and pulled the blade tighter against his own neck, drawing blood.
     
    “It’s not like that, you killed him. You deserve this,” her voice shook.
     
    “What’s the matter, afraid of becoming just like me?”
     
    The sound of thunder shook the small room and a flash of lightning filled it from the window. In that instant the scene before her flickered and she caught only the quickest glimpse of matted black hair and emerald eyes staring back at her before the room went dark and she heard a single light hum to life behind her.
     
    She took one last strained breath and turned around to see it lighting the desk like a spotlight and gagged as she noticed something now stuck in body, stabbed through the coat. A familiar silver handled dagger with a blue jewel in the pommel, the same one she noticed now missing from her hand.
     
    Just like me
     
    The words echoed in her head as she collapsed to the floor and passed out.
     
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    Melinda shot up in bed, panting, and ran her hand through her sweat drenched hair. Tears still ran down her cheeks as she tried to force herself to calm down.
     
    “Just a nightmare, just a horrible nightmare,” she whispered to herself, “just..”
     
    The worst of the muddled images racing through her head came to the surface and she quickly fished out the trash can that sat under the night stand, nearly burying her face in it as she gagged. She felt her body shake and convulse with panic as she struggled to make sense of it all and remind herself that wasn’t real.
     
    Despite her efforts, the fresh memory of her son going cold in her arms ached like a bullet through the heart, even if it was nothing more than a dream. It was like her worst fear was made reality for those brief few moments and she couldn’t push the images out of her mind. It was real enough that the smell of rusted iron still filled her nostrils and she could still feel the warm blood soaking into her fur.
    The worst of it finally passed and she swung her legs over the edge of the bed and stood up, accepting the fact she was likely finished sleeping for the night, she grabbed her coat off the door before stepping out in the hall.
     
    She froze midway through putting it on as she noticed the dark stains on Miles bedroom door across the hall, until she realized it was merely dirty oil and grease smeared across the door like so many nights before. The door was already was open a crack and she carefully nudged it open far enough to peer into the dimly lit room.
     
    MIles laid peacefully in bed, seemly undisturbed by the various engine fluids caked in his fur or now smeared all over the covers and pillow. It would annoy most parents to think about the cleaning job in the morning, but she honestly found it kind of cute because his enthusiasm for engineering reminded her of the first time she saw a steam engine and the ensuing obsession with technology and tinkering with it that it sparked within her.
     
    Content that he was safe, she gently pulled the door closed and continued down the hall towards the glass doors that lead out to the second-floor deck. As much as she’d would’ve loved to get him in a bear hug, grease and all, she didn’t want to wake him when he had obviously worn himself out so thoroughly.
     
    A chill cut right through the thin sweatpants and tank-top she had worn to bed as she stepped out, even through her coat, but that was of little concern to her because she needed the fresh air to clear her head and help her think.
     
    She began to wonder if she had inadvertently put her friends, and even her own son in danger simply by being in their lives, if she had just convinced herself that she could protect them out of some kind of selfish desire to have the children she could never bear as an immortal and the friendships that were often hard to maintain with others like herself. Had she only hurt them by staying? Had she only been been lucky for so many centuries that her mere existence didn’t lead to pain and suffering for those she cared about?
     
    Would it better if she just left right now and left no way for them to follow? Left Miles with Sonic and hoped one of them would come up something to tell the others to make it hurt less. She knew that it would hurt Miles deeply to just abandon him, but would it be worth it if that kept him safe from the danger she was always in, made it so his battles with Eggman would be all he had to deal with?
     
    The thought hurt her and made her heart ache, but she truly had to wonder if that would be the right thing.
     


    No,“ The word echoed in her mind from somewhere deep inside.
     
    “I’m here now and I promise I won’t leave you,” Her own words spoken not long ago to Cream.
     
    “I’ll be right here for you no matter what, okay?” Words spoken to Miles the same night, a second promise.
     
    No matter what, she would find a way to stay and protect them. No matter what her own doubts were, she could not break those promises. It wouldn’t be easy and she’d have to face that monster again, but she would stand and fight to protect everything she loved.
     
    As if on cue, she heard the door sliding open behind her.
     
    “Mom, why are you standing outside in your PJs and trenchcoat at 3AM?” Miles asked.
     
    “I just needed some fresh air,” she lied.
     
    “Are you feeling okay, Mom?” he asked, sounding concerned.
     
