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  1. termenchecks
    >wake up
    >feel depressed, have a cold and have slept only 3 hours
    >realize i'm late
    >have to go catch my bus without even brushing my teeth, eating breakfast or taking my antidepressants
    >see hurt bird lying on his stomach on the ground twitching on my way to the bus
    >cant help the bird because i have to catch my bus so that i don't miss school
    >feel really bad for it all day
    >get note for forgetting my math-book at home
    >"friends" mock me all day saying that i'm a failure and that they don't want me being around them. not sure if they're kidding or not. sometimes they're my friends and sometimes their not.
    >forget my lunch box at home
    >dont have any money to buy lunch
    >get a european fotball (i come from norway. the ball is round here lol.) trown really hard in my face by accident in recess
    >luckily i'm very insensitive to pain so i just shrugged it off. still was painful though
    >feel like people are ignoring me
    >schools over
    >take buss home
    >see that the bird was crushed by a car on my way home
    >if i just could've moved him out of the road he may have at least survived
    >get home
    >fireplace is broken
    >have to freeze to death
    >decides to be a jackass on mlpforums again
    >get 250 warning points
    >try to make music
    >end up with crap
     
    >well that was interesting
  2. termenchecks
    1. Take a piss/shit with the bathroom door open while making loud noises
    2. Invite a friend over and do drugs togheter
    3. Watch porn on full volume
    4. Make a documentary about foxes
    5. Bring one of the foxes home and lock him up in your guest bedroom
    6. Arrange a "show and tell" day for shits and giggles at work
    7. Bring your dead and rotted fox
    8. Get fired
    9. Smash a toilet
    10. Ask random people if they are going to die soon
    11. Make up offensive, brutal and hilarious stories to share with kindergarteners
    12. Start a secret cult
    13. Become a dictator
    14. Make friends with your bussdriver
    15. Seqway
    16. Run off to another country, change your ID and start a new life
    17. Spend the night, alone, in a huge and old military warehouse
    18. Get on tv
    19. Crash and burn
    20. fake a serious mental illness
  3. termenchecks
    backstory:
    I started making this show called fishman and doggybag about one and a half year ago.
    The whole thing was me making a video each weekday which usually had something random going on with a punchline at the end. It ran for three weeks and it got fairly popular in my school.
    I took a break for three months and after popular demand, i started season 2.
    Season 2 had basically the same concept, but this season it took a more darker turn, were mostly just random nonsense and it didn't have any punchlines.
    Somewhere in between july and august, i deleted my videos because they didn't appeal to me anymore.
     
    And now, a year after, I'm making season 3. This time, F&D goes full circle.
    PROMO
    >>>>>>>>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=27Yi0hlpqEI<<<<<<<<<<
    PROMO
    Season premiere this Wednesday.
    (please excuse me for my bad english.)
  4. termenchecks
    and everything has become so boring lately, i have over 12000 songs in my music library and several records and cd's, but there's nothing to listen to. nothing has the same feeling as when it was fresh, when i first discovered it. i desperately download music and search trough my library to try and find something to listen to, i listen to it, approximately 12 hours a day, but nothing is the same as it was. at the same time i feel so restless, and my whole body just feels tense, everything just feels so uncomfortable. i need to go experience something new, meet new people or something. everyone i know is just complete shit, everyone around me is shit, life is shit. god damn it. it's just the same day out and day in. wake up piss early in the morning, go to school without eating or anything, sit trough 8 hours of torment from shitkids, get home, eat, do homework, sit infront of the pc screen until i probably should go to bed, repeat. and on the weekends i occasionally go out with a friend, but mostly sit around this screen non-stop. and it isn't even fun, what the fuck am i doing in-front of this thing, i don't even want this, i don't do anything other than just make songs all day on it. other than my parents, i dont fucking talk to anyone other than on school and in drama practice! and i have all theese feelings bottled up inside! i havnt fucking cried for three years and i rarely rage! what the fuck! it feels fucking awfull! i havent showered in over 6 days! how has fucking come to this! i also used to lay in bed and have this good feeling about everything, but now i just lay there at night, thinking about all this depressing and awfull shit. everything is just a bunch of stress! i just want to relax and have everything back to the way it was before
  5. termenchecks
    i'm working on a compilation-album with other artists right now, and it's due till monday. so stressed.
    i'm also getting close to my 100th song and therefore i'm thinking off making an EP for some sort of a anniversary celebration. does anyone have any suggestions for a theme for the ep?
     
     
     
    in other news:
    it's so difficult to put my thoughts into words. even though i know what i'm talking about. it just ends up as an incoherent mess sometimes. and i can't say exactly what i think off. its like i only think in pictures and stuff.
    and i'm actually really intelligent, but ^that. doesn't matter if it's in norwegian or english.
  6. termenchecks
    i'm starting to do stuff i even can't remember i did. lol. i think it's because of my lack of sleep. and sometimes i tend to think that stuff is stuff, when its not stuff. and then i realize it in retrospect. but it sounded really smart when i said it. lol and i wrote some guy on the forums's name as a status update. and 5 mins afterwards i scroll down to look on the statusupdates and i'm like wtf.
    i hope everyone is having a splendid day.
    lol lol
    lol lolololol lol lel
    LOL!!!

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