TwilightCircuits Amazing Story Part 3. Discretion advised.
Welcome back! I think we're going some where! We're on to something good here... Out of mind... Out of state... Trying to keep our head on straight. lol Well, there's only one thing left to do. Drop everything I have and go with you somewhere back there. I left all MY worries behind. It's like, the problems fell out of the back of my mind. And I think some of us feel that we never know where we're going and we're right back to where you started which is wrong. You should be like "i'm pressing on and when i do that, all my distress will eventually be gone" because I know you want it all back sometimes feel like you can't take it anymore and so you say "i'm done with that" and put one foot out the door. It's like "why can't I be me?" and sometimes it makes us feel that us bronies are the ones that are wrong. Well don't worry, we'll get over adversity, and search for joy until we've found it. I'm sure we'll find it when we leave all our worries behind. We're going to press on and say our stress is going, going, gone! Cause you want it all back and aren't going to take it anymore!
Some of you look out on me, but you don't look down on me all. You smile and laugh and feel the love you have for me. That might sound kinda mushy to some of you but I know that there are some of you that believe we're going somewhere and that we're on to something good here. And that maybe, we're going to make it after all.
Now if the above two paragraphs were beautiful to you. You are right, it is. And if you want to hear the song with those exact words, you'll have to go back to Part 2 and watch that vid. That's right! Those two paragraphs were written using the lyrics in that video. Now if you are one of those ponies that are saying you don't need to watch the video since I have already written the lyrics. I knew you would be coming. There fore, it is my pleasure to inform you that when I post a video in relation to my teachings, it has a very valuable message imbedded in the video. That is why I use them. That also means if you really wish to understand my way of thinking, you are also going to have to learn to follow instructions. Now, this isn't something tyrannical or anything. Nope. I said I was teaching you the law of attraction. But I've mentioned the universe already and that the universe is about balance. To get balance, certain things must be done in a certain order and that order only. Yes, I know. Some of you actually coming up with the arguement as to the specific order of things, thinking that it doesn't have to be in a certain order and that everypony is different. Really? Did you feel I hadn't thought of that? That is why it is called the scientific method to a degree. Basically, if the right combination of things is done in a certain order and repeated over and over, then order can be restored to both your heart and your mind. Then only thing left is love. If you understood how easily this worked. You would understand why you are reading this for the first time or more, and why you experience each time will be different. Something is going stick better and the huge puzzle becomes funneled into one central idea. The best part is, it's nothing but the best for my bronies! And it didn't cost you single thing!
So some pony asked the question; Twilight, are you always this cheerful? No. As a matter of fact I am not always. I have my ups and downs just like any pony. However, my understanding of them and how i treat them might be a lot different. I know some of you have been thinking I've been hard to reach but you should know, i've been on my own a long long time. But bronies, our fandom is like a private world in which we can be our own. Sometimes, I feel as if you're all calling me and trying to get through. Some of you reached out to me so I reached out to you.
But there's seems to be something from every pony as a whole that says: i'm so fuckin depressed and I just can't seem to get out of this slump. If I could just get over this hump but I need something to pull me out of this dump. Well, you see... I took my bruises and took my lumps and got back up. But i too need that spark sometimes so If I drop the pen then i gotta pick it back up. I don't know how or why or when I ended up being this position I'm in. I'm starting to feel distant again so I decided to just beat this pain. I up and try to make an attempt to vent but i just can't admit, or come to grips with the fact that I might be done with one life and need a new outlet.
Now, I now some stuff might be hard to swallow, but I can't just sick back and wallow in my own sorrow. But I know one fact that I'm still one tough act to follow. Here today, gone tomorrow, but you 'd have to walk a thousand miles in my shoes just to see what it's like to be me. I'll be you, let's trade shoes just to see what it'd be like to feel your pain and you feel mine. We can go inside each others' minds just to see what we'd find and look at shit through each others' eyes. But the people that try and get you down, don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful. They can all get fucked, just stay true to you. You're probably saying to yourself sometimes: I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor. Everything's so tense and gloom. I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature of the room.
Well, you know, there's going to come a day where just as soon as I walk in, it's like all eyes are on me. So I try to avoid any eye contact 'cause if I do that then it opens the door for conversation that I don't want. I'm not looking for extra attention, I just wanna be just like you. Blend in with the rest of the room and maybe have you just point me to the closest restroom. I don't need no fucking man servant trying to follow me around and wipe my ass and laugh at every single joke I crack. Half of 'em ain't even funny. Ha! Twilight you're so funny you should be a comedian, god damn! Unfortunately I am I just hide behind the tears of a pony. So why don't you all sit down, listen to the tale I've been trying to tell. Hell, we don't gotta trade our shoes and you ain't gotta walk no thousand miles in my shoes just to see what it's like, to be me. I'll be you, let's trade shoes. Just to see what it'd be like to feel your pain and you feel mine. We go inside each others minds just to see what we'd find and look at shit through each others eyes. Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful. They can all get fucked, just stay true to you.
Nopony asked for life to deal us with these bullshit hands we're dealt. We gotta take these cards ourselves and flip 'em, don't expect no help. Now I could've either just sat on my ass and pissed and moaned or take this situation in which I'm placed in and get up and get my own.
I was never the type of pony to wait by the door and pack his bags. I sat on the porch and hoped and prayed for something to show up that never did. I just wanted to fit in every single place and every school I went to I dreamed of being that cool kid, even if it meant acting stupid. At 36 years old I learned my lesson cause I wasn't trying to impress my friends no more. But I that's barely my whole life story. Not just based on my description 'cause where you see it, from where you're sittin It's probably 110% different. But if you understand emotion, then you might feel what i'm talking about. I guess we would have to walk a mile In each others shoes at least at that point. What size you wear? I wear 11.5's Let's see if you can fit your feet in my shoes, just to see what it's like to be me. I'll be you, let's trade shoes just to see what it'd be like to feel your pain and you feel mine. We can go inside each others minds just to see what we'd find and look at shit through each others eyes. What ever we do, don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful. They can all get fucked just stay true to you.So I know, lately I've been hard to reach. I've been too long on my own. Everypony has their private world where they can be alone but sometimes i wonder; Are you calling me? Are you trying to get through? Are you reaching out for me? Cause this whole time, I've been reaching out to you. Bronies, stay strong, daddy will be home soon. And to the rest of the world, God gave you shoes to fit you so put 'em on and wear 'em. Be yourself man, be proud of who you are. Even if it sounds corny. Don't ever let anypony tell you you ain't beautiful. Now if you remember what i said about video's in the blog...:
Special thanks to Eminem. *(\ Stay cool bro. Twilight loves you! Entry4?
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