    “I’m fine, kiddo. How about I tuck you back into bed?” she crouched down and rubbed his head.
     
    “Aren’t I getting a little old for that?” he smiled.
     
    “Let’s find out,” she quickly slid her arm behind his shoulders and hooked the other arm behind his legs before lifting him into the air as she stood, “ I can still do this, so I guess not.”
     
    “You can lift Vanilla and she’s almost as big as you are, I don’t know if this is really fair,” he instinctively put an arm around her neck for support.
     
    “Who said anything about fair, you said yourself I don’t fight fair so why should I start now?” she chuckled.
     
    “You can be annoying sometimes, but I still love you,” he yawned and leaned his head against her chest.
     
    “I love you to,” she kissed his forehead and carefully started back through the house, flinching at the taste.
     
    “Mouthful of gas?” he asked sleepily without moving a muscle or opening his eyes, “sorry, I was to tired to wash off tonight.”
     
    “It’s okay, I’ll live,” she carefully opened his bedroom door and stepped inside, this time taking note of the damage, mainly consisting of greasy footprints and the aforementioned stains on his bed.
     
    After carefully pulling the blankets down she gently laid him down on the bed, making sure head his head was comfortably resting his pillow. She felt his arm slide free and he rolled over on his his side to face her as she pulled the cover over him and and let her arm lay over his shoulder.
     
    “Goodnight, Mom,” he yawned.
    “Goodnight, honey,” she remained crouched next to the bed for quite sometime, letting the last lingering images of the nightmare be replaced, the sound of his breathing comforting her and serving as a reminder that he was okay this time.
  6. FoxyCryptid
    I finally found the perfect analogy on how I feel about the fandom and why I'm torn:
     
    Picture a beautiful city, Sunny and full of life and people doing awesome things and street performers showing off all of their trades along the sidewalks and just brightening up everyone's day. A place where even the sunset brings beautiful night and lively night life full of good music and people nursing a solemn mood under the comfort of shadow.
     
    Now, picture this place is surrounded by horrible slums that scare off any possible new citizens and even entice some people to leave town because of the garbage they get from people they interact with out of town about how shitty the place they live must be and how horrible it must be to live there, and even from ex-residents who has been staring at those slums on the outside for so long they've forgotten what lays beyond,
     
    That is how I feel. I love the show, the comics, this fandom, and the people in it, but I feel like outside pressure is forcing me out.
  7. FoxyCryptid
    It's bee a long time since I watched a new anime, so I figured I ask for suggestion. Here's some of what I've enjoyed in the past:
     
    Saber Marionette J
    Rouroni Kenshin
    Yu Yu Hakusho
    Yu-Gi-Oh(first generation)
    Gatekeepers 21(I think this one might be kind of obscure because it's only six episodes long and I found it in a Dollar Store bargain bin)
    Cowboy Bebop
  8. FoxyCryptid
    Heavy Rain seems good so far, like someone gave one of those really art and story focused indie titles a huge budget. Although, I can tell it's going be a emotional trip because I've only played for about an hour and it's almost broken me a couple times already.
     
    I like how it's trying be kind of like one of the old FMV adventure games, but actually good. This is also the first time I've extensively used the six-axis controls on the PS3 and they seem to work well.
  9. FoxyCryptid
    I've been thinking about my place in the fandom and community and come to realize something. I did watch the show when I got up the courage, and I did legitimately enjoy it, and still do. I legitimately enjoyed the awesome fan-work and still do.
     
    I feel like I came into this in an academic back in 2011 though. I feel like I was more enthralled with the strangeness and newness of all this and more interesting in learning about the community than being a part of it, and lead me to wear a bit of a mask to try to fit in. That's changed though, I feel like I legitimately became a part of this and some point and mask was no longer a mask and that was a happy moment.
     
    There's also some sadness to it though. I don't know if was the newness, the thrill of the first fitting in, or just my own nostalgia goggles because I was just a teenager fresh out of High-School at the time but I feel like times have gotten hard and I've gotten bitter(and it's a bitterness I don't want) I almost wish I could back and live out those first months again and maybe do something different to prevent my attitude, to retain my optimism about the fandom and stay idealistic, and maybe pray all hell and drama didn't break lose and live that place in shambles.
     
    I guess I'm posting to ask for help. Maybe someone here can help me restore my faith in the fandom and shed my judgemental-ness, and capture some of that old magic again, as stupid as it sounds.
  10. FoxyCryptid
    Dear Indie Horror game makers, I'm getting really sick of you remaking "I Can't See Shit: The Game.", I feel as though you were going for "nothing is scarier" but I feel like I could have gotten the same experience by merely turning off the lights in my bathroom and sitting in there until my eyes lose focus and I begin to hallucinate.
     
    I know you probably put tons of work into the designing the game world, and I would very much like to see it and admire that hard work for myself.
  11. FoxyCryptid
    I just had a thought.
     
    Conspiracy theories(or rather, the community around them) are the ultimate echo-chambers:
     
    Someone disagrees? They must be a shill(I've actually been called this by a couple really crazy theorists just because I could tear their theories apart)
     
    Information goes against you're view of reality? It must be planted.
     
    The evidence on hand challenges your theory? It must be falsified in some way.
     
    Someone doesn't believe you or doesn't share your delusions? They must be in on it.
     
    A news source doesn't confirm your bias? They must be owned by the New World Order.
     
    A news sources panders to you? They must be the real holders of the truth.
     
    In all truth though, I can see where it comes from. Fear compounded by escapism and wanted to be the cool guy that's fighting for something like Fox Mulder or Diana Skully.
  12. FoxyCryptid
    Last chapter and the setup for some real plot in the next story.
     
    -----------------------------
     
    “I’ve done some snooping around in sealed government records, stuff that they didn’t seem to want to find a public explanation for. I found some cases identical to what you say happened with this women, the kid’s mother,” The image on the monitor was cloaked in shadow and it’s voice was distorted by a voice modulator.
     
    “Well? What did you find, my little mole,” Eggman said.
     
    “It lead me to a private group they’ve kept on eye on for some time called The Watchers that have dedicated themselves to shadowing individuals like what she claims to be and keeping records of their lives. From what I can tell they consider themselves historians keeping the stories of these walking relics alive and ensuring all the history they’ve seen and been a part of won’t die with them.” The voice said.
     
    “I assume you found your way into their records, as well,” Eggman looked up at a copy of the on-scene medical report displayed on one of the other monitors, which also displayed a close-up of the body’s face taken for verification purposes next to a more recent picture taken by one of his spybots later that night of her alive and well. It had picked up most of the conversation between her and the Hedgehog as well.
     
    “You know me to well, when I accessed the records with the name Melinda Prower I found nothing because it had been locked out as an alias, but when I used the other name she gave, Melissa MacLeod I found a great deal of interesting information supporting her story, and then some,” The figure picked up a manilla envelope and waved it across the screen, “I’ll see that a delivery bot gets these copies to you as soon as the usual amount is deposited in my bank account.”
     
    “Do you think she’s as much as a threat as Sonic?” Eggman asked.
     
    “I can’t be certain, she seems to have no special abilities past the whole immortality gig, but if these are to be trusted she’s a damn impressive fighter and has been through a variety of combat training as she served various armies and rebel groups throughout the centuries. It notes she’s good with explosives and mechanic work, must by where the little gearhead got his smarts from.” The figure fiddled with some controls, obviously bringing up information on his screens, “I can imagine she’s proficient with a variety of weapons as well.”
     
    “Looks like I may need a bit of insurance on my side in case she puts her pieces into play,” Eggman said.
     
    “I’ve been waiting for my cue,” a voice rang out from behind the Doctor, causing him to whirl around.
     
    “Who are you and how did you get in here?” Eggman demanded.
     
    “Most people call me Frostbite,” He said, stepping out of the shadows.
     
    It was a mobian fox in pure white clothing to match his fur, his long coat almost trailing on the ground. His right hand from just below the elbow down was cybernetic, as well as most of his left leg. Both artificial limbs were painted a bright blue that stood out against the white fabric of his clothes. The kid couldn’t been older than 16 and his youthful features we’re marred only by an obviously missing eye that had been crudely covered by sewing the eyelid shut. His one good eye was a piercing and cold blue that lived up to his name.
     
    “Mind explaining to me how the hell you got in and what you want?” Eggman asked.
     
    “I overheard you talking about that woman and I figured I’d offer my services in helping deal with her,” Frostbite said.
     
    “How do you propose to do that?” Eggman asked.
     
    “Because I’m an immortal as well, and I have some history with that one,” He smirked at the pictures on the screen, “My my, looks like she still has a soft-spot for mortals despite how fragile and useless they are.”
     
    “I’m listening,” Eggman said.
     
    “You see, we had a little run in a couple hundred years ago because she stumbled upon me enjoying myself and didn’t approve of my kind of fun. As a result we fought and she did all this to me. Took my hand, my leg, my eye. The strangest thing happened though, even has she held her sword to my neck something I can’t explain stopped her from killing me. Maybe she just looked me in the eyes and became afraid of consuming everything I am.” Frost chuckled at that last part.
     
    “What are you talking about?” Eggman asked.
     
    “If I may interrupt,” the voice on the monitor said, “I believe he’s referring to an event called a quicking. When one immortal permanently kills another via beheading they absorb their opponents skill and knowledge, at least according to this.”
     
    “I like you, you’re a fast learner,” said Frost.
     
    “What would you ask in return for fixing my little potentional problem?” Eggman said.
     
    “Nothing but the pleasure of crushing her and all she holds dear,” Frost withdrew a hand-and-a-half sword from his coat and held it up, the mirror-polished blade almost glowing under the fluorescent lighting..
     
    “It’s a tempting offer,” Eggman rubbed his chin.
    “You game, or not?” Frost gently ran his fingers up and down the blade.
     
    “How do I know I can trust you?” Eggman questioned.
     
    “You don’t, but it’s not like I can do much harm when I’m already working for pleasure,” Frost answered.
     
    “Okay, you’re hired, but you better not try and pull anything funny,” Eggman held out his hand.
     
    “Wouldn’t dream of it, doctor,” Frost took his hand in a tight grip and shock it.
     
    After letting go he disappeared once again into the shadows, “I’ll be in touch when I’m through with my task, or if I require any services you can provide.”
     
    “Something about that one makes me uneasy, he’s to calm and he seems almost happy to do this dirty work,” The figure on the monitor said, “I also wonder how knew you we’re snooping around and managed to be here just at the right time.”
     
    “Maybe, but I’m curious when he can do and I’m also curious what she can do. Watching them duke it out might provide me answers to both those questions no matter who wins,” Eggman said.
     
    “Very well, contact me if you require further services. The payment for what I already have goes to the usual place,” The screen went blank.
     
    “This just keeps more interesting,” Eggman mused.
  13. FoxyCryptid
    This is a relatively cheap wallhanger, but I've always loved Duncan's Katana so I had to have this for $17 even if it's a cheap knock-off instead of anything officially licensed. This is probably the silliest nerd thing I've ever paid money for.
     

     

     

  14. FoxyCryptid
    http://gizmodo.com/5973730/grab-photoshop-and-cs2-for-absolutely-free-right-here
     
    Long story short, they don't want to run the activation severs for it anymore, so it's free right now. You just have to sign up for a free Adobe account. It is legit, I've downloaded Photoshop and Illustrator already(link goes to an article about it, which links to the right place on the Adobe site)
     
    Update: it works, even on Win8
     

  15. FoxyCryptid
    http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2826252/Parents-horror-Evil-Stick-toddlers-reveals-picture-young-girl-slitting-wrists-knife.html
     
    Also, I want a couple because of the "WTH" and creepy value those things have.
  16. FoxyCryptid
    I LOVED as a kid and watched it everyday I could on IPTV(the local public TV channel), I just downloaded Season 1 an watched the first episode tonight. It was enjoyable and the story and writing seem to have held up fine. I will admit the animation hasn't aged well though. It's that weird of kind of "just okay" where I wouldn't call it bad, but I'd also hesitate to call it good.
     

  17. FoxyCryptid
    I make a plea to the entire fandom from this little blog, We all like different things, we all create different things, that's what makes us so diverse and wonderful. Same goes for disliking something, you think Snow Drop is a horrible sue, I think she's wonderful, those are are opinions that we are both entitled to. Wonderful things they are, opinions, and it feels wonderful to voice them, positive or negative.
     
    I know it's a human need to vent, I do it all the time. We just need to all remember to be somewhat civil and respectful when we do it. You don't have to sugarcoat things, I sure as hell don't. Just be respectful. People don't always like the same things, this is lesson we all should have learned along ago. We should all know the folly of "stop liking what I don't like" more than anyone.
     
    If you truly think the content someone makes is wrong, I leave you with a challenge, one to better yourself and become a better person. Listen carefully to these words, and think about what they mean. Take that meaning to heart and live by them:
     
    "Hate the sin, but love the sinner."
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